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Which X-man are you?
You Are Jean Grey



Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!

Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

http://www.blogthings.com/whichofthexmenareyouquiz​/
 

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Decay


For some reason this caused me to think. Everyday I see moral decay. This society is effectively killing morals and absolute truth. One day if this is not turned around it will not only be unseeable mental murder being committed but it will progress to become public massive chaotic violence and hate. The funny thing is that our society is screaming, "tolarance, freedom, self-esteem, and happiness," as the reasons behind killing morals and truth. "Just do what's right for you.." This is the largest threat to humanity, peace, and wisdom ever. This is the "mind-shattering" and progressive execution of our generation.
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The Three Pets I've Always Wanted!
 

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So, I know where I'm going now.

Funny story. In the past I've heard some pretty negative comments about King's University College and because of them I wasn't really interested in going there or even checking King's out. But then I had a realization. These comments came from people who were visiting etc. the University a number of years ago and the attitude/atmosphere of a place is determined by the people who are there at the time. So I decided to give King's a chance. And you know what? Now I've decided to go there. Ain't that funny? lol I'm wearing the t-shirt I got there right now.

Actually I found the whole atmosphere relaxing, open and nice. I don't know why but I was really comforatable there. For example people who know me know that I'm not a big talker and am rather shy but while I was there I was comfortable enough to just go up to people and randomly generate conversations. *gasp*

Another plus was that the profs were really good and they actually take time to talk to their students. Because I'm a trained lab assistant already and may be traveling around western Canada doing v.a.m. tests (basicly dying and analysing the roots of plants and i.d.ing the fungi on them) for part of this summer I really impressed the profs. They were hinting pretty hard that I could help them with their research as a first year student. And when I got home last night there was an e-mail waiting from one of the profs encouraging me to go to King's and asking if he could be of any assistance in helping me make my decision. Wow!

Yep, so I know where I'm going. 8)
 

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Speak up!

This is an editorial printed in the Toronto Star, CANADA

A lot of people would probably not agree with this, but it's so true and AMEN TO IT!!


Will we still be the Country of choice and still be Canada if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in Canada because it is the Country of Choice?

Think about it!

All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS?


I celebrate Christmas but because it isn't celebrated by everyone we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings.

It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday?

We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all!

IMMIGRANTS, NOT Canadians MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Canadians. However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the "politically correct! " crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others.

I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge against anyone who is seeking a better life by coming to Canada. Our population is almost entirely made up of descendants of immigrants. However, there are a few things that those who have recently come to our country, and apparently some born here, need to understand. This idea of Canada being a multicultural community has served only to dilute our sovereignty and our national identity. As Canadians we have our own culture, our
own society, our own language and our own lifestyle. This culture has been developed over centuries of struggles, trials, and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom.


We speak ENGLISH/FRENCH, not Spanish, Portuguese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society, learn the language!
"We Stand On Guard For Thee" is our national motto. This is not some Christian, right wing, political slogan.. We adopted this motto because Christian men and women, on Christian principles, founded this nation and this is clearly documented. It is certainly appropriate to display it on the walls of our schools.
If God offends you, then I suggest you consider another part of the world as your new home because God is part of our culture.

We are happy with our culture and have no desire to change, and we really don't care how you did things where you came from. This is OUR COUNTRY, our land, and our lifestyle. But once you are done complaining, whining, and griping about our flag, our pledge, our national motto, or our way of life, I highly encourage you to take advantage of one other Great Canadian Freedom...

THE RIGHT TO LEAVE


It is Time for Canada to Speak up
If you agree -- pass this along
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Appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ]I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x]I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired
[ ] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven/traveled over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to the US.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle
[x] I've played truth or dare
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] I've eaten Sushi
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x]I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've kissed someone in the past 24 hours.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ]I take anti-depressants.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


Political/Social Attitudes
[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm NDP.
[x] I'm Conservitive.
[ ] I'm Liberal.
[x] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice rhythm for meaning.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ sometimes ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x ] My favorite color is either white, yellow,purple, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x]I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ Undecided ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
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Random People
Name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head...
Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.

1. Joel
2. Nathan H.
3. Jamie
4. Ashley Q.
5. Simon
6. Josh
7. Allison E.
8. Alexis
9. Justan
10. Heather W.
11. Erin
12. Josiah
13. Justin V.
14. Tim P.
15. Nathan G.
16. Sarah
17. Kelly
18. Heather
19. Kenny
20. Tim G.
21. Ben

Q: how did you meet 14? At camp on Lite Force.

Q: what would you have to do to see 10? Drive to Taber.

Q: what would you do if 20 and 9 dated? I would be very scared...

Q: would 21 and 12 make a good couple? NO!!!! Once again scared...

Q: describe 6: Crazy, dirty blond hair, blue eyes, and very mischevious. Loves to laugh and is always running around.

