You send chills down my spine,
not because your great,
because for you i developed,
an incredible hate.

You're a dick to me,
is that how you show grace?
Are you conning me deeper,
so i fell less misplaced?

i dont want your bullshit,
deep down i hurt,
my heart is held on,
by only my shirt,

The reason for my depression,
why my mouth is sealed shut,
i blame you for everything,
the scars from the cuts.

now when you talk,
i wont make a sound,
your actions are vile,
your words are profound.

Latley i've been hard to reach, i've been too ling on my own,
everybody has a private world, where they can be alone,
are you calling me? Are you trying to get through,
are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for you.

I'm just so fucking depressed, i just cant seem to get out this slump,
if i could just get over this hump,
but i need somthing to pull me out of this dump
Took my bruises, took my lumps,
fell down then i got right back up .