really not much to say, just a teenage girl with great friends. i can't believe how happy i am. all i do is smile.



I MISS:

1.jesse



i dont want to worry anymore.
i want to let go. and just be me again.
i dont want to care
i just want to live like ive never lived before
i dont want to push away anymore
i just want to be me
i dont want to depend on other people
i just want to live for me




when im with you ever little worry gets thrown out the window
and i just live in the time
i love the way you make me feel


Weekend

the movie "tamara" is funny scary
my brother is the bestest
got to love those good times playing halo(i missed you guys so much, im happy im back)
wow hockey(love to watch you little bro you kick ass)
Just hanging out with an old friend i havent seen in forever
after this weekend im going to kick your ass in halo.lol k well maybe not cause of stupid dyland. lol just kidding. hearts
new fav movie Brother Bear i love that movie
lol Hot tub+drinking = bad outcome. but so funny to watch.
yay for halo nights.lol
i went to the city with jesse and omg it was so much fun
went to the city with my family. it was fun. went to hockey games and what not
new years eve.what will i do tonight(went to jesse house had fun, only had one drink so i didnt get sick. it was fun.
you werent home much. i was very sad, but your home all this weekend. so i cant wait. i just miss you so the weekend was amazing got to sleep over. had the best day ever with you on sunday. but it didnt last forever.




I want a guy...
who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
a guy who would let me sleep on their chest
i want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away
someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with me
Kiss me a million times
someone who would make me laugh out loud
he would take me to the park
put his hands around my waist and
give me big bear hugs
tell all his friends about me and smile while he told them
would make out with me in the pouring rain
and never afraid to say "i love you" in front of his friends
kiss me at midnight on New Years
who would stay home with me on a friday night, make dinner with me and watch scary movies and hold me close(all night long)
Someone who would tell me i'm beautiful but not too often



Little bro you amaze me every day. lol.

Im happy now. .



You're so nice to me. opening up doors. the lilttle kisses on my nose make me smile. you getting up after you've only had 3 hours of sleep to make me toast to eat casue i wasn't feeling well. was so sweet.

Ive never felt like this before. im just head over heels for you


today.....
went to school.
and just wished you would come home for good.........







I had the best week ever, even if i had so many test. you being home ever night just made it all better.

Hot Tub +Rudding back= Me passing out on dyland couch
lol. i was just so comfy

the times when its just me and you.
just you and me matter in that moment.
no one else.



i loved you being around all the time. but i know you had to get back to work. i knew it wouldnt last forever. but i know you're jsut a phone call away if i ever really needed you. and you still call every night(which makes me smile) cuz no matter what i know i mean the world to you.




my horse, hes pretty and hes home now
my wife sidney, drinking buddy for life
carley: bestfriend, who is always fun to talk to
josh.N. bathroom buddy(i love ya so much)
stef, fellow sax player(cuz your emo)
Tony: amazing (stripper) lol
Jes: you can always make me smile, Smile
andrew: an old friend
Dyland:homes forever
Matty:a friend i wish i lived closer to.
josh,C: I'll never forget you

Ryan: my water fighting buddy. and many laughs at camp.
Ryan.D-i wish i could see you




98% of teens won't stand up for God. Repost this if your one of the 2% who will

back is almost all good.
Music
30 seconns to Mars
Aperfect Circle
Neverending white lights(fell in love with)
Billy Talent
Buckcherry
Marilyn Manson (love him)
The Prom Kings
She wants Revenge
Static-X
Tegan and Sara
Stereophonics
Three days Grace
NightWish
Fiona Apple
Alexz Johnson
Jem
The Mars Volta (sooo hott)
Vast
Pillar
The Unseen
Blindside
Children of bodom
Bowling for Soup
Queen
Gavin DeGraw
Tool
System of a Down
Thrice
Aerosmith
Andrew W.K
Madball
Norma Jean
OPETH(BLACK ROSE IMMOTAL:




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GRAD 2007






You may not be his first, his last, or his only.
he's cared about someone else before And he possibly will again.
But if he cares for you now;Then what else matters?
he's not perfect You aren’t either, The two of you will never be perfect
But if he can make you laugh, Hold onto him; give him the most you can.
he is probably not going to quote poetry. But he will give you a part of him
That he knows you can break.So don’t hurt him, don’t change him
And don’t expect more than he can give.
Don’t over analyze Smile whenhe makes you happy, Yell when he makes you mad,
Miss him whenever he’s not there And love him when he is.

ppl who hate ppl because they have their trust in the lord
try hards
ppl who are smart but acted dumb
girls who think you need to have sex to make a guy happy.
Head colds. (just go away)
having test after test.
you being gone all week.



the kiss having to end

summer ending.
last day at camp.
getting bucked off my horse and braking my back.(wow does that hurt like hell)
saying Goog-bye
walking away