Q: do you think 19 is attractive? Yep. Kenny's da chick magnet with his lime green race car!

Q: tell me something humiliating about 17: Ummm... No... Even if there was something humiliating she'd find a way to make it into an inside joke or something. She's cool like that.

Q: do you know any of 4's family members? Every single one!

Q: what would you do if 18 just confessed they liked you? I'd probably look at her a bit funny and back away slowly.

Q: when's the last time you talked to 13? Sunday

Q: what is 2's favorite band? Oh, gosh I should know this... It was once Grits... maybe TFK?

Q: would you ever date 5? That's a complicated thing.. see ... no.

Q: is 11 single? Ummm... last time I heard, yeah, but I haven't seen or talked to her for a while. 'Tis sad.

Q: would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 16? lol As in close friends yeah! Sarah, Allison, and I are pretty much inseperable when we get to see eachother.

Q: where does 15 live? Nanton and in my house (being my bro and all)... depending on what he feels like.

Q: are number 7 & 8 best friends? They don't even know eachother saddly. If they did there's a good chance they would be though.

Q: do you like 1? Hmmmm... lets see.. Yep!

Q: thoughts on 3? Tall, all around nice guy, good singer, good at playing sax, and I miss him because I hardly see him anymore, maybe like once or twice a month.
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Put an X by the movies you've seen. If you get more than 70, you're a movie whore.
COPY and REPOST! PLACE YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT LINE.

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
() Boondock Saints
(X) The Mexican
() Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
() Never-ending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
() Garden State
(x) The Princess Bride
() Young Frankenstien
() AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
() White noise
() White Oleander
(x) Anger Management

total here? : 7

(x) 50 First Dates
() Jason
() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
() Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
() American Pie
() American Pie 2
() American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
() Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
() Resident Evil I
() Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book

total here : 4

() The Village
() Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
() Finding Neverland
() 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
() The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() White Chicks
() Butterfly Effect
(x) Thirteen going on 30
() I,Robot
() Dodgeball
() Universal Soldier
() Universal Soldier 2
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
() Seven
() Oceans Eleven
() Oceans Twelve
() Identity

total here: 7

() Lone Star
(x) Predator I
() Predator II
(x) Independence day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
() ET
() Children of the Corn
() My boss' daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
() Frailty
() Best bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
() Sideways
() Mars Attacks

total here: 5

() Event Horizon
() Ever after
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men 1
(x) X-men 2
() Catch Me If You Can
() The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
() Reign of Fire
() The Hot Chick
() Swimfan
() Miracle
() Old School
() Ray
(x) The Notebook
() K-Pax

total here : 5

(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
() Boogeyman
(x) Hitch
() Back Door Sluts 9
() Anal Acres 1
() Anal Acres 2
() B-Cup Divas
(x) Girls gone wild
(x) The Fifth Element
() Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
() Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
() Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
() Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
() Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
() Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
() Troop Beverly Hills
() Swimming with Sharks
(x) Air Force One
() For Richer or Poorer
() Trainspotting
() People under the stairs
() Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of music
(x) Parent Trap
() The Burbs
(x) The Terminator
() Empire Records
() SLC Punk
() Meet Joe Black
() Wild girls
() Clockwork Orange
() the Order
(x) Spiderman
(x) Spiderman 2
() Amelie

total here: 13

(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
() The Incredibles
(x) Collateral
() The Fast & The Furious
() 2 Fast 2 Furious
(x) Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
() Closer

total here: 5

(x) Titanic
(x) Saved
() Bowling For Columbine
() Farenheit 9/11
() The Sixth Sense
() Artificial intelligence
() Love actually
() Shutter
() Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess diaries 1
(x) Princess diaries 2
(x) Constantine
() Million Dollar Baby
() Envy
() Eurotrip
() Malibu's Most wanted
() Big Daddy
() Black Sheep
() The Breakfast Club
() West side story

total here : 5

() A Christmas Story
() Spanglish
() Pulp Fiction
() Sleepover
() Evil Dead
() Killer Klowns From Outer Space
() Vanilla Sky
() Nightmare Before Christmas
() Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
() Interview With The Vampire
() The Crow
() The Crow 2
() The Crow 3
() Purple Rain
() Reservoir Dogs
() Wayne's World

total here: 0

() Wayne's World 2
() 21 Grams
() Blow
() Edward Scissorhands
() Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
(x) Guess who
(x) monster in-law
() Elf
(x) Stuart little
() Stuart little 2
() Mall Rats
() Chasing Amy
() Dogma
() Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back

total here: 4

(x) Beetlejuice
() The Last Samurai
() The Amityville Horror
(x) The Aviator
() Romeo and Juliet
() Barbershop
() Beauty Shop
(x) legally blonde
(x) legally blonde 2
() the forgotten
() confessions of a teenage drama queen
() the grudge

total: 4

Total on everything: 59
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Ooo.. teh bordom

