Feels so disconnected from you =(
I hate this.
- Wishes she could just tell you ... <3
Sometimes I think about you
and the day you left us here
without a single glance back at the people you use to call your life
The times we spent together are memories that won`t fade
I was always Daddy`s little girl
I remember the nights you taught me how to fix cars
and now I`ll build our car with what you`ve taught me
You use to be my hero
There`s so much of you I see in myself
but I`m not the little girl you use to see
I`m all grown up now and on my way
I can`t help but think it`s not fair
that you weren`t here for so many years
when I needed you the most
Did you feel I didn`t need you here
I`ll never forget the day that I lost you
I hope you know that I never wanted to see you go
and all I wanted was a chance to hear you say goodbye
I wish you could see us now
The women your little girls turned out to be
all we wanted was for you to be proud
and to hear you say it out loud
you`ve given me my love for cars and music
and I wish you could`ve been there to watch me become who I am today
Would you even reconize me now
There`s so much I want to tell you
but whenever I try you make it out to be our fault
I wonder if you think she was worth sacrificing your daughters over
and did you even miss us through out the years
You left us, but we never left you
We love you forever and always will
I wish everything was so much easier..
I hate whats happened to us..
&& I hate who I've been.
Nither of us is who we use to be.
The lies, secrets, and fights have changed us for the worst.
