Dear Santa

All i wanted for christmas was for my dad to me sober but
i guess thats just to much to ask for ..

i cant stand living with my dad, he is never happy to see me
doesnt have any respect for me , always yells in my face
blames everything on me , nothing i do is ever good enough in is eye
said " you have the face of your ugly bitch face mother " and than his life wouldnt
be horrable if we were never here to begin with.. and then he tryes to make
everything all good and blow up in my face again 5 minutes later.
living here makes me go insane, its like he has morethan one personality.
he makes me feel like dirt. and that i am not a good enough child.
even tho i know i havent done anything wrong.. i dont remember the last time
my family has done anything together besides fight... drinking everynight is
more important to my dad than anything else..
i cant fucking take this shit .

Some people believe in love at first sight
Some people might say it takes a month to love someone
some say a year . but when it actually comes down to it
you cant put a time limit on how long it takes to fall inlove.
theres where everyone wrong. no body knows , its different everytime
its obvious love come with time but how much

thinking about deleting my nexx.

Brandon says:
When we met I knew you were the one
my heart my soul you were my sun.
Your touch your breath your everry kiss filled my head with utter bliss.
I'm forever yours yours to keep always have been even from the very first meet.
I know ill love you till the day I die strong enough could make me cry.
I'm glad I met you you stole my heart every
day together will give me butterflies just like at the start

got my new laptop today ! stokeeed !!
its the white one !

in toon town unril 1am
wont get o edmonton until 8 ish !
fuccck

ima brunnette again !

so i dont wanna bust everyones bubbles here
but there is no pot of gold at the end of the
rainbow , infact the rainbow doesent even end
the water all the time
i see a rainbow everyday on the falls
and theres nothing there
it is actually ending in a ditch right now !

so i love that no one uses nex anymore