i wish i could say that i'll be okay,
but it would be a lie.
and i hate liars.

i never think highly of myself. but i give off the opposite image.
don't yell at me, i can't handle it. it'll even make me start to tear up.
i feel guilty if i'm hated. and i try not to be mean, if i am i almost always say sorry right away.
i do it because i always put myself in other people's positions.
i tend to studder a lot. i can be a huge spaz.
i confuse myself all the time, and i can be a hypocrite.
i don't really like meat, but i eat it anyway.
i hate seeing homeless people, it makes me sad.
i hate how the adults are treating the world, the kids know more about pollution than they do.
i think away most of my day.
i don't really pay attention in class,
people see me as a boring person who loves work. when really, i'm the exact opposite.
people are surprised at who i really am when they get to know me.
when i have a problem, i don't tell anyone.
i'd rather deal with it on my own, than take someone i care about with me.
i'm a people person, and will always give you the best of whatever i have.
i wish i knew all the right answers to the questions people ask me, just so i don't let them down.
i'm really uncertain of who i am right now, and i'm having really bad mood swings.
and to be honest i'm unsure of what i'm going to do.
i've been dissapointing everyone i know, and i don't know why.