I've got the same old heart with a brand new beat <3
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I'm not as serious as i should be. I laugh at almost everything. It's almost impossible for me to hold grudges. What's the point? Your gonna get over it sometime. I make mistakes, and learn from every-one. I'm probably the happiest person you will meet. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. I am young enough to drink chocolate milk but not old enough to drink beer. (but i don't care) I am not old enough to make since but young enough to have fun trying. I'm often quiet because I'm a deep thinker. My life is pretty messy sometimes although I try and smile as often as I can. I have four best friends. I'm really easy to get along with and I love making new friends. I don't like people who beat around the bush, be honest with me and you'll be my new favorite person. I can be extremely oblivious to my surroundings and may not always know what is going on. I've learned that the grass is no more greener on the other side. That everything is easier said than done. That he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. That I always care more than I probably should but that either way I can't help it. I believe I have made crucial mistakes. I believe some people are taken before their time. "Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude." I believe I preach a positive attitude but often cannot practice it. I believe I am always so close yet so far away, surrounded by people yet so alone, potentially successful but lacking the knowledge. I believe that a broken heart is the greatest tragedy, that you must hold to be held. That one should never second guess themselves. That I should never doubt in the darkness what I have been shown in the light. That sometimes I am selfish, hostile and unpleasant but that I am not a bad person because of it. I believe with each new day possibilities grow. I believe that great friendships never stop evolving. I believe in hope, determination and pursuing my dreams, and I believe that all of these things are teaching me valuable lessons. I believe that high school doesn't make you who you are, that I am stronger than I admit. That life eludes my decisions. That consequences will catch up to me eventually. That a smile seeps through when I'm feeling lost, lonely or forgotten but that the people around me focus on my flaws. I believe that some wounds will never heal. I believe the future is closer than I think. I believe that days go by, friends come and go, things change and people change with them. I'm the type of girl who never knows what she wants. The one who thinks they have their mind made up and then it changes. The one to always share her opinion, the one who hates to lose. The great friend who will listen to you till the sun goes down, sharing thoughts, feelings, and advice. The one who will be there no matter what. Someone you can depend on and someone you can laugh with. The girl who always has a smile on her face. The one who's friends mean the world to her and so much more. There's nothing scarier than getting what you want, BECAUSE THATS WHEN YOU REALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO LOSE. There Isn't much to say other than the fact that I'm myself, and no one can change that. I'm the girl that remembers the smallest detail, but forgets to do her homework. The one that likes staying at home on a Saturday night in her PJ's with popcorn, yet loves a good party. The girl who would talk on the phone for hours, but falls asleep watching T.V. The kinda girl who laughs at every little thing, and get mad at the stupidest thing. The kinda girl who would rather wear sweats and her hair in a ponytail, then get all dressed up. The kinda girl who hates drama, but finds it funny. That girl who doesn't care what people think, but will spend hours on her hair. I'M the girl that can't fall asleep at night without her blue stuffed elephant.
Oh, and one more thing..
I love you more than you can imagine.
I'm not as serious as i should be. I laugh at almost everything. It's almost impossible for me to hold grudges. What's the point? Your gonna get over it sometime. I make mistakes, and learn from every-one. I'm probably the happiest person you will meet. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. I am young enough to drink chocolate milk but not old enough to drink beer. (but i don't care) I am not old enough to make since but young enough to have fun trying. I'm often quiet because I'm a deep thinker. My life is pretty messy sometimes although I try and smile as often as I can. I have four best friends. I'm really easy to get along with and I love making new friends. I don't like people who beat around the bush, be honest with me and you'll be my new favorite person. I can be extremely oblivious to my surroundings and may not always know what is going on. I've learned that the grass is no more greener on the other side. That everything is easier said than done. That he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. That I always care more than I probably should but that either way I can't help it. I believe I have made crucial mistakes. I believe some people are taken before their time. "Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude." I believe I preach a positive attitude but often cannot practice it. I believe I am always so close yet so far away, surrounded by people yet so alone, potentially successful but lacking the knowledge. I believe that a broken heart is the greatest tragedy, that you must hold to be held. That one should never second guess themselves. That I should never doubt in the darkness what I have been shown in the light. That sometimes I am selfish, hostile and unpleasant but that I am not a bad person because of it. I believe with each new day possibilities grow. I believe that great friendships never stop evolving. I believe in hope, determination and pursuing my dreams, and I believe that all of these things are teaching me valuable lessons. I believe that high school doesn't make you who you are, that I am stronger than I admit. That life eludes my decisions. That consequences will catch up to me eventually. That a smile seeps through when I'm feeling lost, lonely or forgotten but that the people around me focus on my flaws. I believe that some wounds will never heal. I believe the future is closer than I think. I believe that days go by, friends come and go, things change and people change with them. I'm the type of girl who never knows what she wants. The one who thinks they have their mind made up and then it changes. The one to always share her opinion, the one who hates to lose. The great friend who will listen to you till the sun goes down, sharing thoughts, feelings, and advice. The one who will be there no matter what. Someone you can depend on and someone you can laugh with. The girl who always has a smile on her face. The one who's friends mean the world to her and so much more. There's nothing scarier than getting what you want, BECAUSE THATS WHEN YOU REALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO LOSE. There Isn't much to say other than the fact that I'm myself, and no one can change that. I'm the girl that remembers the smallest detail, but forgets to do her homework. The one that likes staying at home on a Saturday night in her PJ's with popcorn, yet loves a good party. The girl who would talk on the phone for hours, but falls asleep watching T.V. The kinda girl who laughs at every little thing, and get mad at the stupidest thing. The kinda girl who would rather wear sweats and her hair in a ponytail, then get all dressed up. The kinda girl who hates drama, but finds it funny. That girl who doesn't care what people think, but will spend hours on her hair. I'M the girl that can't fall asleep at night without her blue stuffed elephant.
Oh, and one more thing..
I love you more than you can imagine.