tonight was so much fucking fun,
got hammered again - with taylor and katelyn
of coarse.
i thiink i'm startiing to like you, but idk...

i know what i did,
so stop making me sound like such a slut!

no big deal now, all sorted out.
sorry patrick!

i'm so sorry if that kinda made you mad,
like i'm not gonna hook up with him again - i've
learned my lesson, but i don't know.. he's one of those
guys you can't not talk to if they start talking to you, i just don't know.
But i am actually really sorry, i don't want more shit to start
between us becuase of him - i'll honestly stop talking to him if
anything starts being an issue.

no big deal,
but some woman told
me and jeremy and tori and dillon and paddy and chelsey
and zack to join the youth group and to not drink!
ahhahaah, =) funfun

COOOOOL!

maybe i should have listened to kristen,
and maybe i should have learned not to tell
people who i like? maybe just maybe. But whatever
i gueess i should just forgive and forget (notjustyetthough!)

today was pretty fun,

hung out with tori right after school than
went ot the store and got a slush and walked to the school
and met up with matt lappin, jeremy, adam and all them...
Jeremy was slapping my leg really hard, attemped to give me a
"five star".. lol good times i guess. .Then we all went home, and then
i called marissa and me and her went for a rollerblade down her street... haha,
then went for a walk to the parkcrest store.

have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
almost.
What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
trying on toris clothes.
Are you listening to music right now?
yeah bittch.
What are you doing right now?
chewing gum, and msning ...someone.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
hot hot hot weather.
What were you doing at 7am this morning?
doing my makeup, and hair.
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
i was alrightt.

Is your room ever clean?
nooo, only when it has to be.

What jewelry are you wearing?
notheeeen.

Who gave that jewelry to you?
auntie lia, in her will - RIP
How late did you stay up last night?
uhm, i htink around 11-11:30
Do you think you can last for an hour without talking while being around people?
uhm, deffinatly not
Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yeah.
Are you missing anyone?
yeah, im not even gonna deny it.
Think of the person you told "I love you" last, did you mean it?
yeeah man, BFF.
Are you in a fight with anyone now?
NO MAN, !! <3333333333333333
In the past week, have you cried?
yeah.... heeellalots.
What's the best thing that happened to you today?
soccergame, and talking to you.
What was the weather like today?
kinda windy and a little bit cold.
For the most part, do you like your life?
yes.
When did your last hug take place?
soccer feild.
What color is your bedroom?
pink
What size shoes do you wear?
idk, big.
Have you ever played truth or dare?
many times.
Whats your name?
alannah.
Age?
14
Height?
tallish
Day or Night?
night, for sure.
TV or Movie?
movie.
Friends or Family?
both
Happy or Sad?
happy.
Computer or Phone?
cellphone.
Last Movie you watched?
bedtime stories
Last time you slept?
last night!
Last person you talked too?
justin.
Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
katelyn, cuase she's dirty.
Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
ohyes.
Where's the person you like right now?
sunpeaks, and brock.
What are you thinking about right now?
everything.
Ever kissed someone who smokes?
plenty of times.
Are you in a good mood right now?
actually yes i am.
What is wrong with you right now?
tireeed.
Do you cry easily?
oh yes, sometimes to easy
What does it mean when you cry?
im really upset, or hurt.
Was the last person you kissed cute?
yeep.
Are you excited about anything?
yeeee baby!
Do you enjoy life?
most times.
Do you tend to make things complicated?
yes.
What color are your eyes?
hazelish,
Held hands with anyone today?
nope.
What will you be doing tomorrow?
going to school, hanging out.
What are you wearing right now?
jean shorts, and soccer jersey.
Day been rough?
naaaaw.
Last song listened to?
right round.
have you had any piercings?
yees.
If you HAD to get 2 more piercings, what would they be?
tongue, and nose.
Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
....sorta.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
like 7 and a half.
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
yeah lots of times.

-talked to you lots!
-played 3 rugby games.
-played 5 soccer games.
-won 2-3 rugby games.
-won 3-5 soccer games. (came in second in the tourney.)
-not in a fight with you anymore.


<3, amazing weekend? i think so!

..i miss us being bestfriends, i found this booklet thing of mine ;
that everyone had to do about them selves, family and friends that we had to
do in like grade TWO- And mine said your name at the very start of the "bestfriends" catagory.
To be completely honest, i miss grade two and being bestfriends with you.
but like now we hardly ever talk and when we do it's always bitchy comments towards one another.

Pick A Guy.
If you're gonna lie, don't do this.

1.) Would you say he is good looking? ..meh, kinda.
2.) Does he go to your school? yeah
3.) Do you like him? nope not anymore.
4.) How long have you liked him for? well when i did it was like the middle of grade 8 to a couple days ago.
5.) Ever Dated Him? nope, but had soe what of a "thing"
6.) Ever cry over him? plenty of times.
7.) What songs remind you of him? good bye - miley cyrus.
8.) Do you know his middle name? yeah.
9.) How old is he? 16
10.) Last time you talked to him? a couple days ago.
11.) Does he know how you feel? yes, most likely.
12.) Think about him a lot? actually kind of, yeah.
13.) Ever kiss him before? yes.
14.) Is he older than you? yes, by a couple years.
15.) Does he have a girlfriend? nope.
16.) Would you date him? not anymoe, nope probably not.
17.) Ever see him cry before? no.
18.) How often do you talk about him? depends.
19.) Anyone know you like him? everyone knew i likED him.
20.) Whens his birthday? april something.
21.) Ever hang out with this person, just the two of you? yeah, sorta.
22.) Have his phone number? mhm.
23.) Are you gonna call him anytime soon? probably no
24.) Do you think he'll read this? maybe, if he's creeping.
25.) Are you in his group of friends? hah naaw.
26.) Has he ever given you anything? , lol.
27.) Have any pictures of him? nope....
28.) Anyone else like him? i don't know.
29.) Do you think you have a chance? maybe not anymore, i dont knwo.
30.) Last time you saw him? wednsday, i think.
31.) Brave enough to name him? naaw, i'm pretty sure people know though.