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07:39pm | Oct 28, '06 | Public

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07:15pm | Oct 28, '06 | Public

Some days, weeks, months, or even years are hard to get through
& sometimes its hard to find a reason to smile
But everyone makes mistakes
& you have to ignore the people that think less of you
because of things you've done
The past is the past & it can't be changed
but it can be learned from
Find people that can accept who are
& forget about the ones who can't
No ones perfect so don't try to be;
especially for other people
Sometimes taking chances is scary;
But remember,
boundaries don't keep other people out they fence you in
You've just gotta be strong & keep holding your head up high
They'll be so surprised when you
prove them all wrong

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sdfghj

07:04pm | Oct 28, '06 | Public

Sex,drugs and rock 'n roll
I got a feeling down in my soul
Sex,drugs and rock 'n roll
Your never too young your never too old

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october 27/2006

05:58am | Oct 28, '06 | Public

forget the past kiddo,
think about your future.
let the good times roll,
because in this
fucked up world, you only
have one chance.
one fucking chance.

chris lesperance

i never understood that quote.
a great guy said it to me once upon a time. chris lesperance.
we wernt related by blood or anything. but that didnt matter
at all. we were closer then close. when i was growing
up, he was my idol. he was soo cool. i remember him saying
this to me. and it has always stuck with me. hell, it probably
always will. i dont understand it. i really fucking dont get it.
i think it means that you only have one life, and if you fuck
up once or twice, laugh it off because you cant start over.
he meant something really important by it.
he said he`d always be there for me. he promised.
but he wasnt. he isnt.
i cant belive hes gone. i just cant. hes hurt so many
people. i cant fucking belive it.
fuckkkk why is life so fucking hard on some people? like
holey shit. why is it that god seams to favor certain people,
and forget about the rest? im not trying to offend anyone,
but honestly, what kind of society do we live in? some people
just have everything so damn close to perfect its sickening.
like some people are super pretty, really rich, really smart,
and get whatever the fuck they want. the rest of us, the middle
class people who have to do whatever they can to get by
in life with a certain amount of pride. fuck life isnt fair. it never
is. theres always somebody smarter,prettier,richer,nicer,
more popular,happier,better then you. its never going to change.

im really mad at the universe right now, as you can see.
theres just alot of fucking shit going on right now that not
even my closest of friends know about. so:
id like to formally apologize to anyone who ive tweaked
on in the last two or three weeks, for apparently no
reason. and id like to thank the few friends i have
left for sticking by me for all the shit ive put you
guys through. i only have one person i can totally
completely trust. i think you know who you are.

>oh and one more thing, the best advice i think anyone
can ever ever recieve, is when you feel like shit and you
just want to give up, dont. DONT DO IT. nomadder what you
think, theres at least one person in the whole world who would
do anything for you. even if you feel like everyone hates you,
your family has turned on you, your friends, everyone in your
life. you know what? a whole bunch of those people who
``hate`` you, would be sooo upset if anything ever happened
to you. if you ever have a gun in your hand, held up
to your head, positioned, and ready to shoot. pick up the phone.
call someone. anyone you know. there are people that care
about you. belive it. your life doesnt have to end that way.
its not right, and you will scar and hurt alot of people,
belive me. ive gone through that twice in the last three months
and its not fun. its not fun for anyone.

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wertyuio

05:14am | Oct 19, '06 | Public

I'd like to roll with the gangstas
Although it's apparent I'm too
White and nerdy

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restinpeace

08:28pm | Oct 15, '06 | Public

Phillis marie keith-maconahay/july 30 2006
Chris Lesperance/October 14 2006

lifes a bitch

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,mnbvcx

05:24am | Oct 13, '06 | Public

We've all seen a man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange
He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes
"Get a job you fucking slob," is all he replies
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues

Chorus:
Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love
He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll
I'm the man you've been dreaming of."
But 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls
And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls."
And then she heads for the clinic and
she gets some static walking through the door
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner
and they call her a whore
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose

Repeat Chorus

I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the downside of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
And smoked the finest green
I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times
before i broke their heart
You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start

I knew this kid named Max
who used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late
he liked to get shit-faced and keep the pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big old fight and Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45, talked some shit, and wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
You know it comes that way
at least that's what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose

Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...
Then you really might know what it's like...to have to lose

everlast

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asdfghj

09:11pm | Oct 09, '06 | Public

I whisper in your ear
The words you wan't to hear
You feel the wind and it reminds you
It happens everytime
You stop and close your eyes
You can't deny what lives inside you
Well I know it's hard to see
What is meant to be
When yesterday is so far behind you

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default( L )

09:06pm | Oct 09, '06 | Public

I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what it�s put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause� I will carry you till you
Carry on

Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone
♥ ♥ ♥

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asdfghjk

02:34am | Oct 04, '06 | Public

Because maybe your gonna
be the one that saves me,
after all; you are my wonder wall
ilovehim_

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poigfds

02:32am | Oct 04, '06 | Public

It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half ♥

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rockstarrr

05:53am | Sep 28, '06 | Public

'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

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assgj

05:39am | Sep 28, '06 | Public

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

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alskbgfas

05:39am | Sep 28, '06 | Public

Jack and Diane painted a picture of my life and my dreams,
Suddenly this crazy world made more sense to me
Well I heard it today and I couldn't help but sing along
everytime I hear that song
I go back to a two-toned short bed Chevy
Drivin my first love out to the levy
Livin life with no sense of time
And I go back to the feel of a fifty yard line
A blanket, a girl, some raspberry wine
Wishin time would stop right in its tracks
Every time I hear that song, I go back, I go back
I used to rock all night long to "Keep On Rockin Me Baby"
Frat parties, college bars, just tryin to impress the ladies
I heard it today and I couldn't help but sing along
every time I hear that song
I go back to the smell of an old gym floor
The taste of salt on the Carolina shore
After graduation and drinkin goodbye to friends
And I go back to watchin summer fade to fall
Growin up too fast and I do recall
Wishin time would stop right in its tracks
Every time I hear that song I go back;I go back
To the feel of a fifty yard line
A blanket, a girl, some raspberry wine
I go back;I go back

kenny chesney

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asdfghj

05:38am | Sep 28, '06 | Public

Hello lonely
Now that you're gone I can move on
Goodbye sweet thing
Just know that I've been here all along

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