01. Smoked *
02. Drank alcohol *
03. Cried when someone died. *
04. Been drunk. *
05. Had sex. *
06. Been to a concert. *
07. Gotten/given a hand job. *
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed. *
09. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. *
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. *
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose . *
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. *
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. *
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school. *
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store. *
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. *

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over *
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house *
23. Kissed a stranger. *
24. Hugged a stranger. *
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray. *
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party. *
30. Done drugs. *

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool. *
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home. *
34. Broken a bone. *
35. Eaten sushi. *
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans. *
40. Been in love. *

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 70

41. French kissed. *
42. Laughed so hard you cried. *
43. Cried yourself to sleep. *
44. Laughed yourself to sleep. *
45. Stabbed yourself. (with a pencil) *
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. *
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. *
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. *
50. Watched an animal die. (my fish) *

PERCENTAGE SO FAR? 61

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present. *
53. Pranked somebody. *
54. Put somebody in the hospital. *
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. *
56. Made spicy beans
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy . *
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56

61. Avoided somebody. *
62. Been stalked. *
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity. *
65. Played an instrument. *
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself. *
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody. *
70. Been to a wild party. *

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 49

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. *
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. *
74. Gone out with your friend's crush. *
75. Got arrested.
76. Thought you were pregnant. *
77. Babysat. *
78. Been to another country. *
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost. *

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 42

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. *
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. *
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months. *
85. Sat on your butt all day. *
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. *
87. Had a job. *
88. Gotten cut from a sports team. *
89. Been called a whore. *
90. Danced like a whore . *

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 33

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident. *
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. *
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. *
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain. *
97. Been rejected *
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. *
100. Been raped.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 27% innocent

Who was the last person you were under the covers with? Dakota ♥ubaybe

Who was the last person’s voice you heard? moms

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Hells yes baybe

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant? i would do more than cry..tehe

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with J? ummm no not that i can think of

What were you doing at midnight last night? playing cards with billy

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? yeah but im scared of needles

Do you want someone back in your life? yes my bff amber

The way to win your heart? thats a secret my baybe knows

What was the first thing you thought when you woke up this morning? Billy get out of my house i want to sleep♥

Why do you think relationships fail? grew apart

Who was the last person to put their arm around you? Dakota

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? my aunt

Ever been kissed in the rain? yeah and it feels amazing

Are you a jealous person? not really

Do you have a best friend? yes i do ♥ubilly

What are you listening to? taylor swift

Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous? Dakota♥

Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? Hells yeah (blakey& billy)

Would you ever smile at a stranger? yeah do it all the time

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find? blankets,pillows..poohbear

Who will you see the most this weekend besides family? LAURA DAKOTA AND WORK

What were you doing at 10pm Friday night? ummm sleeping

Have you ever wanted something you couldn’t have? yeep

Who was your best friend in first grade? Amber

Did your last kiss mean anything? it means the world to me everytime it happens

If you could live somewhere else where would it be? With my baybe

Did you kiss anyone today? no..

What are the color of your eyes? blue

Do you hate the last person you kissed? no

Last night you felt: really tried &

Were you happy when you woke up today? kinda

Have you done bad things with your parents near by? nahhhh

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you? if i could take some things with me....maybe

What are your plans for the weekend coming up? PARTY♥

What's your biggest fear? heights

Name something great that happened today: nothing great really happened today

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking? very often

Is something bothering you? yeah a little bit

Will you be in a relationship in four months? i really hope so still ♥Dakota

Do you miss the way things used to be? parts of it

What are you excited for? i dunno my birthday

At the moment are you more warm or cold? COLD

What was the last thing you spent your money on? subway and pictures

Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today? YES Allways

Do you have any bruises? yeah i do... falling cuz im clumsy

If the year consisted of only two seasons,which would you choose? spring and summer

Is there a girl/boy who knows everything or basically everything about you? Billy♥

How did you get to sleep last night? to be honest i had one of those nights where i felt like i didnt sleep at all and i dont remember going to sleep so i dont know

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18? yes

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night? yep

Who last texted you? CHelan

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? im trying to write one now

Are you currently frustrated with a girl/boy? ummm kinda....

Do you miss anyone? mhmm my bf ♥

This time last year, can you remember who you liked? hahahaha EVAN

Do you think anyone has feelings for you? i hope he does ♥

Who was the first person you talked to today? my mommy

Does anyone call you babe? Dakota♥

Do you believe exes can be friends? Yes .....becuz thatss the right thing to do

Are you ticklish? verry

When was the last time you were told you were cute? probably a few days ago

Would you date someone right now if they asked? NO BECAUSE IM IN A RELATIONSHIP

Do you give second chances too easily? sometimes

Done anything illegal lately?naaahhh

Have you ever liked someone who had a boyfriend/girlfriend? it happens

Did you have fun yesterday? nahh

Have any memories that you'd like to forget? yes

How did you spend the beginning of your summer? happy

im sorry to the one frined i have had for so long.
i hope we dont have to fight forever cuz it sucks
miss ya lotz

i forgive you but will you forgive me

♥

When someone says i Love you do they mean it.
when someone says forever do they mean it

im so glad i made the choice i did
the best thing that has ever happened to me for sure
i just cant belive its real...
♥

