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My strong statment


So here it is,another beautiful day in Calgary and another day of revelling in another one's pain. People make mistakes and then people compound them by making mistakes on top of the other person. I cried all night and woke up this morning to see myself bashed to bits on Nex..Come on,we've been there at some point right? If not on this site then in life.This is what I need to remind myself for the next while. I DID'NT DO ANYTHING WRONG YOU JUDGEMENTAL LYING HEARTBREAKERS!!!! (lol,that feels good to put out there) I'm not going to make a public "he said","she said" forum,which is funny cause thats what i felt like I should do,because for once....I did'nt do anything wrong. I learned a hard lesson today. I learned that when you're as down as you can get,the people who claim to love you will give you a good hard kick. I learned that some boys are just as gossipy and vindictive as girls. I learned that some boys actually believe what they say,even though it's not what they live by. I learned that just because someone claims to love you and your child(which by the way,a guy loving your child before you,is a gift) Does;nt stop them from causing you the most pain they can imagine to inflict on you. I learned that just because I feel I did nothing wrong,does'nt mean that they agree. But thanks guys,I also learned I can get pass this too. Enjoy your bashing if thats what is going to solve your pains. I'm choosing to understand your pains and try and heal mine. I learned that today.

 

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Ohh my god.
Boy: Where were you last night?

Girl: I was at my grandmother's house helping her around the
house.

Boy: Why didnt you call me?

Girl: Baby I'm sorry I lost track of time.

Boy: Not as sorry as your going to be bitch

The boy grabs her by the hair and slams her to the ground.

Girl: Please baby stop! I'm sorry!

The boy kicks her in the face and ribs.

Boy: I called your fucking grandmother's house you were not fucking there you lying piece of shit.

Girl: Wait, stop please! Let me...

The boy steps on her neck, crushing her throat.

Boy: Shut the fuck up bitch.

He then gets over the top of her and takes his penis out.

Girl: No baby, please stop! Please!

Boy: I said shut the fuck up!

The boy spits in her face. He pins her with her hands above her
head. He penatrates her.

Girl: Please stop, your hurting me! Please!

The girl starts to screem and tries to get away.

Boy: Bitch if you don't shut up I sware to God i'll kill you!

After a few minutes he finishes, and removes the rest of her
clothes and pushes her out in the snow.

Boy: Stay away from here you nasty bitch.

Crying and sobbing the girl takes out a Rolex watch.

Girl: Today's Christmas, I was just getting your gift.

Then she gets in her car, and then went home and took a long
shower. Two months later she goes to apply for a job, and has to
take a drug test. The boss later comes out with her
results.

Boss: I have news for you. You're not on drugs, but you are pregnant.

The girl begins to cry, and as she was driving home she decides to call the boy. He didn't answer.......
Six months later she is almost nine months pregnant.
One day the phone rings and it's the boy.

Girl: I missed you so much, I have news for you, I'mpregnant, and it's your baby!

Boy: Really well................................. Look you nasty bitch that is not my baby get the fuck over me I hate your guts you are a nasty whore fuck you never call me again. Ohh yeah, and I never loved you, you were just another piece of ass. The boy hangs up.

The girl knows now that it's really over. Then she decides to call
her mom.

Mom: Hi Baby. How are you?

Girl: I'm fine how are you?

Mom: Good.

Girl: Mom, I was calling you to tell you that I love you, okay?

Mom: I love you too baby. Do you think you are coming over
today?

Girl: Nah, I think I'm just going to take a long nap.

Mom: Okay, then bye baby, sleep tight!

Girl: I will Mom. Good-night.

Then she hangs up.

The Mom relizes it only nine in the morning, and has a bad feeling. She drives over to her daughters house opens the door an
see's her daughter hanging from the ceiling fan, her wrists are
cut and she's not breathing. She is then rushed to the hospital.

The baby was saved. The baby grew up, and 15 years later, she kills her father.
The awful man that concieved her, and raped her mother. And
then kills herself. If you have a heart, then repost this.

For guys, repost this as (I would never)

For Girls, repost this as (Ohh my god)
 

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Me <3

*-Fierce ~ Beautiful- -*
 

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Love is this <3
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle.
Girl: Slow down. Im scared
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself Its bugging me
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure.
2 people were on it but only 1 survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that his breaks broke but he didn't want to let the girl know.
Instead he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If there's anyone you love this much put this in your profile.
 

