"'cause the love that you gave, that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no.
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died...
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you,
Of the mess you left when you went away.
It's not fair to deny me,
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know.

'cause the joke that you laid on the bed, that was me,
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it... Well can you feel it?"

Andddd I am now 17 years old.
Only a year to go before I can legally go into sex stores and go to bars in Alberta.
Woohoo.
...This birthday would be a lot better if I didn't have Tonsillitis. >.> No biggy.

Angel Rain - Larissa Michel original

Went to the aldergrove fair today and got to hold a 7 foot long boa constrictor =]
<3

The lightning is beautiful <3

Larissa Wants to start a band =/

To: ;;fluorescent--
From: Nexopia
Date: Tue Jul 21, 2009 9:43 am
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That one is face down - the red jumpsuit apparatus
and I totaly blanked out at the end and fucked up so I plan on redoing it.
and this next one is
you be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground, i'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds - mayday parade
and it needs work and i changed a few things and whatever i know it sucks lol

To: ;;fluorescent--
From: Nexopia
Date: Sun Jul 19, 2009 10:49 am
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To: ;;fluorescent--
From: Nexopia
Date: Sat Jul 18, 2009 11:50 am
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I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of

Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you

[Bridge:]
Breathing life

Waking up My eyes
Open up

Don't leave me alone