wasted life...
im an outsider,
living a painful lie,
im a bystander,
truth is my enemy,
no one knows the real me,
because no one can see,
i walk through life with no direction,
never getting any satisfaction,
i fucking hate this life of mine,
i should make it end,
id probably do it for a dime,
and not one flower to my funeral would be sent,
id end up in a hole somewhere,
not one person would care,
no one would look for me,
cause theyd all be too busy,
"drop dead",
ive heard it so many times,
it keeps racing through my mind,
and i think i might give it a shot,
pick out a plot,
start diggin,
dont stop till im six feet down,
pull out the 12 gauge and rid the world of one more wasted life,
rid the world of one more wasted life...
my love incarnate (pain for pleasure)
in all of my travels, in all of my thoughts,
one thing stays constant,
the image, the feeling,
the silent love from me to you,
the secret crush, the most of my life,
she knows not of my attractions,
if only i could express it,
but that would ruin what we have,
for a week, ive thought about nothing but you,
always in my head, i cant escape,
the feeling of your soft skin against mine,
the feeling of your nails on my back,
your teeth on my neck, i promise ill be back,
my promise is my seal,
broken for no one,
and for you, the light,
it has its strongest appeal,
professions of love are akward at best,
but here goes nothing,
upon the highest mountians,
and at the bottom of the deepest valleys,
i shall scream your name forever,
forever....
in all of my travels, in all of my thoughts,
one thing stays constant,
the image, the feeling,
the silent love from me to you,
the secret crush, the most of my life,
she knows not of my attractions,
if only i could express it,
but that would ruin what we have,
for a week, ive thought about nothing but you,
always in my head, i cant escape,
the feeling of your soft skin against mine,
the feeling of your nails on my back,
your teeth on my neck, i promise ill be back,
my promise is my seal,
broken for no one,
and for you, the light,
it has its strongest appeal,
professions of love are akward at best,
but here goes nothing,
upon the highest mountians,
and at the bottom of the deepest valleys,
i shall scream your name forever,
forever....
Fuck Peace,
fuck love,
fuck the world as we know it,
fuck the system,
fuck the absence of systems,
fuck sex,
fuck abstenince,
fuck males
fuck females
fuck the middle east,
fuck north america,
fuck israli-palestinian relations,
fuck nuclear war,
fuck slavery,
fuck indivualism,
fuck movies, celebrities, and the press (espeically fuck the press),
fuck the lack of federal, provincial, and municipal funding,
fuck the internet,
fuck the real world,
fuck dreams,
fuck your brain, my brain, and fuck the brains of every human being out there,
fuck stupid people,
fuck smart people,
fuck hippies, stoners, jocks, longbows, natives, plastics, and every other group of teens needing a label to define themselves,
fuck labels,
fuck food,
fuck needs,
fuck the weak,
fuck the strong,
fuck your mother, father, and everyone in your family,
fuck me
and finally....
FUCK YOU!!!
fuck love,
fuck the world as we know it,
fuck the system,
fuck the absence of systems,
fuck sex,
fuck abstenince,
fuck males
fuck females
fuck the middle east,
fuck north america,
fuck israli-palestinian relations,
fuck nuclear war,
fuck slavery,
fuck indivualism,
fuck movies, celebrities, and the press (espeically fuck the press),
fuck the lack of federal, provincial, and municipal funding,
fuck the internet,
fuck the real world,
fuck dreams,
fuck your brain, my brain, and fuck the brains of every human being out there,
fuck stupid people,
fuck smart people,
fuck hippies, stoners, jocks, longbows, natives, plastics, and every other group of teens needing a label to define themselves,
fuck labels,
fuck food,
fuck needs,
fuck the weak,
fuck the strong,
fuck your mother, father, and everyone in your family,
fuck me
and finally....
FUCK YOU!!!
You've been slighlty hacked dear
love forever and always
<3
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