" I've been living steady wobbling on the edge. Chasing life around in circles trying to decompress my head. I feel it get intense, choose to break my bread and spread it around, take my every single thought into this pen and jot it down. Cause it's the truth to me, you should see it's all that ever helped. Held my shattered world together when I knocked it off the shelf into the blackness. Tripping over broken hearts and homes and getting close enough to turn that kid inside of me to stone. And I'll admit it, cause I was never taught to give it up. Sailed an ocean full of drug addicted misencouraged blood without a paddle. It took a lot of faith to fight my battles and tackle a couple of habits I never thought that I'd have to. But I did, bottled the water under the bridge and toss another written page of my history to the wind. When it blows, cause all of this disaster has lead me home and left a lot of room for me to learn and grow. No you are not alone. "