Oh my nothing but a scale of emotions today.
absolute love and enojyment of my gym class, and science!
Then lunch is a different story nothing but difficulty to even sit there, but i'll deal!
Then boredom and hate for math and english. Then after school i got to joke around until you had to leave.

This weekend was amazing, last show on friday with everyone <3
and my grandmama came in to watch it.
Then a amazing night on friday with one last time being with everyone at shayes amazing little house!
Then saturday nothing but eatting and being a thug with Kassie, and drinking with everyone once again. =D
Then today was nothing but a disappointment to me even though i knew what was going to happen but i had little hope that got crushed. But you dont know how hard i'm taking it for not the whole choosing but how i acted. basically there was a monster in my own flesh and it almost costed me my life.

Ok well i'm still sicker than hell and it's absolutly garbage.
Saturday ngiht was the funnest night i've had in Basically forever! <3
Romeo and Juliet is going fantastically well and i already know whats going to happen so i dotn even know if theres need for a talk.

I'm giving you one week to committ.

Dustin is really happy today, and finally thinks things are going his way. =D.

UGh i'm sooo confused and worried and scared about my future. =(

[Verse 1:]
I see it in the way you would do
When no one else could ever get through
Holding back till I come around
Time and time again you wait for me to come in
And did you really look my way?
Cuz no one could of seen this coming
I would never let you down
If I was running backwards in full time

[Bridge:]
So I can and I will and you'll see your hero come running
Over and over tonight

[Chorus:]
And I do wanna love you
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy
Then I'm going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time

[Verse 2:]
Me, I'm used to being tired and bloody
But you believed that I could be somebody
You put your world on hold for me
Gave away to follow failure through the fire
I need you to know I will
Believe me girl I'm so tired of running
I just wanna hold your hand
Stare at you like you've got everything I need

[Bridge:]
And I can so I will and you'll see your hero come running
Over and over tonight

[Chorus:]
And I do wanna love you
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy
Then I'm going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time

[Verse 3:]
And what if I never said to you I was dynamite
And what if I never told you I'm afraid to cry
What if I never let you down
And said I'm sorry for the nights I can't remember
What if I never said to you I would try

Yeah Yeah Yeaahh

[Chorus:]
And I do wanna love you
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy
Then I'm going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time

[Repeat Chorus]

Hold back your tears this time!!!

Ooooh Ooooh

you dont mean anything anymore , i dont care anymore because all i feel when i tihnk of you is hurt. So now with me not caring anymore i'm not going to have emotion and get cross minded and only care for one person, and thats me.