SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life.
Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 movies on this list. Copy this list mail, go to your own blog, and paste it. Then, put x's next to the movies you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun!

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(X) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( )Starsky and Hutch
(X)Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(X) Airplane
Total: 6

(X) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan
(X) Napoleon Dynamite
(X) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( )Saw II
(X) Saw III
(X)White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(X) Anger Management
(X) 50 First Dates
( ) The Princess Diaries
(X) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 14

(X) Scream
(X) Scream 2
( )Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
(X) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 21

(X) Harry Potter 1
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) Harry Potter 4
(X) Resident Evil 1
(X) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(X) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 28

(X) Finding Nemo
(X) Finding Neverland
(X) Signs
(X) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
(X) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
(X) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 34

(X)Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(X) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(X) Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(X) King Kong
Total so far: 39

(X) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(X) Final Destination
(X) Final Destination 2
(X) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(X) Flubber
Total so far: 45

(X) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(X) Chicago
(X) Ghost Ship
(X)From Hell
(X) Hellboy
(X) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 51

(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Child's Play
(X) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) Sixteen Candles
(X) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(X) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 59

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
(X) Joy Ride
(X) Lucky Number Slevin
(X) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
(X) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
(X) Bedazzled
(X) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(X) Ice Age
(X) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 67

(X) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(X) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(X) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 72

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(X) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(X) Ever After
(X) Wizard of Oz
(X) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(X) The Terminator
(X) The Terminator 2
(X) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 79

(X) X-Men
(X) X-2
(X) X-3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(X) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(X) The Little Mermaid
(X) Freaky Friday
(X) Reign of Fire
(X) The Skulls
(X) Cruel Intentions
(X) Cruel Intentions 2
(X) The Hot Chick
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
Total so far: 94

(X) Swimfan
(X) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(X) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(X) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 98

(X) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(X) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(X) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(X) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 104

( ) BASEketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
(X) Devils Rejects
( ) Elf
(X) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 106

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(X) Monsters Inc.
(X) Titanic
(X) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 109

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
(X) Hook
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(X) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(X) Waterworld
Total so far: 113

( ) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
(X) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) The Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
(X) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 115

(X) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(X) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(X) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(X) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(X) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(X) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
(X) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
(X) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 123

(X) The Matrix
(X) The Matrix Reloaded
(X) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
(X) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
(X) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal


Grand Total: 128

WHO WAS THE LAST TO
1. Make you mad? Em, probably work.
2. See you cry? nick
3. Go to the movies with you? Wow, its been that long that I cant even remember…sad
4. You went out to dinner with? Everyone who was at my bday, cheers guys
5. Made you laugh? This little girl on the bus, she was cute
6. Held your hand? nick

WOULD YOU RATHER
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue, maybe soon
2. Be serious or be funny? Funny, serious takes too much out of a person
3. Drink whole or skim milk? Skim I think
4. Die in a fire or drown? fire
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents, at least my homicidal thoughts aren’t serious

DO YOU PREFER
1. Flowers or candy? Candy, cnat eat flowers
2. Gray or black? black
3. Color or black & white photos? Black n white
4. Lust or love? love
6. M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms chocolate J
7. Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late, always. Mornings suck

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. Do you love anyone right now? Sure do
2. Do they know it? If he doesn’t, he really doesn’t listen to me

THIS OR THAT
1. Sun or moon? Moon its prettier
2. Winter or Fall? fall
3. Left or right? Em, right I suppose
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? 2 best friends
5. Sunny or rainy? rainy
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Vanilla actually

ABOUT YOU
1. What time is it? 6:16pm
2. Name? Tara-lynn
3. Nickname: tara, PB, nick calls me pookie, but he gets smacked for it
4. What is your birth date? Feb 3
5. What do you want? A monkey
6. Where do you want to live? scotland
7. How many kids do you want? 2 at least
8. You want to get married? Plan on it

