*blackheartt - 20, Female, Niger
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YAY
SANDEEP IS BRINGING ME BACK A BABY ELEPHANT NAMED PERCY
thanks budd
 

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POKE ! >< !
ANNA AND CHRIS ARE GOING TO POKE MY HORSIEE !!
 

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true?
 

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title.
 

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ya kso
i might have cancer....

 

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LEAVE YOUR NAME[/size]
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
 

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One day you're gonna want that girl.
That girl knew she wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you.
That girl who wanted nothing more then to be there for you.
The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much as your strengths.
That girl who still cant bring herself to hate you even though sometimes you probably deserve it.
That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one eles had ever appreciated.
The girl who realizes she may never have your heart but will carry the image of you in her forever.
The girl that should have you but doesn't, even though she deserves
 

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are you
Anorexia -
You have dry skin.
You only eat 1 meal.
You’re kinda weak.]
You hate your body.
You did starve yourself.
You have low self esteem.
You use laxatives.
You need to be skinnier.
People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat. ( no, i know i`m fat )
People think you are too skinny.


- ADHD -
Your mind is all over the place.
You are hyper most of the time.
You barely pay attention to anything.
You cannot cooperate with people well.
You seem to never sit still.
You talk all the time.
You need attention 24/7.


- Bipolar disorder -
You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
You are very irritable.
You barely get any or no sleep.
You are/sometimes anti-social.
You have very high self esteem at times.
You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
You have thought of /attempted suicide.


- Bulimia nervosa -
You throw up all of your food.
You throw it up even when you don't feel sick
You have no control over how you eat.
You use laxatives.
You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
You always say you are fat
People think you are way too skinny.


- Conduct disorder -
You can be a bully.
You've threatened someone.
You often find yourself in fights.
You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
You have raped/molested someone.
You've destroyed property on purpose.
You stay out all night.
You have ran away from home.

- Depression -
You are almost always sad.
You cry for no apparent reason.
You find no hope in your future.
You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
You can be anti-social.
You have low self esteem.
Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
You are failing school.
You have thought of/attempted suicide.
You have ran away from home.
Hope is no longer there for you.


- OCD -
You have daily rituals.
You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
You have to keep things in a certain order.
You have harmed yourself.
You are afraid you will get a STD, aids, or any kind of germs.
You have to check some stuff over again. (Ex: checking door repeatedly)


- PTSD –
You repetitively have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
You sometimes think the event will happen again.
You feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event
You can be anti-social.
You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
You worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
For fun you can have angry outbursts.
You act younger than your age.


- Schizophrenia -
You sumtimes have hallucinations.
You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
You think people are always staring or talking about you.
You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
You are very shy.
You often talk to yourself.


OVERALL TOTAL: 32


0-25 = normal
26-40 = you have some problems
41-50+= GET HELP NOW
 

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I miss when you used to care about me...
 

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SWEET!
01 DAY!!
 

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R.I.P
R.I.P
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Grams
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You meant the world to me.
I didn't know that you were gonna leave me this soon,
but life changes doesn't it?
I love you soo much and I wish that you never left.
You weren't the closest with me,
but it grew stonger everytime I was with you.
We had our moments, good and bad. But you know I still love you.
You were everything. When I got home from school,
you were the first person I saw.
You would help me bake, or when i was sad,
you would help. It sucks that you had to go so soon,
but god must have needed you, and decided to take you from us.
Now you can be up in the heavens happier and out of pain with poppa.
I love you so much words can not explain it.
I might not have shown it in the hard times but
while you were upstairs and i was in my room,
I would be thinking of you.
I hate that the cancer hit you so hard, and you had to go
through so much pain.
But things are better now, for you anyways..
I'm going to think of you everyday, and one day it will hit me hard,
that you are gone. forever.
Gramma I love you so much and I wish I could have done more for you.
But I guess I'm to late. There is nothing I can do about it now.
But sit and think about you.
I love you and miss you so much!!
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title.
I destroy homes. I tear families apart. I take your children, & that's just

the start. I'm more valued

than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to

behold. If you need me,

Remember; I'm easily found. I live with the rich. I live with the poor. I live just

down the road,

and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be

made under your

kitchen sink. Or in your child's closet, and even in the woods.

