Im fed up! ive tried to have a relationship with someone but no, i gotta fuck it up! if your reading this im venting because its better than putting a whole in the fucking wall and destroying my laptop or phone. I dont know why the hell i cant do it. 3 years. 3 god damn years. why do i even bother? i know ill fuck it up. whats the point in trying if i know ill screw up? Why cant i keep it together? Why does it gotta be so freaking hard?
So after a year of schooling, i went for an interview and as of march 2 i will be working as an apprentice mechanic. 
HA HA!!
HA HA!!
How long can you hold your breath while pressing 'x'?
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Phew! My head kinda hurts, now lol..
Music is a big part of my life. Its a key to relaxation in any mood. It sets the mind at ease. It pumps up the heart when your mad or excited. Its a universal THING that binds people who may not even understand eachothers language ( ive seen it ). Some people see music, i mean literally see it, in bands of color. Whether thats their mind playing tricks or something we cant do ourselves, i dont know. (it is said that we only use 10% of our brain, whats the possibilitys of the the other 90?) Music setd the heart free. Music really is life. (and i just rambled lol )
I am afraid of the night. Thats why i love it.
Blue is my favorite colour. Color is nothing without shade, my favorite shade is black.
I say i dont care. I mean you dont need to know.
I say im here for you. I mean 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, even if i was asleep when you called.
I hate the cold. I love to snowboard.
All you in grade 10 or lower say you love the other. Is that why you cheated? lets see you last 2 years.
I get tired of hearing I LOVE YOU. BUT, your kisses mean so much more.
Love is just a word.
IM SORRY is just the FIRST step, can you take the extra few steps? i did. Im happy.
I dont watch tv. Its boring.
I love to work out. I rarely do.
Ive been with my GF for 2 years. Ill kick your ass.
I dont drink till im drunk. I dont know what drugs truly look like.
Half the guys out there in school grades 8-11, need to buy a belt, not smokes.
i dont smoke, it kills. Do you want to die?
This is all for now. Ill post more in the future
Blue is my favorite colour. Color is nothing without shade, my favorite shade is black.
I say i dont care. I mean you dont need to know.
I say im here for you. I mean 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, even if i was asleep when you called.
I hate the cold. I love to snowboard.
All you in grade 10 or lower say you love the other. Is that why you cheated? lets see you last 2 years.
I get tired of hearing I LOVE YOU. BUT, your kisses mean so much more.
Love is just a word.
IM SORRY is just the FIRST step, can you take the extra few steps? i did. Im happy.
I dont watch tv. Its boring.
I love to work out. I rarely do.
Ive been with my GF for 2 years. Ill kick your ass.
I dont drink till im drunk. I dont know what drugs truly look like.
Half the guys out there in school grades 8-11, need to buy a belt, not smokes.
i dont smoke, it kills. Do you want to die?
This is all for now. Ill post more in the future
Just showing my support for our Royal Canadian Military Forces. Everyday our troops are out fighting for our freedom and rights. Without them you who is reading this would not be there reading this. For all you know you could be in a sweat shop like the thousands of children out in the world, if it were not for our troops. Yes life is hard. Yes we have it easy compared to the majority of other countries. And you know what, if it wasnt for the political bs thats involved in aspects of the military i know quite a few people including my father who would still be in the military fighting for our land. I care about our troops. What they do keeps me, my friends, family, and everyone behind Canada's borders safe from another sort of harm. And you know what, yes, if you dont support our troops, be my guest, go stand in front of them. I dont want to hear anybodies negativity towards our troops, but i would love to hear from those who support them. Their our troops. Our guardian angels. They are the front line. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUQo2Eej-XA I challenge everyone who reads this to do one thing. Buy a magnet in support of our troops and tag it to your vehicle. Even if youve already got one. They are NOT expensive, here they are the prive of a pop. Show your support. Send me a pic of the magnet attached to your vehicle, im thinking of making a blog post of just photos from those who support our troops. Hope to see some pics. Have a good day/ night.
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this picture is just a little odd.... but i like it! lol.
"Being In Love
Means hard questions.
Will I? Won't I?
Should I? Could I?
Yes? No?
You?
Me? There is no me
without you.
Is there a you without
me?
And if were truly one.
how will I breathe
when circomstance pries
us
apart?
You are my oxygen.
my substance,
the blood inside my veins.
When
we
touch, you are my skin.
hold all my joy inside of you.
When you go, I
wither."
Means hard questions.
Will I? Won't I?
Should I? Could I?
Yes? No?
You?
Me? There is no me
without you.
Is there a you without
me?
And if were truly one.
how will I breathe
when circomstance pries
us
apart?
You are my oxygen.
my substance,
the blood inside my veins.
When
we
touch, you are my skin.
hold all my joy inside of you.
When you go, I
wither."
Let's see how much you remember
1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
haha nopee...
2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?
uhmm, no!
3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
scared shitless, then after quite some time, i became extremely happie.
4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU?
i didnt find out i was pregnant till i was about 22 weeks, soo no. i wouldnt do it anyways!
5. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
19.
6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
Duane made the thought cross my mind, then i thought about it and realized i had the effects soo i took a test... and it came out positive.
7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST
Duane and Colton.
8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
i did and didnt, but found out anyways.
9. DUE DATE?
April 11th, 2010.
10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
nopee. never ever. lol.
11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
pies! lots and lots of pie! haha.
12. WHAT IRRITATED YOU?
everything.
13. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?
t'is a boy.
14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
no, i wanted a boy.
15. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
holy shitt, about 60 pounds! haha.
16. Did YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
not yett.
17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
i'm not sure? haha.
18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
none.
19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
the QEII
20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
well, i got induced on the 17th, had contrations and everything, then had him on the 19th.
21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
my mom, cause we had an appointment.
22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
dr kali, the nurse, and my mommie.
23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
natural!
24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
lots of morphine and an epidural.
25. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
8 lbs 12 oz.
28. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
monday april 19th, 2010 at 9:32 pm.
30. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Ethan Roy Tweedle.
31. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN?
4 weeks today.
1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
haha nopee...
2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?
uhmm, no!
3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
scared shitless, then after quite some time, i became extremely happie.
4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU?
i didnt find out i was pregnant till i was about 22 weeks, soo no. i wouldnt do it anyways!
5. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
19.
6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
Duane made the thought cross my mind, then i thought about it and realized i had the effects soo i took a test... and it came out positive.
7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST
Duane and Colton.
8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
i did and didnt, but found out anyways.
9. DUE DATE?
April 11th, 2010.
10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
nopee. never ever. lol.
11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
pies! lots and lots of pie! haha.
12. WHAT IRRITATED YOU?
everything.
13. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?
t'is a boy.
14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
no, i wanted a boy.
15. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
holy shitt, about 60 pounds! haha.
16. Did YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
not yett.
17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
i'm not sure? haha.
18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
none.
19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
the QEII
20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
well, i got induced on the 17th, had contrations and everything, then had him on the 19th.
21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
my mom, cause we had an appointment.
22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
dr kali, the nurse, and my mommie.
23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
natural!
24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
lots of morphine and an epidural.
25. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
8 lbs 12 oz.
28. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
monday april 19th, 2010 at 9:32 pm.
30. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Ethan Roy Tweedle.
31. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN?
4 weeks today.