UNIQUE
1. Nervous habit? Im kinda OCD, so I have quite a lot
2. Are you double jointed? nopers
3. Can you roll your tongue? kinda
4. Can you wear girl pants and look good? Em, define girl pants
5. Can you cross your eyes? yuppers
6. Do you make your bed daily? If by “make” u mean toss the blankets all higgledy-piggeldy, then yes I do

RANDOM
1. Which shoe goes on first? right
2. Ever thrown one at someone? Sure have
3. Who do you hate the most right now? Em, I don’t think anyone has particularily pissed me off right now
5. Why? Cuz they havent
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Neither, I dangle it above my head
7. Have you ever eaten spam? nopers
8. What's your favorite beverage? pepsi
9. Do you cook? I try

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU
3. Been hugged? yuppers
4. Felt stupid? Em, yea
5. Missed someone? yea
6. Danced? My ass off at my bday last w.e
8. Lied? yup
9. Snuck out of the house? Considering its my house, I don’t really feel the need

RED
1. Closest red thing to you? Em, the power button on my remote
2. Last thing to make you angry? The fact that my manager constantly schedules me when I cant work
3. Do you have a temper? Oh hell YES!
4. Are you a fan of romance? Sure am

ORANGE
1. Closest orange thing to you? Orange? Em….OOH! the digital numbers on my cable box J
2. Do you like to burn things? Oh yea, pyro major
3. Dress up for Halloween? Every year, I was a very sexy dragon last time
4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person? Actually no, only for a very select few
5. Do you have anything against redheaded people? nopers
6. Are you usually full of energy? it comes and goes

YELLOW
1. Closest yellow thing to you? My ring, which is actually gold, but it still counts
2. The happiest time of your life? The last 4 and half months of it
3. Favorite holiday? Christmas!!
4. Are you a coward? Not usually
5. Do you burn or tan? tan

GREEN
1. Closest green thing to you? My script
2. Do you care about the enviroment? More so than most people, tho prob not as much as I should
3. Are you jealous of anyone right now? probably
4. Are you a lucky person? Now and then
5. Do you always want what you cant have? usually
6. Do you like being outdoors? Normally, tho not in winter as much
7. Are you Irish? Scottish, but close

BLUE
1. Closest blue thing to you? My pepsi bottle
2. Are you good at calming people down? Sometimes, I like to try
3. Do you like the sea? Love it
4. What was the last thing that made you cry and when? A moment me and nick had awhile ago, and it was a very very nice moment
5. Are you a logical thinker? sometimes
6. Can you sleep easily? Depends on my exhaustion level, which is normally pretty high these days

PURPLE
1. Last purple thing you saw? My coat
2. Like being treated to expensive things? Sometimes, but sometimes I feel guilty
3. Do you like mysterious things? Love em, they keep me entertained
4. Favorite type of chocolate? Pure milk, like purdey’s
5. Ever met anyone in royalty? Em, does Kamloops royalty count?
6. Are you creative? I like to think so

PINK
1. Closest pink thing to you? Em, one of my jars on the windowsill
2. Do you like sweet things? Sugar is fun
3. Like play-fighting? Love it, but nick wins too much
4. Are you sensitive? On some issues
5. Do you like music? passionately

WHITE
1. Closest white thing to you? A plate
2. Would you say you're innocent? Oh hell NO!
3. Good at keeping the peace? Em, I don’t really think so
4. How do you imagine your wedding? It’ll be at OLPH parish, my dress will hopefully be modeled after Arwen’s green dress at the end of Return of the King, with light blue accents, dark blue Maid of Honor, light blue bridesmaids, walk down the aisle to celtic music, and nick waiting at the end for me
5. Do you like to play in the snow? Love it, when properly attired
6. Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentist? Not normally

BLACK
1. Closest black thing to you? My computer
2. Ever enjoy hurting people? Sometimes yes, I do get sadistic and viscious
3. Are you sophisticated or silly? Silly, so much more fun
4. Would you like to go to space? That would fucking rock
5. Do you have a lot of secrets? Not a lot
6. What is your favorite color? blue
7. Does the color you wear affect your mood? Not normally

is it real? is it the truth?

or is it just a fairy-tale,a make-believe?

or is that what real love is supposed to feel like, a dream, the most perfect dream that you never, ever seem to wake up from, and you never want to?

