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RIP Anthony Paul Lefebvre <3
September 25, 1942 ~ August 19, 2006
Love you Papa, even though the cancer took you away. we don't have to see you suffering through it anymore!

1 boy,1 girl,2 hearts beating wildly,to put it mildly it was love at first sight. he smiled,she smiled,they knew right away, this was the day they'd waited for all their lives. and for a moment the whole world,revolved around 1 boy,and one girl.



have you ever lay down in the middle of the road and just stared up at the inky sky, spattered with the most peculiar arrangement of stars??

To laugh often and much: To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you lived. This is to have succeeded.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

In a midnight talk,
In a morning kiss,
When I'm in your arms,
That's where it is.
When we're tangled up,
And can't resist.
When we feel that rush,
That's where it is.
In the sweetest smile,
On a night like this
On a tender touch,
That's where it is
When we're tangled up,
And can't resist.
When we feel that rush,
That's where it is.


In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee. In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
In truths that she learned, or in times that he cried. In bridges he burned, or the way that she died.

When I get where I'm going On the far side of the sky
The first thing that I'm gonna do Is spread my wings and fly
I'm gonna land beside a lion And run my fingers through his mane
Or I might find out what it's like To ride a drop of rain
Yeah when I get where I'm going There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going Don't cry for me down here


I'M PRETTY, BUT I'M NOT BEAUTIFUL
I SIN, BUT I'M NOT THE DEVIL
I'M GOOD, BUT I'M NOT AN ANGEL
~~ MARILYN MONROE



Anyways, just a bit of background info...: i am a christian. i go to church on sunday mornings, and i worship God. i pray everyday, and i truly believe that He has a plan for my journey through life, and i will life it out which ever way He sees fit to lead me. i have a wide variety of friends... and i love them all to peices!!!! I moved to Langley (Vancouver), BC in November... and back home to alberta July 25th... Well, as for me in general... I'm 5'6", with dark hair and blue eyes... I used to have blonde hair and grey eyes... but i went dark, and now my eyes seem to be getting bluer and bluer by the day... its very strange! Another thing i love being loved! It's kind of phenomenal that a single kiss can stop the whole world for a moment. Just long enough to feel infinitely happy. so that's a little bout me... anything else? haha... i also tend to giggle a lot and my mom asks me if i'm on drugs... kinda random, but that's me...

OH, MY... I LOVE JOHNNY!!!

I love my friends... you all know who you are, and no matter what, i'll always be here for you!



To name a few of the most amazing people i know:
Samantha(ChiChi): Boo, i luv ya to the moon and back in grains of sugar hunny, and don't you ever forget it! we may be growin up fast, but you're still my one and only baby sister!
Amber(ChaCha): Babe, i don't know how many times i have fallen off my chair laughing with you, or at you, or because of you... stay who you are, cuz darlin' you're a keeper!
Megs: best friends always … till death do us part … YaYa!! Way too memories to even begin to count! all the way through school, we were attached at the hip... now, more than ever, we need to stick to one another...
Jennn-nnaaa: HAHAHA!! Greece was AMAZING!! Love the memories. Some friends share shoes… lol. and honey, its all about what you make of it!!!
Daniel: ok, so um... ever need a way to break the awkward silence? look me up... i got a book of solutions! hahaha!
Steven: you moved away, and I thought I would never see you again… then you came back, and I didn’t want you to leave. Lots of memories. Don’t forget to remember me…
Subrena: the mission impossible gym classes will not soon be forgotten!! Loves ya!
Courtney: keep being you, and don't let the stupid things in life get you down! if you ever need a smile, make a chocolate mint iced capp... smile and remember the good times!
The Boys: There are way too many of you to name… and I love you all to death. You are like brothers to me! I’ll always be there for ya!(roy, gordon, joel, joel, marcel, travis, ben, brandon, than, bitner, kurtis, steve-o, brently, jon, tyler, philly, joey, and there’s probably more of you, but I can’t for the life of me think of any more names right now…) (if I missed you, let me know)
The Ladies: lots of dancing the night away! Never forget. And if you ever need tattoos, look me up, I’ll hook you up!(jade, shanny, chelsea, michelle, ashley, brittany)<3
All my Tim Horton’s people: (tony, nick, courtney, cassie, cassandra, beth, ali, carly, jessica, sarah, sam, and anyone else i forgot in a moment of lacking good judgement...)(...and chuck): I love you all and miss you like crazy! keep me updated on the chaos, or i tell ya, there'll be hell to pay!
And all the Crossway girls: We gotta get together and have a Flick night! when i visit, m'kay? Love you! Miss you!
To all the rest of "my people": You all know your names, but if you really want me to mention you, just say so… and I will accommodate… but regardless, i luvsya and i'll miss ya! Keep in touch Damnit!!!!!!!

And for anyone who actually knows me... this is 4 u!!
Manamana, doodoodoodoodoo! Manamana, doodoodoodoo! Manamana, doodoodoodoodoo! doodoodoo! doodoodoo! doodoodoodoodoodoodoo! Manamanamanamana…! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!​!!!!!!!!!!!!
(And if you can figure out what that truly is…tell me, I’ll be impressed!)

I love chocolate... some say a diamond is a girls best friend... but i disagree... diamonds can't make you release endorphans... haha!

I love the stars! if i could live outside at night and it still be warm... i'd do it... the stars are the greatest question in my mind... why do they capture the imagination and take it soaring... Just to lay on the road in the middle of the night and stare up at the stars... now that's heaven to me...

Loves it!
Always, Pamela




"Do You Love Me Because I Am Beautiful, Or Am I Beautiful Because You Love Me?? - the wise words of Cinderella


and the truly tragic part is that you don't even realize...
that in these few moments i spent in your arms, you fell under my spell..
now kiss me gently, and kiss me fast.
the reason i'll give you is not what you asked.
Remember this instant, come day break you'll know...
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OH... AND SINCE YOU'RE HERE ANYWAYS, LEAVE ME A DAMN COMMENT!!!