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS
-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you? 11
2.) Where did you go to school? quarterway
3.) Where did you work? i didn't
4.) Where did you live?: by my school
5.) Where did you hang out? umm i didn't really have friends, haha
6.) Did you wear glasses? nope
7) Who was/were your friend(s)? LAURA & VICTORIA
8.) How many tattoos did you have? none
9.) How many piercings did you have? just my ears
10.) What car did you drive? none
11.) Had you been to a real party? noo
12.) Had You had your heart broken? noo
13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? single

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you? 14
2.) Where did you go to school? Welly
3.) Where did you work? i didn't
4.) Where did you live?: BY 7-11
5.) Where did you hang out? The school
6.) Did you wear glasses? nope
7.) Who were your friend(s)? ALex and Evan and Shay
8.) How many tattoos did you have? none
9.) How many piercings did you have? just ears
10) What car did you drive? i didn't
11) Had your heart broken? Yep
12. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? single/taken for a bit
--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?: 17
2.) Where do you go to school? Barsby
3.) Where do you work? Tim Hotons Bitches(L)
4.) Where do you live? In my home
5.) Where do you hang out? LAURAS AND DAKOTAS AND BILLYS
6.)Do you wear glasses? nope
7.) Who are your friend(s)? too many to list but billy+laura beat¢¾
8..) How many tattoos do you have? none
9.) How many piercings do you have? just my ears
10) What car do you drive? none
11) Had your heart broken? YES
12.). Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? taken LOVE YOU BABE

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: this thing
1 HOUR AGO: @ work
1 DAY AGO: at my baybes
1 YEAR AGO: probably asleep

First piercing: ears
First credit card: none
Last big car ride: porrtland oregon
Last movie seen in theaters: highschool musical3
Last food consumed: Tim hortons
Last person you texted/called: chelan
Last drink drank: steeped tea
SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: happy
I HAVE: my bestfreind
I LIKE: paRTYING
I CRY: SOMETIMES

FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 4
COLOR: limegreen
DAY(S): tuesdays
MONTH(S): february march
SEASON: Summer
DRINK: COFFEEEE
ALCOHOLIC: vodka or bacardi

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? Yes
GOTTEN SICK? yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
SAID 'I love you"?: yes
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: NO
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: kinda

_______ Best ________
1. Male Friend: BILLY GILBERT¢¾
2. Female Friend: LAURA BARRINGTON¢¾
3. Best Ages: now
4. Best Memory: ANYTHING WITH LAURA¢¾

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: umm when it's cold
2. Day Of The Week: i guess like tuesday
3. Food: fish
4. Memory: anyday i fight with my bestfriends

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: Donna and Barb¢¾
2. Talk on the phone : Chelan¢¾

_______ First ________
1. Serious b/f or g/f: hmmm thats personal
2. Job: Newspaper thingy

_______ Today ________
1. What are you doing now: trying to get warm
2. Tonight: sleeeeeep
3. Wearing: pajama pants and a shirt
4. What did you eat for lunch: ummm nothing

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: lazy day¢¾
2. Got any plans: SEE THE BOY¢¾
3. Goal: hmmmm MISS YOU
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: have to get up haha

so ive been thinking ..
i still dont kno
fuck
what do i do
I miss my bestfriend..
he was the most important person to me
you helped me through thick and thin
& i miss you hellA
your amazing hun
so glad i got the memories at least
wish shit was diffrent for sure
& im sorry i wasted so much time
to see that the years meant to be for us as
friends was wasted by caring so much about
one person i never really got to be their for and ended up getting hurt by..
The other guys who are their for me... well so muchhas changed
Ive been through lots and sure we didnt talk for 2 months
but i was a mess and im sorry .. your a very key part in my life
forever and always.. if it be the fun times or the random messages
you made me laugh and i see it so much now that you are gone
i promised you i wouldnt becaome a mess and im gunna keeep it
im doing shit for myself and not for anyone else.. I have my true few.
i wish i could say that care about me as much as i do them
but guess what... sure their is a boy... but im not sure yet
i wish you were here so we could talk.. im lost without words
on what to do and i could talk to you...but now what

kinda thinking she may like this boY
Hmmm maybe
doesnt seem like me but i just have this feeling

what do you do when you say something you want to take back...
because you have done something you regret
and you find out something you wish you didnt kno
and its something that could hurt someone you love
& all in all ruin the most important thing in your life
then have to find a way to get through it all ..
& still keep whats important to you...
even though it may be torn and never again
be what it use to be....
Many things happen in life its called your life on
a rollercoaster...it has its ups and down..
i use to know who to trust, who to rely on and
who would could be their through thick and thin
but now i really dont...
i have hurt people i love.. and now i lost them forever..
ive done shit i wish i didnt and i kno i can never take back.
people make mistakes and now i have to live with it.
my job is upside down with wacky scedules...
im trying to graduate and get through..
i love my friends to death but i just keep gettin into shit with them
MY friends hurt my other friends and they fight and i dont want to choose
im lost without word on what to do..
people say life is easy and im just a teenager...
but ive been through stuff that i wish i didnt have to bare
to wake up everymorning knowing that i did that.
Im almost 18 and i have no idea where to go now.
i want to move.
i want my job.
i want to not fight with my friends..
i want to stay in cadets..
but my life seems to want to take a diffrent path..
i just havent figured out what it is yet

In the end
we only regret the chances we didn't take
the relationships we were afraid to have
&& the decisions we waited too
long to make