It's a life I lead. A dream I need. I goal I never set. It's a life I lead. It lacks dreams and goals. It flies by, it gives me a push. It knocks me right down, never to pull me back up. I hope for something easier, something that doesn't make me cry at night. All I get it more pain, more hurt. And I know one day I'll be able to stand up, I'll be able to smile and see the world once again. I just can't right now, for the life of me the world is lost in a blur of tears and screams. I just hope for love, pray for happiness, and let me tears flow, wash away any old feelings. Because pain is the only thing that kills love, and pain is the only thing I know.<alyssa.paul>