STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.
n- never agean
i- ima monster
c- cold
k- killing lonelyness
STEP TWO:
Name: nick
Birth date: oct 23
Nickname: nick
Hair Color:black and blond
STEP THREE:
The shoes you wore today: my crapy ones
Your weaknesses: fun
Your fear(s): the people i love hateing me
Your perfect pizza: meat lovers
STEP FOUR:
Your best physical feature: i dont know you tell me
Your bedtime? whenever
Most missed memory? I have alot
STEP FIVE:
This Or That
Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King: mc.dicks
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
STEP SIX:
Do You
Smoke: nope
Curse: 24 7
Sing: uhm no lol
Dance: yeup
Have a crush : my girl freind ?
Want to go to college: i might
Like(d) high school: Nopee
Want to get married: yes
- Think youre attractive: ya
Think youre a health freak: nope
Get along with your parents: some times
STEP SEVEN:
In the past month
Gone to the mall: no =[
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ya
Eaten Sushi: love the stuff
Been on stage: nope
Gone skating: yes
Made homemade cookies: yes
Gone Skinny dipping: No
Stolen anything: dose school stuf count
STEP EIGHT:
Ever
Played a game that required removal of clothing: oh ya
If so, was it mixed company: ya
- Flashed anyone: ya
Been beaten up: yup
Shoplifted: ya kicked out of co-op till im 18teen
STEP NINE:
Age you hope to be married: whene evar
Numbers of Children: 1
Describe your Dream Wedding: : P idunno
What country would you most like to visit? japan
STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
Best eye color? any
Best hair color?: any color
Short hair or long hair?: medium
Height: dose not matter
STEP ELEVEN:
Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
Number of CDs that I own: like 7
Number of tattoos: i want one
Number of piercings: 0 yet
Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? my phone
What woke you up this morning? mother
Where are you? on a computer
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? i hope so
Do you like anybody? my girlfriend
THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? yes
Passed out because of alcohol? nope
Whats on your mind RIGHT NOW? nohin
THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? big house
What do you want to be when you grow up? hair dresser
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Iduno
IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? yes
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? idunno
Do you listen to music every day? yerr
Do you still go trick or treating? oh hell ya
What was the last thing you ate? cake
Are you a fast typer? kinda
Whats your favorite type of soda? Cream Soda
Have you ever moved? yeah
Have you ever won an award? mhm
Are you listening to music right now? uhm no
How long till your birthday i dont now.
When were you the saddest in your whole life? a littel bit ago
What time is it? 1 52
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? nuh uh
Who makes you mad? lots
Have you ever heard a song written about you? yeah
Something you want to happen in 2010? yup
Summer 2010? lots
Honestly, do you miss 2009? kinda not really
HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? red
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? food
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? im on nex duuuur
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? yeah
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? sarah
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? ya kinda
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? two faced bitches
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? yah
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? nyes...im a fatty
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? yes
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? No
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you dont actually like? yeah
17. Honestly, are you in denial? no
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? yes
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? yeah
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? yea
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you're mad? yell at people
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? made a whole in my wall
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?yea
4. Do you swear when you're mad? all the time
CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? i forget
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? nope
3. Do certain songs make you cry? no
4. What usually makes you cry? uhm idunno bad thoughts
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? Yeah mostly
2. What makes you the happiest? being with my gf
4. Do you believe in yourself? Depends
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? yea
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wach this movie
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby
if i look alive im dead inside
i walk these streets without any home to go to
if i stumble and fall down
ill lie in a pool of tears and ill just lay on the ground
people will walk past and not notice
when your dead and oh so sick
and you have nothing left
not a penny or a cent
with my last singal breth i wont screem for you
the moon light it shins down into my face to night its a full one if you have ever seen blood in the moon light its quite black now more intense pain in my gut its bleeding bleeding fast as if i have bin stabbed and it feels as if i have bin stabbed as i lay face up on the concrete road with blood around me i find my self not focusing on the stab wound no not the stab wound but the stars i wonder how far away they are but there so close so i start counting 1 star 2 star 3 star 4 star now more worse intense pain i wonder if anybody would help and i start to wonder by ..y was i stabbed and then i started to think about what happens when i dye do i got to heaven or hell or is there a heaven or hell but i start looking back up in to the night sky the moon is so full i thought and to night was a good night except for the stabbing of course once more i go back to counting the stars star 6 star 7 star 8 star 9 star 10sta....
in a littel drawing book some where in my room
thers a picture that describes me and you
and i know im an addic but i dont need to go to meetings
becouse im adicted to you
im addicted to your eyes hair and smell
so ill draw another picture of me and you
ill need to tacke another taste of the drug i call you
my littel drawing book is almost full so ill need a new one
but ill never forget the old one
no im not addicted to drugs but im addicted to you and only you
becouse its true
in two more minets ill beable to hear you
the high im on is almost over ill need another hit
and i dont want it to were out
im adicted to you
im abicted to you
im in love with this girl i berarly even know
i have knowen her for a three months or so
i have lost count of time becouse i don even want to know
becouse whene are lips tuch somthing magical happens
its like whene elaphnts can fly
i have only seen them do that once or so
its so magical
im in love with this girl i berarly even know
i have knowen her for a three months or so
i have lost count of time becouse i don even want to know
its so magical like whene elaphants can fly
elaphants can fly
im in love with this girl i berarly even know
i have knowen her for a three months or so
i have lost count of time becouse i don even want to know
'dont worry sarah
please sarah
dont worry sarah
please sarah
take a deep breath
put the razor blade down
everything will be okay
just dont worry
he'll come back
so take a deep breath
throw the razor blade out
he doesnt know what hes missing
he doesnt know what hes missing
so please sarah throw that
razor blade out never look back
and you wont ever have to shout
because any boy can see your perfect
some other boy
please sarah
dont worry sarah
please sarah
take a deep breath
throw the razor blade out
and never look back and youll
never have to shout!