i lied when i told you i would be ok
nothings fine when you go away</3
it hurts when someone you know becomes someone you knew</3.
I want a boy...
who i can talk to about anything.
who laughs at my jokes... even the dumb ones
who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt when i forget mine.
who buys me 25 cent rings and asks me to marry him.
who says, "i love you" and means it
who will kiss me in the rain and under the stars
who calls just to say goodnight.
who will share a million inside jokes with me!
who realizes that girls sometimes overreact.
who can tell me his problems and let me help.
who will listen to me talk about some STUPID girl things
& laugh at me, and hug me when i get annoying
who writes sappy love letters to me...
a boy that can clear all my insecurities
who wears baggy t-shirts and lets me wear them too
who knows my favorite color and song
who will call me by my full name, first name, and nick names
a boy who will kiss me and tell me i am pretty
who i am comfortable around, even when i cry
who will sneak up behind me, to wrap his arms around my waist
who compliments me and plays with my hair
who wears cologne that i can smell when he hugs me
& remember hours later when im lying in bed thinking about him
who tells me he will hold me when im scared
& who will simply be mine.
&&I want a boy who would hold my hand in
line at the mall & make all the girls jealous.
I want someone who would sing to me at random moments.
Someone who is more goofy than romantic.
A boy who would throw stuffed
animals at me when I'm acting dumb.
Someone who would bet me kisses that he
could beat me at all the old play station games
and then let me win. A guy who would make
fun of me just to hear my laugh.
He'd play with my hair all the time
& surprise me with 25 cent rings.
Someone who I could share lollipops with &
lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to
take the silliest pictures of each other
& squirt water guns at each other in the house.
But mostly ; some who would be my best friend
& would never break my heart.
He would just always make me smile.
If I ever...
Hugged you I was comfortable with you
Kissed you I thought there might be something in you.
Held your hand I wanted to be yours.
Cuddled up to you I wanted time to last forever.
Confided in you I trusted you.
Looked into your eyes I didn't understand you, & I wanted to.
Held you for a long time I didn't want to let go.
Held you too tight I thought I was losing you..
Wrote you a poem You were worth my time & effort.
Cried over you I thought I couldn't live without you.
Missed you You were a big part of my life.
Told you I loved you Then I Love you.
Hurt you Either you deserved it, Or I'm so sorry, & it hurts me too <3
Chelsea,
You are the best of me,
Even when i go pee
I think of you.. off hugging some tree,
In the wild part of jamaica hunnee,
I want you here with me,
And even though im homo,
You.. always know mo will be there to love yo...
Love your Gay Homo.. Mo!
