Looking into His Eyes
When I first looked into his eyes he looked back. I just kept looking even thought he saw me. We sit there 2 table groups away staring. Our friends trying to talk to us. They look at what we are staring at. I say to my best friend...
He is elusive. He is today. He is tomarrow. He is so cute.
She tells me that I am way to good for him. I say I dont care. I walk over to him. My heart says Ben I like you. But the words that come out insted is "Hi whats up?"
My heart beats. A few days lateriget the guts again to try to tell him again. When i am close to him. i say it but to quiet and he says what did you say?All I do Is smile and walk away silently. The day after he comes up to me and says I know what you really wanted to say. I said what then and he said that I said I liked him and I fell right into his arms. He says dont worry I liked you to for a long time.

When i walked into the bath room to brush my teeth i quickly glansed at my razor at the end of the bath tub" I shouldnt, I shouldnt." But Idid and I couldnt stop. I had cut my self up and down. What have i done? I had almost killed my self. I feel worse and wrose every day. I feel like going to a brige and jumping it. I feel as if i should go out to the country and start over after killing everybody that is in my way.
TWO WEEKS LATER
My friend came into my room to see me her name was Elizebeth and she saw me hanging from my bunk bed with a note on my dresse.

Dear mom, dad, and Elizebeth,

Im sorry I did this but if i had chosen to stay alive i would have been nicer. But any ways i am sorry i did all those mean things to you guys but i love you all. But it is way. way better now because i am free from all the awfull things that could happen to me

love Reachelle


Well that is what it said and i cant beleave i was a 9 year old that commitid suicid.
How very sad