I have this horrible feeling that I'm running out.
Of what?
Time. Money. Laundry. Energy. Life. Everything.
I feel that instead of everything coming to a neat close in december, everything is just going to end horribly, blow up in my face and all around me. And i'l be left standing alone in the rubble.

i love his back. its broad and strong, and of course, the tatty is hot. I love staring at it, being behind it, caressing it. It represents strength and firmness and protection.
I love his lips. They are the perfect size and shape and color: a nice rosy pink. I love them when they are touching my skin. I love them when they are whispering in my ear. I love them when they are breaking into a smile.
I love his smile, the distinct shape of it. It's so broad and genuine. It shows me he enjoys life and laughter and that he has a positive outlook.
I love how his nose is the exact same shape as mine.
I love his hair, how no matter what, its always soft, and I love how he always lets me run my fingers through it.
I love his arms. They may not be the most muscular I've ever seen. But they reach out to me, not with anger or greed, but with love and affection. I love being held in those arms, being wrapped up in safety and love, feeling as if the whole world has fallen away, and we are all that exist, all that matter.
I love the time I spend with him, because every moment with him is a happy one. It's like his very presence makes the world a better place. Just the thought of his name is enough to make me smile.
I love that he respects me, and that he appreciates the real me, who I am on the inside, not the made-up china doll I have to present to so many others.
I love how beautiful he makes me feel, how special, how treasured.
I love how he knows more about me than any other guy I've been with. He knows my quirks, my faults, my nasty little habits, and yet he still loves me.
I love how, when I have a bad day, and all I want to do is curl up and cry, just the thought of him waiting with arms to cradle me is enough to make me smile. And I love how just one kiss is enough to make my problems seem infintesimally small and insignificant.
I love how passionate he is about life, and about music, and about being a good person.
I love how I love the thought of spending my life with him, and how that thought doesn't frighten me.
I love that even though I'm afraid to love, afraid to give completley of myself, even though I desperately want to, having him here beside me, having his strength and his love, it gives me courage, and I'm able to say that I love him, and I find the courage to admit to myself that its ok to love him.
I love that he wants the best for me, and how he pushes me to do the right thing because he knows its right for me, even if I cant see it, and even though I may get mad at him.
I love how laid back he is, how he doesnt let the little things upset him. His calmness projects itself onto me and I begin to relax as well.
I love how every love song suddenly seems to be written specifically for us.
I love how just one brush of his lips can get me excited.
I love how silly he can get. He makes me laugh.
I love that he's willing to experience new things that I present to him. And I love that he is keen to share his passions with me.
I love lying next to him, his body pressed to mine, just being in each other's arms. It is the happiest, the most content, the most perfect I have ever felt in my life.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and I. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be suprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

Statements of pure honesty.
Write 15 statements.
Each intended to a different person.
Which one are you?

1) We can never go back. I just don’t understand you, no matter how hard I try. Sometimes I can’t even bear to look at you, that confused, wounded look on your face. You’re trying so hard, but you just don’t get it. You lost me long ago, and you can never, ever have me back. And you have no one to blame but yourself. Sometimes I hate you, with a passion that scares even me, because that’s not something I’m supposed to feel. But you left me no choice. Sometimes I wonder how you can live with yourself.

2) It never ceases to amaze me how people can become so close in so short of a time. Leaving you was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. You did so much for me, you gave me strength, whether you knew it or not. Counting the days until we see each other again.

3) Talk about opportunity lost. You make me so confused. I can never decide whether I love you or I hate you. You can aggravate the shit out of me one minute, and completely take me by surprise with your tenderness the next. I know we’ve both moved on, but sometimes I can’t help but think about what might have been.

4) Sometimes, I just don’t understand you. But that’s ok. I know we are completely different people, but it has always worked in the past. Sometimes I get so angry at you, but in truth, I realize that I’m a bit jealous, and angry at myself, because I could have had what you have, but I didn’t try hard enough. But I love you all the same.