If this scares you to death, it certainly should. I have many names, but there's

one you'll know

best. I'm sure you've heard of me: My name is Crystal Meth. My power is

awesome. Try me and

you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once, and I

might let you go. But

try me twice, then I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll

lie. You'll do what

you have to, just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms,

Will be worth the

pleasure you'll feel in my arms. You'll lie to your mother. You'll steal from your

dad. When you see

their tears you must not be sad. Just forget your morals, and how you were

raised. I'll be your


conscience. I'll teach you my ways. I take kids from parents. I take parents

from kids. I turn people

from God. I separate friends. I'll take everything from you; even your good

looks, and your pride.

I'll be with you always, right there by your side. You'll give up everything; your

family, your home,

your money, your friends. You'll be all alone.

I'll take and I'll take, 'till you've no more to give. When I finish with you, you'll be

lucky to live.

IF YOU TRY ME, BE WARNED: THIS IS NOT A GAME. If I'm given a

chance, I'll drive you insane. I'll

ravage your body. I'll control your mind.I'll own you completely. Your soul will be

mine. The

nightmares I'll give you when you're lying in bed, And the voices you'll hear,

from inside your

head. The sweats, the shakes and the visions you'll see; I want you to know

these are your gifts,

from me. But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart that you are now

mine, And we shall

not part. You'll regret that you tried me (THEY ALWAYS DO) But you came

to me, not I to you.

You knew this would happen. How many times were you told? But you

challenged

my power. You chose to be bold.You could have said "no", and then walked

away. If you could

live that day over, now what would you say? My power is awesome, as I told

you before. I can

take your mother and turn her into a whore. I'll be your master, and you'll be my

slave. I'll even

go with you when you go to your grave.

Now that you've met me, what will you do? Will you try me or not? It's all up to

you. I can show

you more misery than words can tell. Come, take my hand, and I'll lead you to

hell.

My name is Crystal Meth
 

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title.

BEDROOM SURVEY
NO LYING...
Do you have the following in your bedroom/dorm room?

Condoms: no
Cell phone: yeaah
Chair/stool: yeahh
Book shelf: noope
Dresser: yeah
Computer/laptop: nope
Bean bag: noo
Pictures: yess
Mirror: yeaah
Skateboard: no
Bed: ya
Clothes on the floor: ya
Surfboard: no
Smoke detector: no
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: yes
Locking door: no
Bottle of water: ya
Black light: no
CDs: yeaah
Flag: yeah
Stop sign/any sign: yess lots
Real Gun: noope
Cigarettes: no
Pot: nope
Any drug: yeahh
Alcohol: yes
Books: nope
Stereo: yeahh
Television: yeah
Gum: no
How many windows do you have in your room? 1
What is the color of your walls?blood red/ burgandy
Your curtains? white wooden blinds
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? my room
What color are your bed sheets? cheetah
whats on your walls? signs
Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? yes,
Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you? mah dog
 

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hehe stolen from muffin =)
GRAB YOUR PHONE.
2. What are the last 4 digits of your mobile number
5913
3. What does the 1st message in your inbox say?
hurrrrry up
4. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Maria
5. Who's the last person you called?
christina
6. Who was your last missed call from?
meagen
7. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
danielle e cell.
8. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under B?
breanne g
9. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
jordan
10. Who was your last received call from?
abow
11. Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
sam
12. What does your banner say?
rogers
13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
89/100
14. What do you have as your background?
fishies =D
15. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
rejection hotline ; ) thats right i have it
16. Who's the 5th person under T?
tyler
17. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
brody
18. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
full
19. Who was your last text message from?
abow
20. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox:
abow x alot, taylor <3 meagen, christina, alexa, summer. x lots
21. Who's the 6th person under A?
ashley
22. Who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
Meagen
23. Who's you're 1st person on speed dial?
nobody
24. ring tone?
Vibrate
 

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r.i.p. Barbaro
You were a great champion. When you ran the ground shook. The sky opened and mere mortals parted. Parted the way to victory. Where you will meet us in the winner's circle. Where we will lay a blanket of flowers on your back.






His win at the Kentucky Derby. He was the first horse in 60 years to win by 6 lengths
 

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