All my life, my expectations were always so high when it came to everything. Having high standards and high expectations don't necessarily go well together. I have just come to the realization that things will never be as great as they could or should be. These fantasies that I am dreaming up will never be as vivid and technicolor as I imagine. Even day to day things that seem so important, are not comparable to the reactions I have in my wildest dreams. And in these dreams, I am unimpressed. Only we can control our destiny, and things will only be as great as we make them, regardless of how shitty an outcome may be, but we have to make the best of them. So from this day forth, I am taking the initiative, and making my dreams a reality. :>
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.
The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.
-Marilyn Monroe
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