My name's Nikki. At least, that's what it says on my birth certificate. I'm a Canadian citizen, born and raised in a shitty little town southwest of Edmonton called Devon. I graduated from a highschool of 400 people, with 110 people in my grad class, four of whom I can consider friends. I'm a very shy person when I first meet people, but once I get to know you I've been told I'm a great person to be around. I listen to peoples' problems, and hope to be a psychologist when I get older (note how I didn't say grow up. I'm never growing up.). I can be very immature or very serious depending on the situation, and like to think I know when the right time is to be a dumbass and when it's the right time to NOT be a dumbass. I care a lot about people, especially my friends. My family and I have something of a love-hate relationship. I love my boyfriend, and he loves me. If you've read this far, I commend you. My friends mean the world to me, and I hope I mean the world to them as well.

I'm a fairly eclectic person. I associate myself with the neopagan faith, and honestly, for me it's one of the best paths. I love to learn, love to read, love knowledge. Tell me something I don't know and I'll love you forever. I consider myself relatively smart, but I sometimes get a big head and really fucking lazy at the same time. I'm going into my third year as a psychology major and english minor at the University of Alberta. My second calling is cooking, I've worked in kitchens since I was fifteen, working my way up from dishwashing to line-cook. I currently work at Montana's as a line cook and I love my job. I also have a second job as a slinger of sex toys, and I must say, it's pree sweet. My long-term plan (okay, very long term) is to finish my PhD at UBC, move to North Van to get married, work in a clinic until I can start my own practice, and on the side do pro bono work at rehab/life counselling clinics for the underprivelidged, homeless, and addicted folk down there.

I love bodmod and alternative style. Currently, I'm sporting one tattoo with plans for at least three others, which include a backpeice, a lower stomach tattoo and a top-secret peice that's going into the works once I get some more money. I have my ears pointed, courtesy of Brian Decker. I also have my rook, tragus, double nostrils, nipples, 4ga earlobes, medusa and septum done, all peircings by the amazing staff at Strange City. I do fetish modelling and have some Suicide Girls stuff in the works. I love dreadlocks. I am in posession of a set of long purple and black synthetic dreads courtesy of yourapathy . I also have taken up doing my own synthdreads, contact me for prices.

I love almost all brands and subgenres of rock, metal, punk, techno, electronica, girlrock and industrial. They're my earcandy.

I'm a die-hard animal lover with two cats, two dogs, and hopes to get a kitten and a puppy very soon. I'm a vegetarian. Animals are friends, not food.

I smoke. I drink. I have sex. Deal with it.



I love Danner. I love smoking. I love Danner smoking. Thus, the best video ever: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YaMrNI7a18

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I grew up a lot this past summer. I went on a trip for five weeks to Finland and found a lot out about myself, who I am, and who I aspire to be. What my goals and dreams and timeline looks like has become a lot more realistic, down to earth, and involve the people I care about most a lot more than they used to. I discovered the people who really love me for who I am, and who I want to become. They support me through it all.

.HIM. .AFI. .3 Doors Down. .Transit Radio. .69EYES. .Apocalyptica. .GWAR. .Metal Mulisha. .cKy. .Atreyu. .In Flames. .The Rasmus. .Rammstein. .Children of Bodom. .Marilyn Manson. .NOFX. .Dead Kennedies. .My Chemical Romance. .Green Day. .Led Zeppelin. .Black Sabbath. .AC/DC. .KISS. .Velvet Revolver. .Sex Pistols. .Micheal Buble. .Turbonegro. .Daniel Lioneye. .Thulsa Doom. .Cradle of Filth. .Bloodhound Gang. .Deftones. .Alkaline Trio. .Street Drum Corps. .Panic! At the Disco. .Aiden. .Negative. .Uniklubi. .Lovex. .Basshunter. .Arsis. .Isis. .Old Man Gloom. .Buckethead. .Darkest Hour. .Shadows Fall. .Senses Fail. .The Used. .My Chemical Romance. .Cascada. .Billy Idol. Three Inches of Blood. .Matthew Good Band. .Breaking Benjamin. .Linkin Park. .Tool. .Dimmu Borgir. .Kataklysm. .Unearth. .Black Dahlia Murder. .Flyleaf. .Kings of Leon. .Bedouin Soundclash.

