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Welcome to the desert of the Real

I AM... : me
I HAVE ... : my pride
I WILL... : always be true
I'LL NEVER... : betray a true friend
I LEARN... : things the hard way
I'M NOT... : as tough as I look
I LOVE... : my ke�chara
I HATE... : humanity
I DO.... : sing in the shower
I RUN... : from reality
I CRAVE... : chocolate
I DANCE... : like no ones watching
I WRITE.... : cuz I have to
I LAUGH.... : the loudest
I CRY.... : in the darkness
I CAN'T... : be anyone other than myself
I WON'T... : be ur perfect angel
I'M NOT... : here for your personal agenda
I WILL... : take the road less travelled
I LISTEN... : to what makes sense
I GIVE...... : what deserves to be given
I ROCK..... : out loud
I BREAK..... : all the stupid rules
I WILL..... : hold my head up high
I MISS.... : those days of long ago
I FORGIVE... : when forgiveness is earned
I LIKE.... : my eyes
I HAD.... : my heart stomped on
I ALWAYS.... : speak the loudest
I DON'T..... : fit the mold
I HAVE...... : to find my own way
I LOVE...... : more than I let on
I ASK...... : only to be loved in return
I'M NEVER..... : gonna be what u want me to be
I ADORE.... : baby animals
I AM...... : me

I am 22

I am Canadian

I play rugby

I spend a lot of time by myself

I can get very hyper

I often end up frightening people

I am an actor

I hate beer

I dance

I am random to the extreme

I love a good mosh pit

I hate your feet as much as I hate mine

I am proud to call myself a Geek

I love horseback riding

I am a chocolate whore

I like shiny things

I never get enough sleep

I avoid math at all costs

I enjoy a good laugh

I deploy a lot of sarcasm

I like putting holes in my skin

I have a freakishly good memory

I curse, a lot

I keep rats as pets

I consider Baz Luhrmann a cinematic genius

I will never let go of my childhood

I actually use my blog now and then

~I don't look like an angel The difference is inside~

~My halo may be tarnished But at least I've got my pride~

I am a firework: exciting, fun, often pretty or mystifying. But very few people actually know how I�m put together.

I�d rather die standing than live on my knees begging please.

I was thinking that I might fly today

just to disprove all the things that you say.

I�m not always strong, and sometimes I�m even wrong. But I win when I choose, and I can�t stand to lose. But I can�t always be
the rock that you see.

You know a dream is like a river, ever changing as it flows
And the dreamer's just a vessel that must follow where it goes
Trying to learn from what's behind you and never knowing what's in store
Makes each day a constant battle just to stay between the shores
Too many times we stand aside and let the waters slip away
Till what we put off till tomorrow has now become today
So don't you sit upon the shoreline and say you�re satisfied
Choose to chance the rapids and dare to dance the tides
There's bound to be rough waters and I know I'll take some falls
But with the good Lord as my captain I can make it through them all
And I will sail my vessel till the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind, these waters are my sky
I'll never reach my destination if I never try
So I will sail my vessel till the river runs dry

I decided long ago to never walk in anyone�s shadow.
If I fail, if I succeed, at least I did what I believe.

I don�t want the world to see me

Cuz I don�t think that they�d understand.

I�m not a slave to a world that doesn�t give a shit.

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Ooo, you make me live

You're the best friends that I ever had. I've been with you such a long time
And I want you to know That my feelings are true
I've been wandering round But I still come back to you
In rain or shine You've stood by me

Believing oneself to be perfect is often the sign of a delusional mind

Your life is yours alone: rise up and live it!

�We hate some persons because we do not know them, and we will not know them because we hate them.� � Charles Caleb Colton

Gimme the beat boys to free my soul. I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and just drift away.

�Acting is experience with something sweet behind it.� � Humphry Bogart

�Let no one be deceived by the saying �This is a condoned practice�, or that �Everyone is doing it�. Don�t let your excuse be that others are doing the same things, but rather bear in mind that regardless of whether you are a king or a pauper you will one day stand before the tribunal of that supreme Judge to whom all is known. And here the reluctance expressed in the fact that it was a condoned practice or �everyone does it� will be of no avail.� � Desiderius Erasmus

4000 hungry children leave us per hour from starvation, while billions are spent on bombs, creating death showers.

Night-time sharpens, heightens each sensation. Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defenses

Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor. Grasp it, sense it - tremulous and tender
Turn your face away from the garish light of day. Turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light -
And listen to the music of the night

�Acting is not about dressing up � its about stripping bare.� � Glenda Jackson

Being real takes a long time. That�s
why it doesn�t often happen to people who
break easily or have sharp edges, or who
have to be carefully kept. Generally by
the time you are Real, most of your hair
has been loved off, and your eyes drop
out and you get loose in the joints and
very shabby. But these things don�t
matter at all, because once you are Real
you can�t be ugly, except to people who
don�t understand.

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return[/color]

The ability to speak does not make you intelligent.

I take these old records off the shelf. I sit and listen to them by myself. Today�s music ain�t got the same soul. I like that old time rock and roll.

Im sailing away, set an open course for the virgin sea
Ive got to be free, free to face the life thats ahead of me
On board, Im the captain, so climb aboard
Well search for tomorrow on every shore
And Ill try, oh lord, Ill try to carry on

I look to the sea, reflections in the waves spark my memory
Some happy, some sad
I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had
We live happily forever, so the story goes
But somehow we missed out on that pot of gold
But well try best that we can to carry on

We shake our fists and say �Well good golly we�re mad that God kills children with our very own hands.�

Our integrity sells for so little, yet it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us. But within that inch, we are free.

We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on mimum wage
If love is a labour I�ll slave till the end
I won�t cross these streets until you hold my hand

The Following are Considered to be Worthy of My Attention:
Star Wars**Lord of the Rings**System of a Down**Spongebob Squarepants**Mercedes Lackey**V for Vendetta**Queen**A Perfect Circle**Jesus Christ Superstar**Breaking Benjamin**Moulin Rouge**Shakespeare**Cradle of Filth**Robot Chicken**Lacuna Coil**Underworld Saga**Harry Potter**Rise Against**Les Miserables**Monty Python**Terry Goodkind**Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind**M*A*S*H**Placebo**Guitar Hero

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Humans are nothing more than God's failed experiment

Birthday:	February 03, 1986
Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Dating:	Long term
Living Situation:	Living with significant other
Location:	Kamloops, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:	01:16am \| Jul 19, '04
Profile Updated:	08:58pm \| Dec 17, '09
Last Active:	02:04am \| Oct 27, '11

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