5) I still don’t know what I’ve done to deserve you. You’ve stolen my heart, but I would have given it willingly anyway. I’m convinced now, more than ever, that God loves me, because he brought me to you. You make me complete, and I find myself not wanting anything else except to be by your side for the rest of my life. I love you, with my whole heart and soul, and you’ve given me the strength to see that that’s ok. I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand.

6) Words escape me. I honestly don’t know what I would have done all these years without you. I don’t even know if I would still be here. You once helped repair a massive hole in my heart, and I will spend the rest of life thanking you for it. You are my soul sister and psychic buddy for life. I am so blessed to have a friend like you. Know that I will never stop loving you, and never stop doing all I can to make sure yours is a happy life.

7) My psychiatrist, my dancing partner, my stylist, my partner in crime. Oh for the day when we walk down that red carpet! Is it possible for us to keep our voices down for just one minute? I don’t think so. Know that I have always cherished our friendship, our closeness. You have gotten me through more hardships than I can count, and I hope I have done the same for you.

8) Baby it’s just you, me, and a bottle of tequila. The days and the nights together are all fantastic memories that I wouldn’t trade for anything. You constantly give of yourself, you amaze me. There are parts of you that will always confuse me, but that’s what makes you You, and I accepted that long ago. Luv you babe. Keep on rocking in the free world!

9) Oh baby, what a pair we are. So completely different, vanilla and chocolate, day and night. Who would have ever guessed? You are my better in so many ways, and you’ve given me a new perspective on life. The distance may grow between us, but I will never stop calling you Friend.

10) I don’t know where you went, all those years ago, but we’ve never really gotten it back. I want to be friends with you again, truly friends, but I don’t feel I can trust you. I haven’t for a long, long time. Maybe someday we can come back together. But drastic changes will have to occur before that can ever happen.

11) I don’t pretend to know you completely, nor do I really want to. Some mysteries are best left unsolved. Just know that I am always here for you, no matter what.

12) It’s a little bit funny, this feeling inside. Older now, wiser now, I am able to appreciate the things that you do, and I think I know why you do them. I’m beginning to realize what you’ve had to go through all these years, and in some ways it breaks my heart. You still annoy me, and you probably always will. But that’s something I’m willing to put up with.

13) If I had to name a conscience, it would definitely be you. So many good times, and so many not so good ones. You definitely piss me off sometimes, but I know that you’re trying to help me. You make me see parts of myself that I don’t want to acknowledge, but in the end it’s done me a world of good, and I love you for it.

14) You are the glue that holds this family together, the backbone. I’m never so happy as when I am at your place. I can’t imagine a world without you. I know it will eventually happen, and when it does, I think it will destroy me.

15) Sometimes I wonder at the way that you are now, and sometimes I blame myself for leaving here, for leaving you alone. If there’s one thing I regret, its that. And if things turn out the way I’ve dreamed about, I will never forgive myself. I love you, never forget that.

What happens when you realize the person you have become is not the person you ever hoped you would be?

I write the Truth, and it kills me.

What is Hope?

Hope is a young girl running freely across an open field, lost in her own dreams, finding joy in the simple pleasures that come with being a child, while her schoolmates huddle together, chattering like sparrows over the latest piece of lost innosence.

This is Hope and it warms my heart.

at first i wondered why i couldnt do it. why it was so impossible for me to just get up, grab that knife and pull it across my skin. What was so hard about that? i even had a guideline to follow, right there in blue, flowing ink! And then i realized:
I can't kill what's already dead.

