HELLO I'M SHITNEY

I've waited a long time for this
For this right now
Uh uh - ha ha ha
Allow me to introduce myself
I want you to come a little closer
I'd like you to get to know me a little bit better
Meet the real me
Woah-oh
Sorry you can't define me
Sorry I break the mold
Sorry that I speak my mind
Sorry don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I don't fake it
Sorry I come too real
I will never hide what I really feel
No way - oh
Huh, so here it is
No hype, no gloss, no pretense
Just me --- Stripped

Sorry if I ain't perfect
Sorry I don't give a -what-
Sorry I ain't a diva
Sorry thats not what i want,
sorry I'm not a virgin,
Sorry I'm not a slut
I won't let you break me
Think what you want
Ohhh aahh oohhh
To all my dreamers out there - I'm with you
All my underdogs, ha - I feel you
Lift your head high and stay strong
Keep pushin' on -uh uh uh

.+.Im not a bitch . . . I just like being rude .+.
Im not a sinner . . . I just cant do anything right
.+.Im not depressed . . im just always sad .+.
Im not crying . . .my eyes are just full of tears
.+.Im not living . . .i just keep breathing .+.
Im not a thief . . . I just take what I need
.+.Im not a slut . . .i just embrace my sexuality .+.
.+.Im not stupid . . .i just dont get it .+.
Im not trying . . .ive already given up
.+.Im not weird . . . Im just different .+.
Im not a rebel . . . I just dont take orders
.+.Im not worthless . . .i just dont know my value .+.
Im not a believer . . . Ive already lost hope
.+.Im not a punk . . .i just act like myself .+.
Im not a fuck up . . .i just make mistakes
.+.Im not beautiful . . itz only skin deep .+.
Im not emotional . . I just have a lot of feelings
Im not a prayer . .i dont have a faith
.+.Im not immature . .im just growing up .+.
Im not a quitter . .i just stop and re-think
.+.Im not laughing . . .i need to smile first .+.
Im not impulsive . . .i just act before I think
Im not obsessed . . im just in love
.+.Im not perfect . . . I dont want to be .+.
Im not ignoring . . . .i just choose not to listen
.+.Im not a gossip . . I have my own life .+.
Im not pessimistic . . .i just dont get my hopes up
.+.Im not impatient . . I just dont like to wait .+.
Im not happy . . I do have sparks of joy
.+.Im not tough . . I just dont take shit .+.
Im not clingy . . I just wanna be held
.+.Im not opinionated . . I just voice what I think .+.
Im not a poet . .i just express myself in words
.+.Im not questioning . .i just have my doubts .+.
Im not hiding . . .i just want to disappear

ii keep it real and thats a promise
ii may be a bitch but atleast im honest
when i walk by , you stop and stare
well keep on looking cuz ii dont care
ii have my own life and style
not trying to please you or make you smile
when it comes to competition your out
so shut the fuck up
and keep me out of your Mouth
cuz ii aint a d*ck
andd if my name is in your mouthh
CHOKE ON IT
♥ ♥ ♥

JUST SOME STUFF

x. crazy . days . and . screwed . up . nights .x
x. tons . of . boyfriends . and . stupid . fights .x
x. secrets . we . will . take . to . the . grave .x
x. pictures . we . will . forever . save.x
x. through . thick . and . thin . always . true .x
x. i . don't . know . where . i'd . be . without . you .x
x. Laughin . so . Hard . Till . we . Practically . Cry .x
x. Sittin . At . Home . Till . We . Basically . Die .x
x. Crackin . Jokes . About . The . Psychos . We . Know .x
x. Causin . Some . Drama . Wherever . We . Go .x
x. Me . And . You . Were . Down . For . Whatever .x
x. Cuz . we'll . always . make . it . through; . together .x
x. Me . And . You . We'll . Be .Best . Friends . Forever .x

Here's To;;
The pop we mixed with liquor,
The hookups we made into romance,
The nights that turned into mornings,
&& the friends who turned into family.

Ashley
Kristen
Mary
Staci
Sarah
Shantel
Courtney
Chelsey
Stephul

Ricky
Steven
Nerd
Mr. EB Burton
Bob
Calen
Ryley
Michael

</3 So theres this ^Boi who has
me trippin ^over my ~~^own~~ two feet
....and I ~~HATE~~ IT!!! </3

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
He would just always make me smile.
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

i'll risk ^{e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g} i have . .
i'll ~~fight~~ until i b.l.e.e.d . .
i'll give you my _{l.i.f.e . .}
if that's what you [n.e.e.d] . .

From _underneath the trees
we watch the ^sky
~~Confusing~~ stars for ~~satellites~~
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here [we] are
we're here ^tonight

I want a boy who would shove ice cream in my face
who would wrestle with me show me off to his friends & family
who treats me with respect
who calls me at 4 in the morning just to say he loves me
who sings to me even though he cant
who could break my heart but would never dream of doing so
♥ X ♥ X ♥

And i'd give up forever to touch you
cuz i know tht you'd feel me sumhow
your the closest to heaven tht ill ever be
and i dont want to go home right now
And all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
and sooner or later its over
i just dont want to miss you tonight

LOVE we think about it, dream about it
lose sleep worrying about it, when we don't have it ,
we search for it, and when we discover it we don't know what to do with it.
we fear losing it, it is our source of pleasure and pain.
BUT WE CANT PREDICT WHICH IT WILL BE FROM ONE MINUTE TO THE NEXT ,
its a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and..
impossible to live without.

. x . I swear that I can go on forever again. x .
. x .Please let me know that my one bad day will end. x .
. x .I will go down as your lover, your friend. x .
. x .Give me your lips, and with one kiss, we begin. x .

. x .I Sing. x .
. x .Tonight i've fallen and i cant get up. x .
. x .I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. x .
. x .And every night i miss youu i can just look up. x .
. x .And know the stars are holding youu. x .
. x .Holding youu Holding Youu Tonight. x .

. x .Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me? . x .
. x .And all the reasons that make lovin you so easy. x .
. x .The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe. x .
. x .The way you know just what I mean. x .
. x .No I can't learn to live without. x .
. x .So dont you give up on us now. x .

. x . It's been the longest winter without you . x .
. x . I didn't know where to turn to . x .
. x . See somehow i cant forget you . x .
. x . After all that we've been through. x .
. x . Going coming, thought i heard a knock who's there? No one . x .
. x . Thinkin that I deserved it . x .
. x . Now i realize that i really didnt know . x .
. x . You didnt know this, you mean everything . x .
. x . Quickly i'm learning, to love again . x .
. x . All that i know is, i'm gonn' be okay . x .

. x .this is for my girls all around the world. x .
. x .who have come across a man that dont respect your worth. x .
. x .thinkin all women should be seen not heard. x .
. x .so what do we do girls . . . SHOUT LOUDER . x .
. x .lettin em know we gonna stand our ground. x .
. x .so lift your hands higher and wave em proud. x .
. x .take a deep breath and say it loud. . . .never can never will . x .
. x .CANT HOLD US DOWN!!! . x .

. x .Do you care if I dont know what to say. x .
. x .Will you sleep tonight... . x .
. x .Will you think of me? . x .
. x .Will I shake this off pretend its all okay. x .
. x .That there's someone out there. x .
. x .Who feels just like me. x.
. x .There Is. x .

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