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8 people.
1. i miss you. more then you will ever know.
i loved you.
im not over it.

2. i like you. more then i should.
i need to learn to slow down.
im afraid im going to scare you.
or that you feel a completely different way...

3. i dont know what to tell you.
i hope you dont define my character by my impulsive actions.
i fear what you think of me, truly.

4. im so afraid to hurt you.
alot of things about myself have been brought to my attention.
and i can only see it going downhill from here. :S
you were one of my bestfriends first.
and i hope that doesnt change...

5. im sorry that ive been acting the way i have.
ive been feeling so off.
im hurting you with my words.
but i cant bring myself to say sorry to your face.

6. i blow your shit out of proportions when i talk about you.
im sorry.
i love you, i just wish you'd understand what its like to be where i am one day.
but i dont think u ever will.

7. i feel bad about the things i say about you, but im stupid and blurt them out.
your still one of my best freinds.. and im sorry i say/assume the things i do.

8. your scaring me...
seriously...
 
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just need some release.
i wont forget im me today
in spite my best wishes.
i wanted to impress you,
but realised im lying to myself.
i dont know how to fix me,
i dont know what i want.
ill never know what its like to be calm.
ill never fully understand my opportunities and options until they have passed.
i cant rely on my own thoughts and understandings.
im paranoid.
i will figure out your motives and assume they are true even when i have no facts.
i assume everyone thinks the same way.
i assume everyone has a deeper purpose, an ulterior motive.
im excited to find out whether everyone will die this year.
i dont think i can go on forever.
nor do i want to.
i dont think theres alot of hope for me.
i dont think u think of me the same way i think of you.
i always assume the worst.
im afraid to move on.
im afraid to get over it.
i cry too easily.
i harden at the wrong times.
i feel like ive gotten bitchier.
my anxieties make me want to tear out my own heart.
im afraid of everything.
im afraid of everyone.
i have to much empathy.
im selfish.
people that dont normally annoy me are getting on my nerves.
im afraid ill do something i regret.
im afraid to live.
 
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new shit.
This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? ya?

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? yup.

The last time you felt honestly broken? when i saw him at the mall...

Are you craving something? i guess.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be? ..someone?

Would you rather have ten kids, or none? uhm none.

What do you hear right now? family guy.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls? 2.

What’s on your mind right now? family guy.. and someone.

Are you there for your friends? i try to be.

Last person to see you cry? my mom and mike

What do you do when you get nervous? fidget alot. get very quiet, or wont shut up.

Be honest, do you like people in general? no, not really.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? older.. at least 5-7 more years. at LEAST.

Does anyone completely understand you? no.

Do you have a reason to smile right now? ..not really. but kinda.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you? ya..

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button? no. not really. i dont think it would change anything.

Do you tell your mom or dad everything? more then most people do, i think.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes? yes and no.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone? i do kinda feel it coming on.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked? ...:'( this is around when we broke up.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future? Past..and future.

How many hours of sleep do you get a night? around 11?

Are you easy to get along with? sometimes.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? no.

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth? water.

What size bed do you have? queen?

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? before.

Do you like the rain? NO.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? maybe... but no probly not.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? ..so much. :/

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither? im.. just.. danni.

Who were you last in the car with, besides family? uhm, kelsies mom, jordan, and jake.

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who? breaking dawn with enya.

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend? yes.

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you? alot.

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party? fuck no. probly invite like 5 people over tho... haha. xD thats my idea of a party..

Do you regret a past relationship? i did at points. but no. i dont.

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party? party prolly.

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over? yes. i really do.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry? yes. :S didnt mean to!

Do you care too much about your appearance? yes and no.

Are you a jealous person? very..

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope.

Do you miss anyone? ..kinda :$

Last person who made you cry? ..me.

Does your ex piss you off? which one? probly yes.

What are you doing tomorrow? ..handing out resumes hopefully.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week? fuck no. my shortest relashonship was a month. and that was damn short.

Is there anyone you want to come see you? YES.

Have you ever been cheated on? yes.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away? yes.

Do you like cotton candy? sometimes.

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with? jordan.

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17? already 18, i win.

Do you have siblings? yes.

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone? probly.

How has the past week been for you? ..decent.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yes <3

What’s on your mind right now? people..

What were you doing at midnight last night? watching tv.

What is your current mood? meh.

Who was the first person you talked to today? mom.

Will this week be a good one? no idea. probly just average.

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy? ..yes :$

Who were you with last night? my house?

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? yes.. :$

Next time you will kiss someone? hm. i dunno. probly somewhat soon. weekend?

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy? depends who im making out with.

Do you have any plans for the weekend? not specifcally.

You can't get to sleep without? dark peace and quiet, no movement.