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good memories.

05:03am | Jul 16, '08 | Public

i want to delete my nex, but i love all of my blog entries

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01:10am | Jul 13, '08 | Public

idunno what to do anymore, nothing works.
i get mad at you, so you get mad at me.
i've completely lost myself, i don't even know who i am anymore.
everything is fine until i'm alone, and i start to think, and i realize what i've been trying to shut out - we're not okay, we haven't been okay for almost a month now.
i don't know what to do..

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09:34pm | May 19, '08 | Public

wwwow, saturday night was interesting.
bad decisions, bad decisions - now i have to deal with them.
*plus, why must i have such a big mouth when i'm drunk?
i'm happy i'm going away for four days, i won't have to deal w/ the mess i've made.
hopefully it's all forgotten when i get back

+ cfeldom, you're amazing

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ever get that feeling?

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03:06am | Mar 19, '08 | Public

where you want to crawl into bed, cry until your eyes fall out, and never wake up?

it sucks.

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sooo..

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03:51am | Mar 09, '08 | Public

you are a stupid slut.
there is a reason why no guys like you.
they hook up with you for something to do,
not because you are so god damn attractive..
stop flirting with guys who are obviously taken,
or who you know have things w/ other girls.
they don't like you, get over it.
you're disgusting, and i must say,
your fake laugh makes me want to throw up.
do us all a favour, and stfu

THANKS

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it makes me kind of wish..

03:33am | Mar 04, '08 | Public

.. i'm apart of what you have

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ANOTHER QUOTE:

05:27am | Feb 28, '08 | Public

only anja would get this but:

"hey you! you aren't supposed to fall out!"

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my rant..

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04:15am | Feb 24, '08 | Public

i really need a tan
i hate how fucking white i am.
seriously, i'm looking at my sweet sixteen pictures.
i look disgusting, when everyone else looks so beautiful and tanned.
why must i be so white?! seriously it sucks ass.
and like i get burnt, and then it fades back to white.
stupid genes, i hate them.
i doubt even like tanning lotion or a tanning bed would work.
just my luck, i'd turn out fucking ORANGE.
fuck my life

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asdf

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04:36am | Feb 18, '08 | Public

wow, i can't believe you.
i'm tired of you, and all the shit you've been doing lately.
seriously, is it always necessary for you to treat me like shit?
to give me those dirty looks, and to lie to me? i thought we
were past that, but obviously not. i guess there is just something
about me that you have a problem with, and i don't understand
what. i've always tried to be nice to you, but this weekend i've
decided i've had enough. i feel as though i'm an "obligation" to
you, and that should never happen. so fine, from all of your
actions lately, i understand. i'm tired of your hot/cold moments,
if i'm such a pain, such an annoyance (as you make it seem)
then i won't bother you anymore. just remember that i've always
been there for you no matter what, and acting this way to me
is just selfish, considering i've done nothing to make it this way.
it's not the big things you do - it's the little ones.

as an upside - it's my birthday tomorrow

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just wanted to say..

09:14pm | Feb 16, '08 | Public

THANKS EVERYONE
for an awesome birthday party

it was so much fun, the SUV limo, driving around for
an hour with the music cranked up, screaming out the
windows, opening presents, and taking a million gifts.

sabrina, kirsten, brianna, anja, kaela, tamara, and marina
love you girls !

and then afterwards, at the restaurant, thanks for coming
and all of the gifts! it was so much fun, couldn't have been
better.

aaand you can't forget afterwards with 'dead silence' and
having ldom and sabrina sleepover. too bad we fell asleep
like an hour after everyone left. OH WELL!

i love my friends.

and best part yet, my birthday hasn't even come yet.
two more days, i'm pretty EXCITED.

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wow, how white can i get:

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01:29am | Feb 10, '08 | Public

i get an honesty box:
i'd give you the pipe

.. and i thought it meant that they wanted to hit me with a pipe
and i was freaking out, and all WTH and then they told me what it meant.. i was like, OOOH

ahaha goodtimes,

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so, a new semester begins..

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04:02am | Feb 05, '08 | Public

today was good, i'm actually excited for es.
it's going to be fun.. i just still can't help but
be worried over the fact that i won't see any
of my friends as much..

i start late, end late, have a messed up lunch
(11:30-12:30).. i'm scared that i'll never see
anyone accept for weekends.. and usually i
only see certain people anyways.. so i guess
i should be prepared to lose touch with certain
people.. and now i just feel stressed.

we were off at 12:15 today, and when i was
walking up w/ gabi and chelsey we were talking.
i've decided that i'm going to fight for the friendships
that matter, and try to keep them alive. i love all
the people i made friends with first semester, and
i'm not going to let some program ruin that.

hopefully..

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quote of the day:

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05:30am | Feb 02, '08 | Public

"oh, trust me, it's big.. but it's ugly"
- anonymous

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this is why i love him :)

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01:11am | Jan 31, '08 | Public

me - okay, so did you call her?
him - no..
me - wth, i told you to like twenty minutes ago! what were you doing that whole time?
him - thinking about you..

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so today was beautiful and funfilled:

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04:09am | Jan 30, '08 | Public

first of all, provincials cancelled, but i have to admit,
i was kind of just looking forward to getting english
over and done with, oh well. went back to bed for like
two hours, then woke up and called anha again.

got my dad to drive me to anja's, before he went back
to work. jcole met us there, hung out, walked up to
safeway.. fucking pushed me in the snow, asshole.
but i got him back, ye boy.

anha and i went to subway for me, and mcdonalds for
her (fatass), then we went back anja's and brianna came.
went outside in the snow, walked around took pictures.
good times ldo! yeah, ldo, we missed the m .. love you.

met some random lady who had her car stuck:
"what's that nice boy's name again? miguel?"
"it's alright, we're all going to hell"
gooooodtimes.

padre picked me up and took me back up to safeway
to get "feminine products", wow was that funny.. i went
to go find a magazine and get them to him to hold.
i think he's scarred for life "playtex SPORTS"
he'll never look at me the same way during soccer again..

anyways, by the time i got home at like 6, i was
in a pretty good mood, and even my ugly ass brother
couldn't ruin that. WHAT NOW?

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