Well okay ;
So much has happened in the last little while that maybe Im not so ready for.. But having a baby & starting my new life is a risk Im going to take. Andraya you have opened my eye's on life & being your mom I will do what ever it takes to give you the BEST life you deserve.
You are the pride & joy in my life.. Im so happy your finally here with us in the world. You are the most precious little P-Nut that has been blessed into your family, you have tons of family & friends around you that support you & love you dearly. At first, when the doctor told me I was pregnant with you I didnt know what to think about the subjuct, like if I was ready, if I could do it, if I would be a good enough mother !! But now that you arrived in this world, I realized Iam ready, I CAN do it, Iam an excellent mother !!
I worry that when Im not with you something bad is going to happen to you & that I'll lose you forever, maybe thats cause Im new at this whole having a daughter thing.. but it worries me everyday when your dad & I go out without you !! I know you have great family who watch you closely when we are out, but still in the back of my head I just want you with us. Im not going to lie.. its relaxing having time with your dad & I.. doing stuff with each other but once the weather gets nicer we will be doing more stuff together like going to the ZOO !!!
Andraya always remember you have TONS of family looking after you, you are loved by so many people.. you'll never be alone. If you ever need to talk about anything I'll always have an ear to listen to you.. dont ever be afraid to come to me for anything.
Love Always,
Your Mommy.. Nisa <3