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Bow wow
"Fresh Azimiz"

[BOW WOW - Verse 1]
When I was 8 I was rhymin' not back yard game playin'
Watchin' Snoop anxiously and waitin' for my chance man
Hot and cocky wit it cause I know that I am man
I'm goin' down in history like American Band Stand
I stay fresh to def like the neighborhood dope man
I stay on the top cause I keep comin' wit dough man
U steady watchin' steady but there ain't no hope man
U dealin' wit somethin' bigger than the US open
And ain't no jokin'
Fresh like fatlaces and dukey ropes and I keep on smokin'
Young but I'm ready so that means I'm strokin'
if you pet me now days girl a dawg is soakin'
Addicted to it JD say I got it bad
18 nigga makin' more than yo dad (see)
They think they doin' it but I'ma out do em
If you know somebody like that pull up and say to em

[Chorus:]
[JD]
Ye ain't ridin' (ye ain't ridin')
Ye ain't bumpin' like I'm bumpin'
Ye ain't sayin' nothing homie
Ye ain't fresh azimiz
Ye ain't got it (ye ain't got it)
You don't keep it thuggin' like I keep it thuggin'
Lil buddy you ain't fresh azimiz

[J-KWON]
Ye ain’t big (big) whipping
Ye ain't steady ti tippin'
No girl getting homie
You ain’t fresh azimiz
Think you is (Think ya is) but you ain't
Think u can get it crunk like me but u can’t

[BOW WOW - Verse 2]
Now every record that I make I'm tryin' to get up out the store man
Every car I drive I'm tryin' have u sayin' whoa man
Fourth album comeback power like rogaine
Records say Columbia but I’m So So man
I stay on my grind bringin' in that dough man
From records to movies now a TV show man
Anything given to me I’m gon' rep man
Big house, big cars what u expect man
Just to get a glimpse girls breakin' they neck man
Blinded by the light glistenin' off the Breitling
Bow hot as ever I ain’t lost no step
Straight t-shirt, sneaker I ain't tryin' to go prep
Like these lil' R & B groups that need my help
Wish they had my style wish they had my rep
But oh no, u’ll never have it like me man
And if u can't understand this is what I'm sayin'

[Chorus:]
[JD]
Ye ain't ridin' (ye ain't ridin')
Ye ain't bumpin' like I'm bumpin'
Ye ain't sayin' nothing homie
Ye ain't fresh azimiz
Ye ain't got it (ye ain't got it)
You don't keep it thuggin' like I keep it thuggin'
Lil buddy you ain't fresh azimiz

[J-KWON]
Ye ain’t big (big) whipping
Ye ain't steady ti tippin'
No girl getting homie
You ain’t fresh azimiz
You think you is (Think ya is) but you ain't
Think u can get it crunk like me but u can’t

[BOW WOW - Verse 3]
I got a spot in MIA to get away from the cold weather
Talk around town as if I’m wit Ciara
Bow fall off nigga that’ll be never
I’m rich (yea I’m rich) I can do whatever
I get a kick outta shuttin' suckas down in the parkin' lot
Especially when they tryin' to stunt thinking they hot
All out the window talking loud like they runnin' my block
That’s when I come through (come through) and all that stop
And ain’t another young’n keep it fresh like dis man
Every year, same time come wit them hits man
Tired of makin' girls fall out wit a kiss man
Well listen and you’re stuck music just like quick sand
Older people say that lil' young dude sick man
Young AI and we Cru thick man
Difference between you and me is you b bricklin'
And I ain’t never ever done that before (no)

[Chorus:]
[JD - repeat 2]
Ye ain't ridin' (ye ain't ridin')
Ye ain't bumpin' like I'm bumpin'
Ye ain't sayin' nothing homie
Ye ain't fresh azimiz
Ye ain't got it (ye ain't got it)
You don't keep it thuggin' like I keep it thuggin'
Lil buddy you ain't fresh azimiz

[J-KWON]
Ye ain’t big (big) whipping
Ye ain't steady ti tippin'
No girl getting homie
You ain’t fresh azimiz
You think you is (Think ya is) but you ain't
Think u can get it crunk like me but u can’t

:D
 

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Life.
I love you Beth <3
Lets sex.


- Today (February 19th 07)
at approx, 4pm there was a horrible loss
in the family. Grandpa Ron, who suffered a massive heart attack,
and in the end, it defeated him.
Grandpa Ron will be missed dearly.
And will never be forgotten.
Best of luck up there Grandpa.
We love you.
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- What the hell are you thinking? Shes lying to you
shes in pain -
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"U + Ur Hand"

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight




"What goes around..../....comes around"

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
 

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fill out my quiz
[1]Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
[33] Have we ever had sex?
[34] Do you miss me?
[35] Do you think I miss you?
[36] If you I told you I had 3 weeks to live what would we do?
[37] If I died would you cry?
[38] When was the last time we fought?
[39] What song reminds you of me ?
[40] If we were going on a date where would you take me?