well the world is a messed up place. not that i didnt know that before but ya...... there are just so meny things that life dose to mess you up. you got no idea what is going to happen next. wel i found my own way out it. and it is the easyest thig to do. there are so meny times in your life that you dont really know where to go or what to do. every thiong just kinda starts to fall apart. well my way to deal with all the random shit that gos on..... i walk. ya thats it. i walk for as long as i want. when i walking there are no rules and nothing you have to think about, you can just walk. random highways, Dirt roads that lead you nowhere, and small paths that just seem like they will go on forever. this is where i find peace, there are no signs no speed limets, no people teling you what to do, no nosie but the road and your foot steps. you can think, and every thing just kinda makes sense.