I like lots of stuff. As said above, bodmod, alternative fashion, dreads, paganism and knowledge are right up there at the top of the list. Also in there is my music.

I like when people drink hard liquor straight. Mix is for pussies. My top drinks include Finlandia, of course, JD, Jager shots, Jose Cuervo and Canadian in a bottle. Black Ice is a great cheap beer, as well. Anyone that knows me will attest that I oftentimes open a 26 and go hard straight from the bottle, or mix my drinks quite hard so that nobody else can drink them. I like it like that. I like my DuM Regulars, they're the best cigarette IMO. I'll also smoke Number 7 Reds and Players Filters in a pinch. I'm not much into drugs but the occasional toke or trip is fine. I won't condemn you for doing them unless you're dependant upon them.

Little shoutouts to my favorite people:
The Mothafuckin' ORF: You guys rock. Seriously. You guys have become some of my really good friends, and I thank you for that.
Lacey, Laura, and Caitlin: You guys are seriously the hometown bomb from hell. Hell yes to all of you.
All my Uni friends: Same place, same time next year. Look forward to summer shenans, as well.
And of course, last but not least, Chris: Beebz, we've been through so much. I know you'll probably never read this, but I love you.

When you smile it's like the whole world is perfect, and when you're sad it's like the world is about to end.

My screen name on a lot of other sites is 'antiheist'. You can find me on livejournal, fetlife, blogspot, SG etc under this name.

I don't like quite a few things.
Children, for the most part, they piss me off. I know all of you out there are going 'It's the parents' fault'. Well, my parents were barely around after I turned ten, I got messed up in a bunch of bad stuff, but now I'm prettymuch a productive member of society with normal values and plenty of respect. And the bad parenting is a rant for later. Kids are growing up too fast these days, swearing and getting into ADULT things before they have a chance to really be kids. I really don't like that.

Parents are fucking stupid too. Don't fucking smoke your crack around your kids, you're a parent now. That's a HUGE responsibility, don't fucking blow it man. You have someone else depending on you to teach them proper morals, values and concepts which are important to them growing up to be the social beings humans are designed to be.

I fucking hate ketchup. DAMN.

I don't like that I don't have my own bathtub right now. I love to bath but it's hard to when you have no bathtub. Booo.

I dislike the misuse or abuse of mind-altering substances. If you're going to do them, choose the right time, place, and people to do it around. It's just fucking common sense.

Ignorance to practices which make one a healthy person is intolerable. This means proper hygeine, eating properly, getting decent excersize and rest, and taking time out for yourself once in a while to just chill and do something you like to do. Bod mod 'pros' who basically think that shoving a safetypin through your tongue is SWEET and HARDCORE are one of my biggest pet peeves. I take pride in the fact that I've done my research, talked to trained bodmod professionals and know what is good for your body and the consequences of my mods thereof.

Ignorance in general just upsets me. Whether it be to religious beliefs, philosophical objectifications, etc, I'd like people to follow this simple practice: 'If you know nothing, say nothing'. It's not that fucking hard. You only end up making yourself look like a tool anyways.

I dislike discrimination against alternative lifestyle choices. Whether that be tattoos, peircings, dreadlocks, metal music, BDSM sexual choices, or otherwise, most people who don't like it know NOTHING about it. So, again, if you know nothing, say nothing.

I hate elitists with a burning passion. Don't talk down or at me, talk to me. You'll be surprised to find I'm quite reasonable, open, intelligent and down-to-earth.

I am not a huge fan of many people. If I don't like you, you'll know.