Kirsten fucking Almen
Positives =)
hockey, living in stony, celery,
the friends, snowboarding, drumming,
herr :), volcom, steve yzerman,
guitar hero, looking at stars, tanning,
a little about me, im a fan of hockey, played 13 years,
going on my 14th year this upcoming season. played
aaa summer hockey for 4 years, and one year of
winter aaa. i live with my friends family, since i got
kicked out. i love being around friends, they are my life.
i would do anything for them. theres also this girl
that i think i may really like. but i donno whats going
on there, ill wait and play it out, do the usual. i dont want
to jump to any conclusions. anyways i enjoy being outdoors,
although lately i havent been in that mood. i have really bad
anxiety n nerves. i hate texting, but yet i do it 24/7
lately its only been a few people that ive been texting.
i think im going to disconnect the cellular, its a waste of money,
and i dont need it, but the bad thing is i cant talk to you.
you know who you are. uhmm, ive been through more than
the average kid, so i can put myself in almost every
single situation. i also have my lip peirced but i want
my eyebrow done, the other side of my lip, my belly button,
and possibly somewhere else. i want a tatoo, im not sure
where yet. i got sick style, although i dont dress like i do.
going on my 14th year this upcoming season. played
aaa summer hockey for 4 years, and one year of
winter aaa. i live with my friends family, since i got
kicked out. i love being around friends, they are my life.
i would do anything for them. theres also this girl
that i think i may really like. but i donno whats going
on there, ill wait and play it out, do the usual. i dont want
to jump to any conclusions. anyways i enjoy being outdoors,
although lately i havent been in that mood. i have really bad
anxiety n nerves. i hate texting, but yet i do it 24/7
lately its only been a few people that ive been texting.
i think im going to disconnect the cellular, its a waste of money,
and i dont need it, but the bad thing is i cant talk to you.
you know who you are. uhmm, ive been through more than
the average kid, so i can put myself in almost every
single situation. i also have my lip peirced but i want
my eyebrow done, the other side of my lip, my belly button,
and possibly somewhere else. i want a tatoo, im not sure
where yet. i got sick style, although i dont dress like i do.
Negatives =(
mushrooms, anxiety attacks, school,
situations, tomatoes, wipe outs,
hitting crossbars, a certain someone (no names),
the fact itd be weird, snakes, being confused,
being cold, not having you here,
mushrooms, anxiety attacks, school,
situations, tomatoes, wipe outs,
hitting crossbars, a certain someone (no names),
the fact itd be weird, snakes, being confused,
being cold, not having you here,
The only way i know how to feel-boys like girls
Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cuz everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how to feel
Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how...
To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These "so called" scars will never heal
And I put down a deal
Cuz that's only way that I know how to feel
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised
Take me for granted
Make me... I promise that you'll
Never keep on fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that the only way that I know how to feel
I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel