It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone at the same time;
and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
When you want everything and nothing at the same time,
When you want to let go but you keep holding on.
When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started,
when feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want.
It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday,
and when you do, you don't know what to say.
When deep down inside you know if you lose this chance again,
It's gone and it will never come back.
When you know they are right beside you, but yet you don’t know how to react.
When you want them in your life so bad,
but all you can do is push them farther and farther away.
It's so hard to think back on how things used to be,
and look at now and realize that things are different and they will never be the same.
You tell yourself its not worth it, but if it really didn't matter,
You wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.
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