(x) - done
(_) - haven't done

(_) ever smoked marijuana
(_) been drunk
(_) made out with a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(_) played mailbox baseball
(_) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(_) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) kicked someone's butt
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(_) been to Europe
(_) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(x) slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now <3<3<3
(_) walked a tightrope along train tracks
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(_) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite.
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x part way up Mt. Helena) climbed a volcano
(_) used a fake id
(x) gone ice skating
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(_) ridden on a camel
(x) climbed a mountain
(x) played clue
(x) had a sleepover
(x) been tickled
(_) seen a UFO
(x) told a lie
(_) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) been fishing
(_) snuck into a movie
(_) consulted a psychic
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) been to a zoo
(x) seen your dad cry at a funeral
(_) ran a red light
(_) been suspended from school
(_) been in a car accident
(_) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(_) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) touched a starfish
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) jousted/sword fought/jedi light thingys
(x) witnessed a crime
(_) been spit on by a llama
(_) REALLY pole danced
(x) met anyone famous
(x) questioned your heart
(_) been to the circus
(_) been to jail 1 night +
(x) laughed during a sad scene in a movie/tv show
(x) played with an etch a sketch
(x) eaten caviar
(_) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) hated your computer
(x) owned a pet
(x) made a banana-split
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) had a midnight picnic
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(_) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) laughed in the middle of church
(x) stepped on a nail so that it went into your foot
(x) made homemade ice cream
(x) actually enjoyed your classes
(_) used a magic 8 ball
(x) made a flower chain necklace or other type of jewelry
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/felt markers
(x) seen a moose up close
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you would never do
(x) played air guitar
(x) tripped up or down the stairs
(_) had a crush on a family member
(x) made a mud pie
(x) made prank phone calls
(_ almost *shakes fist at parents*) seen a broadway show on broadway
(_) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(_) written a letter to Santa Claus
(_) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(_) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) cut down a christmas tree
(_) played p dittle
(x) hurt yourself by accident or otherwise
(x) had a wish come true
 

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How I Feel


"Hurt"
Thousand Foot Krutch

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath
The undertow creeps in slow
Everyone owns a gun deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath
The undertow creeps in slow
Everyone owns a gun deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Help me help you they wont be there
Help me help you they won't see

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

Drop the switch, scratch the itch, watch it grow
Inch by inch, the cutting board, watch it swing to and frau
Everyone carries one deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Wash it off, take the loss, let it go
Take it in, drink it up, we can just take it slow
Everyone carries one deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Help me help you they wont be there
Help me help you they won't see

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

And it hurts when you're lonely
And I'm standing right beside you there
And it hurt when you told me
That you told me that you tried this on your own

Hope you never hurt
Hope you never cry
Hope you never lose your way tonight
Hope you never crumble
Hope you never fall
Hope you never throw away the

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath, watch it swing

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts

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I have found myself putting this song on repeat a lot the last couple of weeks.
Not only is it musically excellent but the words hit close to home.
I guess I'm just frustrated and angry for a number of reasons that would take a very long time to explain.
Let's just say that I can't wait for summer because summer means freedom.
And after summer greater freedom will come when I move five hours from home.
I will be free of the box that people have put me into and I'll be able to finally redefine myself.
You know let my true colors show without getting snubbed.
I've been holding back an avalanche of emotions for far too long and dreading the day I might slip up and let them out.
My theory is that once I'm away from here and with people who haven't been there my whole life, I'll be able to breathe and find myself.
Thus, the frustration of being in a box will subside and the emotions will slowly fade away.

I just hope that plan works.
Meanwhile, I'll just scream inside.
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Oh the boredness..

--Redneck--n
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[x] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty?
[x] Do you like country music?
[x] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[x] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[x] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[x] Do you have more than 4 different animals at your home?
Total X: 7

-Goth--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[x] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[x in the winter]Are you pale?
[x] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 6

--Punk--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[x] Do you watch the x-games?
[ ] Do you have any piercings?
[x] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[x] Have you called someone a poser?
Total X: 5

--Prep--
[x] Do you say the word "like"?
[x ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[ ] Is the only nerd you like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?
Total X: 2

-Hippie--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x]Do you want to save the animals?
[ ]Do you think war is unneccesary?
[x some]Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[haha.. no]Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
Total X: 2

--Gangsta--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[x] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x some] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total X: 3

--Emo-
[ ] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[ ] Do you write your own poems?
[ ] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x every now and then] Do you cut your hair?
[x] Are you lonely...sometimes?
[ ] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song?
Total X: 5

-Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[x] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[x] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[x in the summer] Are you tan?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 6

-Geek-
[x] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[ ] Do you play video games?
Total X: 3

I'm a Redneck Surfer who has gothic tendencies!
w00t!!!
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