k here i go vbithcing to the compy again but hey at least here i can keep it and keep it private and i dont have to bother wit wrtining it all out and hey a big bonus i dont have a stupid compyuter trying to tell my how to spell out my thoughts FUCK OFF TECHNOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok well here we go ive sunk again not sure why or how well got some ideas over stress the fucking play omg that was soooo not worth the stress and shit i went thru so yea scratch directin goff my lisdt of things to do in the future!! plus the whole ting wit stu hte love.hate relationship fuck i just dont knw what i want!! u have no idea how frustrating hta is!! but ive struck a compromise wit that so that should be alright but then agian i dont know if i want him coming during the first week cuz it would be nice to go to brighton wit him but then i dont know if i can do more than one week wel lit wouldnt be much morehtan one week like just a day or 2 extra well we'll cross that bridge when we come to it
ok a HUGE thing that has been getting to me more and more and more......in a word.......GRACEE!!!!!!!! wholy shit i didnt think it was possible for there to be that many annoying traits to a person the bitch just wont shut up!!! like what the hell i dong give a flying FUCK about ur friends sex lives and i really dont understand why i get a look when i dont pretend its like the gossip of a century fuck its even recycled gossip!! and like ok when im reading and im obviously into my book like i havent spoken or moved in about 10 min why do u think i all of a sudden wanna just drpoi that and listen to yet another of ur pointless worries and thats the next thing the girl has absolutely NO CONFIDENCE!!! liek omg she freaks if she thinks she breathes the wrong way in front of the termite that was on its way to the head's office like omg the termite might tell the head that gracee didnt breathe right and we'll have to send ehr home in a matchbox by oveseas post!!! honestly liek the girl is the biggest worry wart that has ever walked the planet and the worst part of it is that she never shuts up about it like on and on and on about what this person will think or what may happen if the planets collide and the universe begins to contrract right well bottom line is the girls is driving me IN-FUCKING-SANE!!!!!!!!!!!
well she was alright in the beggining maibe after 3 weeks away ill be able to get a fresh start and then start to get annoyed wit her just as we're breaking up for summer perfect timing eh??
k pissoff number 3 (or whatever) is this fukcing school itself and all its pointless bullshit once again i am back wit an administration that cant tell which hole the shit is supposed to come out of Why the FUCK do i have to get a police check for my FEMALE couzin for an all girls school?? like ok ive known the girl my whole life and i know her better than pretty much every person on the planet i think i can vouch that she is not a lesbian child raper liek for christs sake there is health and safety and then there;s just plain paranoiah!! christ
well not sure that there's much more thats been gettin under my skin lately but for some reason i feel down tonite it looks like theshadow has finally caught up wit me followed me across the fucking ocean and found my little hideaway geez will i never excape this fuckin feeling liket here's just no point in doing anything? like ok i know that there is a very good point to eatin gin that i need to do it in order to survive but at the same time im like whats the point why get up why not just spend the rest of ur days just sitting and staring and not staring like i dont get it why do i feel this way i really dont want to and when i do it takes forever to get out of it and usually i dont know what exactly pulls me out i just find it a little weird that i jsut finish a book about a guy beeing hunted by his own shadow and then this feeling comes on me again but whatev so its a convenient metaphor at the time being and maibe 10 yrs down the road my shrink will tell me its something different for twice what i earn in a year and maibe ill be gone by then maiube we all will i mean hell bush is still president isnt he?? well whatever all i know for sure is that im down and i need to pull a Ged and get myself out of this but im dont know how cuz im pretty sure that my shadow isnt hte type u can face headon but hey ya never know so off i go nighty-night!!

"I'll always love you the way that a father should love his daughter"

I wish

Two knowing orbs stare out
Are you lost in their crystal blue
Do you wonder what I think about
When those orbs stare out at you?

Can you see me deep in thought?
Can you see a soul that cries?
Is the peace I've longingly sought
Reflected in my crystal eyes?

Do tears of sorrow hinder my sight?
Perhaps a joyous tear's there too
Is there a gleam of hopeful light
When those orbs are fixed on you?

Perhaps it is a face you see
Falling into a black hole
Be warned! The falling face you see
Is my scarred and burning soul

Two blackened orbs stare out
Are you lost in the flaming red?
Do you wonder what I dream about
Now that those orbs are dead?

Darkness presses in from the outside - yet it is paled by the darkness inside

The wind, it is strong - but not as strong as me.

The rattling of the window is ominous in the dead of night - yet I am more so at any given time

Are you sure your fears are well placed?