I went for a walk today
On that walk i was a little boy,
quiet and shy he gained the courage to tell me his truths,
he said i will miss the grass, the big blue skies, never seen the ocean but ill miss taht too,
This world we are given is a beautiful place and if only we were given more space
For i ama boy without a home, nowhere to run to, nowhere to go
Tonight i'll be in heaven and no one will care because my parents dont love me anymore,
My mommy does drugs, she'll tell me im on my own
I dont see daddy but before i leave this world i will tell him i love him and to leave me and mommy alone.
He wont listen and he will continue to yell
Now comes the screaming, it's to soft to tell
Here comes the gun shots
Just too much to bare,
Me and Mommi are in heaven and Daddy's in jail.
That stupid gun killed mommy but i ran away
if only that drunk driver had stayed home that day
If daddy didnt come over maby mommy would've stoped blazing and made god happy
Maby me and mommi would still be able to see, i doubt that he would've started screaming at mommi and me!

All night he sits there crying,
because he lost his boy
During day he starts trying to avoid the rest of them
He sees the pain he put us thro
but he never feels sorry for mommy
he always feels sorry for you!
he sits in that cell thinkin about what he could've done if only he had put taht bottle down
if only mommy stop smoking rocks then we wouldnt have fallen to the ground.
he wants to help you and tahts why im here
he never felt sorry for mommy he only feels sorry for you!
~taylor~

Fulfilling my destany!
Everyone is born on this earth with surprises instore
Wen all have a destany to withhold
When the time comes for one to enrich the lives of others around them in a fight to end all;
one must keep ones head about themselves and tread lightly tho unchartered waters,
For what comes next is a supirior control.
Destany can't take control, or it can't deteriorate life as we know it.
traveling teh world one city at a time.
As i sit here, traveling down this slick, long road i pnder the needs of others,
Were my actions horrible or just plain wronge
And yet i find myself headin in the right direction,
is that i sign of forgiveness or weakness?
~taylor~

Maby Later?

sex is an emotion
Not a feeling or a urge
it's something you want
something you need
a disire, a hunger
sex is a feeling
of expectance
vaunerability and love
never except it
reject it will all your might
deni it the fule it needsd
Hold off fo as long as possible
Once endulged it wont let go
keep saying maby later
Just hope that he listens!
~taylor~