Wow. all those times I wished you were dead... I can't believe you really are. The first time I met you, was also my last, but I'll never forget you. The first person I actually considered losing my v-card to.... It blows my mind. I know underneath all that douchebagginess, you were a good guy. It sucks you had to go so soon, I wish I could just talk to you one more time. Even just a simple "hey" would suffice. I wish I could tell you that fucking around with the shit you were fucking around with was a bad idea. I don't care if you wouldn't listen, and I don't think I could h ave changed anything, it's just the thought of letting you know that someone that you're not close with at all, actually cares.
I can't say my life will be any different, but I know a lot of other people's lives will be. You were talented as fuck, and it's really unfortunate that you can't share your talent with other bands.
I'm sorry you had to go so soon, and I genuinely hope you're rocking the fuck out of heaven.
Carpe Diem <3

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Me: What is that?
Ty: A hard drive. And a toaster. Oh, wait no, it's easier than using a toaster.
Me: LOLOLOLOLOL

Seriously, fuck you.
Nice to know what your fucking priorities are.
Stupid bitch.

Ugh, I really wanna go to the park today. But I don't have any friends.
I hate this so much.

Sarah. Shut uh yer stupid shut hell dolls. says:
oh
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do you know kevin barnes
{Holly} for everything under the sun I owe you one <3 says:
Ummm
no?
Sarah. Shut uh yer stupid shut hell dolls. says:
i dont either



THAT MADE ME LOL SO HARD OMG.

I don't even know if yesterday was a good or bad day. I'm just so confused.
Ohai Carson, does that word sound familiar? Ugh nevermind.

I'm gonna do this survey because it just looked so funny omg.

1. Do you do drugs/drink every weekend?
Nope.

2. Is the last person you kissed a good kisser?
Meh.

3. Ever kissed somebody of the same sex?
Yep.

4. Would you ever get a piercing 'down there'.
No kthnxbai

6. Is there someone you want to fight?
lol no

7. Whose the one boy/girl you've ever fallen the hardest for?
Well, the only boy I've ever cried over EVER... and we just won't talk about him right now.

8. Do you sing in the shower?
Yes hahaha.

9. Anything in your room you wouldn't want your parents to find?
Um, no actually. My mom knows about everything. Haha.

10. What song would you want played at your funeral?
At Least I'm Not As Sad As I Used To Be - Fun

11. Ever puked on somebody?
LOL no

12. Ever been puked ON?
Nopers.

14. Do you think anyone has a crush on you and is too afraid to tell you?
Um no.

15. Have you ever had sex in a chair?
LOL ERRYDAY

16. In a public place?
Shut up omg.

17. Have you ever bought anything from a sex shop?
No hahahaha.

18. Are you rascist?
No. I love black people!

19. Ever thought you might be gay?
Half gay lulzz.

20. Woke up without pants on and forgot what happened the night before?
Actually, yeah this morning. Then I remembered that it was fucking HAOT AS HELL outside and I slept in my undies XD

21. Ever stolen something worth over 50$?
Nope.

22. Ever considered cheating on your boyfriend/girlfriend?
I don't have one of those. But if I did, I would never ever EVER cheat on them.

23. What's the most terrible thing you've ever done to someone?
I don't remember.

24. Have you ever participated in an orgy?
Erryday duh.

25. Have you ever worn the same pair of underwear for longer than 3 days?
Haha I don't think so?

26. Do you think you'd make a good model?
Ew no.

28. Do you read Cosmopolitan?
Sometimes.

29. Do you ever wish you were the opposite sex?
Nope. I'm happy with my parts thank you!

30. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No hahaha.

31. Do you ever think you're un-attractive?
Everyday.

32. If you got the chance to sleep with any celebrity who would it be?
Ohhh mannn.... Either Jackson Rathbone or Taylor Lautner. Fuck they're so hot omg.

33. Have you ever written a romantic poem for somebody?
I've written one about someone, not for someone.

34. Has anyone ever made a poem for you?
No.

35. Ever been suspended from school?
Nope.

36. When did you first start noticing the opposite sex?
Oh man, as soon as I came out of the womb hahaha.

37. Have you ever injected a drug?
Nope.

38. Would you ever actually kill somebody?
Depends. XD

39. What's the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
OH man. I don't even wanna go there.

40. Do you ever act out of jealousy?
Yeah.

41. Have you ever been paid to strip for somebody?
LOL NO.

42. Have you ever kissed somebody with a name starting with "A", "K", or "L"?No?

43. Bra size?
I don't even know tbh hahaha.

44. Do you take other people's secrets seriously?
If they're serious secrets.

45. How many people in your life have told you they were IN love with you?
None, I don't think.

47. Have you ever made yourself throw up to get skinny?
No ew no no no.

49. Have you ever done meth?
All day erryday.

51. Have you ever felt like you were being used?
Yeah. But most of the time I'm just being paranoid ( I hope)

52. Do you own any pornography?
Nope.

53. Have you ever forgotten to put on underwear and then worn a skirt?
NO LOL

54. Have you ever been "walked in on"?
Kind of yeah.

55. Have you ever started a rumour about somebody?
Nope.

56. Would you ever want to become a stripper?
NO NO NO NO EW.

57. Do you think "that's what she said" jokes are funny?
Yes, yes I do.

58. Have you ever gotten a hickey somewhere other than your neck?
Nope.

59. Are you shy about your body?
So shy omg.

60. Have you ever madeout with a pillow?
HAHA WHAT? NO!

61. Have you ever given a lap dance?
Nooooo.

62. Your weirdest fetish?
Um. Idk really

63. Favorite physical feature on yourself?
I like my mouth.

64. Have you ever hooked up with someone who was 10 years older than you?
NO WTF.

65. Have you ever cried out of happiness?
All the time haha. Or if something is really cute, I'll cry.

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That's why.

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idk that's enough. Hahahahahahaha.

So today was funnn.....


I went to the mall with Cassie. Chris was SUPPOSED to be there but he was sick~ So yeah. Then we ran into Justin which made my liiffee... I missed him more than I though :\ It was fun. Haha. he tried on some white skinnies and was all "OMG I NEED THESE" XD
Then when we were waiting for his bus, there were these like skeezy kids and we were making fun of them. Then we weren't really sure if the bus that was parked in the bus spot thing was his so we just sat there and looked like retards. Idk we had some intense~ conversation. He's a sweetie and I missed him. I need tohang out with him more. Just saying.

And now I leave you with a lolcat: