well it is really early in the morning, or late. however you want to look at it. i am just sitting here thinking about all of the things that make life go.... and for some reason, i just keep coming back to the idea that nothing really matters. my parents are mad at me for moving to winnipeg, and i am having.... issues with my roommates. i have been outcasted at school because i am totally different than every one else. and apparently that just isnt a good thing. sorry that i am now in college and i want to act like an adult. the scary part about that is that i am the youngest in the class. and to top it all off, adam and lisa go home tomorrow (well technically today, but hey) and it is pretty hard to deal with. but i will see them soon enough, and soon i will be living with them. oh well. back to school for me. somewhere i dont belong in the first place. may as well get some sleep. night