so i'm just pasting this how i said it to a friend, cuz i have nothing left to re type it all, so bare with my bad typing

what happened is we were driving, this guy sean and i, going like 75 thru a 70 zone, which isnt bad really.. and we were heading towards an intersection and i heard oh shit and i was reclined in my seat listening to music, and then looked up to see a bis ass dodgr/suv, which ever, drive thru the dtopign right infront of us going slow ass hell and she wasnt in any hurry to clear the intersection, not that she could, it was blocked by the cars infront of her that at actually stopped at the stop sign so they're still in the way and all so her being a dumbcuntgoing lije 20 infront of us, if she'd stopped we coulda judt dlide by but she looked and kept going, so sean was left with no choice but to swerve and hit the breaks, and i dont know if youwere aware but it was hailing so the road was cold and slippery
which didn't help but to male us slide faster, and next thing i knew he oushed me ack into me seat and sort of braced me for what was about to come, which turned out to be a street lamp inthe divider thing. AND this all took place in like a less than5 second time spand mind you. so next thing i knew, i heard the loudest thud/bang sound i've ever heard and my heart stopped and i was deaf for a few seconds then reality dunk in ans sean looked at me ans started freaking out and ,y phone in good time started to ring, so i told him to get it outta my pocket and then the pain sunk in, there were knee dents in the dash which my knees seemed to have broken on impact, the i breathed in but couldn't and started rasping which made sean freak to the extreme ans i got my seat belt off, tried to roll over but couldn't move ans his air bag had gone off and was setting off my asthma which wasn't mixing with my lack of breathe already, winded to the extreme then cuz the door wasn't really
opening, but i had it unlatched in my attempt to free myself, he sat back in his seat and then booted my door open which helped a little and i leaned over to get fresh air but screamed in pain, anyways, first person on the scene, ironically, was a doctor who was driving towards us and saw the whole thing, he didn't even put his huge black hummer in park and ran to my open door and started taking my ulse. His wife puyt the hummer in park and called 9-1-1 then went to check on sean who was freaking out cuz i still couldnt breathe, and me knees were bloody. Anyways, ambulance and cops were there in no time as I was being questioned, which really annoyed me cuz I'm unnable to breathe and the dumbasses were making me repeat myself over and over again! Then they tried gettinbg me out and i had to brace me chest and kicked out with my legs where i was placed on a stretcher with a neckbrace just in case, which REALLY made me mad cuz it rested right on the collar bone where it broke.
So they get me in the darn ambulance and i finally just start to bawl because i honestly didn't want sean freaking anymore seeing that i was crying in pain. CAN'T lie! CUTEST FREAKIN PARAMEDIC ON THIS PLANET rode in the back with me, holy frigg, numbed my pain sorta haha.. anyways... got to hospital, all.. and I mean ALL my clothes were cut off of me and i was just screaming in pain as they did so...blah blah.. me swearing at nurses in every dirty word i could muster for touching my shoulder that was hurt, it wasn't a pretty scene.. x rays.. blah bah.. by 2 am theywere finally leaving me alone longer than 10 mins.. kinda borring after that.. the cutr paramedic came in to see how i was =] great cheering up.. lol.. sean popped in for a few mins, seems they popped a neck brace on him too, i couldn't stop laughing which just hurt me more.. and yea.. that was sunday... been there till like 4:40 today.. really lame, can't work for 6 weeks and school at least 4.
takes so long to type left handed.. anyways, suppose i'm lucky all i ended up with is 3 fractured ribs, snapped collar bone, which the seat belt was the reason for btw, and a lacurated spleen, i have no idea how that word is spelled, either way means cut fyi just in case haha... so i'm pretty bruised but still breathing! even though with pain XD my knees are black and blue along with purple and green, the doctors were impressed that they were only a little swollwn, so i was like "oh, they've had their fair share of abuse to let s little ding like that hurt their pride" which made them all laugh hahha. The whole time I was there I had some remark and sense of humour which seemed to amaze them.

Oh yea, painkillers dont work for me lol, least the ones i'm not allergic to haha but yea, this is straining to sit and type this mother load haha XD sry its soo long, its good thing i didnt go into detail about my 3 days in RUH haha, anyways, ttyl, pce
kay i lied, just read thru all that, and I REALLY cannot type, especially with just my left hand, i also forgot to mention this happened like 9 at night so it was a long while, anyways, i'm done now, this is most i've down for like 4 days now ,and its rather straining XD so ciao

UPDATE:
I was back in there the next morning and having surgery getting titanium put on my spleen to stop bleeding.. stayed till saturday.. left early cuz i was too pissed to stay XD should be coming home in like 2 days haha

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