Summers boaring
same thing over and over again
My mom called my Dad a dork todayy..
it feels like im living in the 80s..
Callifornia here i commmeee
love you all miss yyyyaaa
hehehe
K soo i cant wait to move and get out of sherwood parrkk!
I honestly
cannt stand.. or understand my parnets
I cannt wait to
graduate and be on my own and be away from some people
and the drama of highschool
i have to many fights at home.. and then addd on things from school its no wonder i can be soo bitter
I cant even say a few words to my parnets without..getting soo anyed.. our conversations can rang from
... how was ur day fineee
.. why arnt u talking kelley.. and being like.. you HAVE TO STAY at the dinner tabel
and tell us your life story
i possibly thonk i have the most anying parnets in the world
annother situation could be ... just the other day how god damn nosey my mom is..
she actually.,. comes up..
and asks.. thigns like....
that are none of her fucking busisness... such as. comes up... to me.. kelley.. does lisa do drugs..??
like wtf!
and then another the other daya..
" so does caitlyn like this scott... AT THE FUCKING DINNER TABLE
i cant stand it
.. sometimes my family can have ahve lovely dinner conversations were my dad pulls out an email that he wrote to a tarvel agent.. decrisbing., every detial about a tip thats happneing.. a year.. in adavence.. i mean.... the travel agents porbbaly not even gonna look at that... its redicuals...
i mean.. they even wanted to pass it around and have us.. all read a paragrah..
and also when im really upset about soemthing.. they DO NOT GIVE U SPACE....
sometimes... i thinl the reason i was soo fucking socially retarded as a child had to do with my even more screwed up parents i mean........
the even more awful thing is that i have developed some of there characteristics.. such as being a stupid moron they honestly have no social skills
i mean... they are soos stupid to the world..like.. how.. if i am around a guy.. i get a ...lectre..
and my dad.. is soo stupid..
i mean he will honestly.. styart yelling and be like.. : YOU DIDNT TELL ME THEER WHEREE GOING TO BE BOYS THERE!"
ooh and another... kelley,, you were drinking,, soo u must be drinking cuz your depressed.. and it must somehow be realted to bulima.. cuzz of course.. she thinks imn bulimic.. and sooo she hasnt let that go.. for months..
and then. they listen in on my phone conversations and then.. if they hear me jokeing.. about doing a guy int he back of a truck... i come down staris.. and my parnets are crying,,
my dads sooo gay,, he was actually crying
i have lost all respect for them
and then also start being like... ur haveing sex.. and they assume things
they also read my notes and go throguh my stuff
in ym room i have abslulty no privacey
and my moms excessive questions about my lifee...
and i know many people will be like they jsut care about you...
okay.. sure thats part of it.. but they have no idea how to be a parnet and deal with things cuz there soo social retarded
i mean they dont understand .. what to say and what not to say.. they think its alight for ..w ehn were yelling and haveing a fight... to call me a fat ass. and a dissapoinment.,, like.. maybe there jsut trying to snap me out of it and do betetr in school
but they go about it complety wrong
but.. what do they expect to gain by clAling me fat
and the whole bulimia thing they went about it compelty wrong
i mean.. my mom... used it.. to insut me.. like.." whats the point of feeding her.. shell jsut throw it up anyways" i mean.. what kinda person says that
ooh and TIP FOR PARENTS if you think your kid is bulimic you do not say how much you have gained .. and ... how " your legs look like elehants" and your father saying your legs look bigger then mine..
and JSUT now she came up to me and said something.. and i said i didnt know the answer and she says sly little comments liike" she jsut dosnt understand "...
also saying how i should... go work at a camp for 2 months.. to get away..
get away... yeah they want to get ride of me
they think i wont remeber the hurtful things that they have said ..
but i will NEVER forget
