its undeniable how brilliant you are. in
an unreliable world you shine like a star.
its unforgettable now that we've come this
far. its unmistakable that youre undeniable .
how am i gonna take it away in this winter
wind? you found me on a summer breeze
Chewy + Kiki
When I think of you my thoughts are so x-rated
Countless nights I have stayed up thinking of ways to just show you how much I love you. But it is so hard because there seems to be no perfect way to show you..sometimes what I do just dosen`t seem like enough..and then I feel like I`m not enough..So I`m just gonna show you by being the best girl I can for you and by always trying for us. I never want a day to go by without telling you how much I love you. You are so amazing and after all this time you still take my breathe away. I definately love you more than anything in the whole wide world! and this feeling only grows with each passing day. I need you more than I`ve need anything before..you somehow gave me hope when I was at the edge and you have picked me up when I was far beyond reach..I only wish I can do the same for you. I am so extremely happy to look at you (the hottest guy in the world!) and call you my man. You have my whole heart honey, always and forever but I promise more than that.
i'd rather be everything you need.
than everything you want.
because once you have some thing you want.
you dont need it anymore.
but when you have something you need.
you'd die to keep it with you.
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my names Kashia-remember it.cuz you`ll be screaming it all nite.
i like long walks on the beach,candlelight dinners,and of course whips and chains.joking i dont like walks.got blue eyes n blonde hair.i procrastinate alot.there are very few that really know who and how i am.most dont understand the way i act.honestly,i like it that way.i get hurt alot and everyones waiting for me to give up.but i wont.if you have been in my life and you are no longer around,because of my actions,that means that i pushed you away before you could push me away.this is my way of protecting myself.i say i dont have feelings and care for people only because then i can act like im fine when everything is all done and over with.but really it kills me to see you walk by with someone else,or to even hear you talk about someone else.i hate how some can make you feel like your the only one in the world and in a second with only a few words they take that all way.im a big dreamer.i role play in my head.conversations that havent happened.but wish they did.sometimes i make no sense.sometimes im not sure who i am.sometimes im a million colors.sometimes im black and white.im all extremes.im someone filled with self belief but haunted by self doubt.i dont look you straight in the eye for more than 10 seconds because im afraid you`ll see right through me.i like to be by myself but i hate to be alone.i love finding connections with people,someone that you can have deep conversations with.i love making people laugh.im not shallow,im into personality,inner beauty.im very hard on myself at times-its my greatest weakness and like most,im my worst enemy.i like strawberry smelling things mmm.im extremely understanding and accepting.i hate seeing people that are important to me getting hurt.i think Im in need of anger management.the more i live the more i hate.im a hopeless romantic,i love it all,the sweet lil notes,phone calls,and cute lil surprises.i want to fall in love and run away.i believe in fate.unfortunatly i live in the past,not the moment.im drawn to things that will result in my unhappiness.the things i hold onto the tightest always slip away from me.i guess i just have to deal with that.i want alot out of life.i expect too much from people.im trying to learn how to be happy again.its tough cause im hurt but i can do it.im emotionally scarred.ive experienced things most havent.ive been hurt.i am hurt.i try my best to make others not feel the pain i have.im very gullible.i really dont like loud screeching sounds.im very self concious.im not religious.i cant trust in God.although sometimes i wish i had something to believe in.preach all you want but whos gonna save me?gods not here to spoon feed us.im a total wreck almost every day,i honestly feel like im falling apart..i hate the fact that i cant see you anymore..and you dont care..people are so caught up in their own selfish dilemnas that they completely put aside the fact that:people are still affected by others actions..im trying not to be so afraid of making mistakes..you think im doing alright,what do you know,you're never here to catch a single tear that i've cried so many nights..
sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings. sometimes its easier to try to make it alone, rather than risk getting hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close.sometimes im scared. but when i act numb towards you, it doesnt mean i dont care it means i care too much.