"If i died tonight how many people would care? How many people would know? How many people would moan and wish they had me back? How many people would regret being assholes? How many people would wish they loved me more? How many people would wish they loved me less?"

-It seems like its either, health, succsess, of fun. And I dont know which road i should take that will make you all happy.
-Fuck you. Do you seriously have to have someone elses name in you mouth all of the time?
-I really miss you guys, but im not so sure its mutual.
-Its like no one out there thinks i can do it which is really inncouraging by the way. And im starting to think your all right.
-Fuck you. Im not sure why it still shocks me what an immature asshole you are.
-Im trying to work my ass off so i dont end up like you too. Thanks for showing me what not to do.
-Fuck you. Your a bitch. Then again so am I.

-It sucks that i love to listen and help people with their problems. But when i need someone, no one is to be seen
-Nice save. Thanks for pretending that you care about me and my feelings. It sucks, because i really care about you and all i ask for is the same in return.
-No one really knows whats going on with me. And apparently no one cares enough to ask.
-I apologize and try to make up about a dumb fight, because i need someone, and i get shit on.
-You are really lacking. I was thinking about the nice things youve done in the past and how close we were, and i honestly dont know what happened.
-Why doesnt anyone need me as much as i need them. Why doesnt anyone want me. Or try to keep me.
-Its just hard, thats all. Itll pass thats what they say at least.

Fuck.

Fuck you.

It sucks when life forces you to find out who is really your friend

-I kinda thought we were closer. And im sad i was wrong.
-I hope your helping. Its weird to actually talk to someone.
-I really dont know what i would do without you, and i hope i dont have to find out.
-If its true im scared. And its really starting to seem certain.
-I dont know the answers.
-I dont know what i should do. To make me and everyone else happy and healthy.
-At least one person understands why and how much i resent you.
-Im really sorry you have to go through this. I want to get back for you .

i am a liar because i wont tell you everything
im stupid because sometimes im wrong
im ugly because my appierence isnt perfect
im not a pushover because i stand my ground
im a loser because im not friends with your group
im fake because i try to be nice
im weird because im not exactly like you
im fat because i eat when im hungry
im clingy because i dont like being alone
im insecure because i care what other people think about me
im no fun because im not always hyper
Dont try to tell me who i am
Because i already know.

-Really hope it doesnt all happen again.
-I just cant bring myself to call you. And really im surprised i still dont care. youve done a lot, but i thought i was over it.
-You can ignore me, but you cant ignore your problems.
-Its not an attitude, its honetly how i feel.
-I think im spiraling

'Because life has the tendency to fall apart while I'm awake'

-I guess its true. In the end we all turn into the people we swore wed never become.
-I really dont know if this is the right choice.
-Fack. This is all starting to seem like im going to end up turning into you guys..Which is just what i didnt want.
-Talking to you today made me realize all my mistakes. You litterally make me want to become a better person.
-Thanks for the support...

Start at 100% and minus 1% for everything you've done. See how innocent you are.

01. Smoked
02. Drank alcohol
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert.
07. Assulted someone or have been assulted.
08. Swollowed drugs.
09. Smoked drugs.
11. Snorted drugs.
12. Injected drugs.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party
30. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 68%

61. Avoided somebody
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 61%

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 58%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%