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when there's something you want . fight for it , dont give up no matter how hopeless it seems,even when you've lost hope,cause years from now you.re gonna look back and wish you gave it one more shot cause the best things in life dont come easy

Rachel Beaudry i miss you with all my heart i cant wait to see you again ,this shouldnt have bin you, you didnt deserve this at all , you will always be my bestFriend no matter what i love you i dont think anyone could ever take your place in my heart you where one of a kind and thats what i loved about you , you where so beautiful ,& kind i was jealus of you . i wish i didint make those mistakes that night of january 3rd at 1:30am , what was i thinkin letting us get in the car with "him" after he had a few .i will always have that on my shoulders now knowing i coulda saved you ,i just remmeber being in the car you telling me and jess that we where gunna be ok , its like you knew wat was coming up ahead in the traffic like you new the semi was gunna hit the car and that me and jessica where gunna be alright , why did you force us to go out that night when i think about it i seems liek you planned this so me and jessica would be able to see you &* get drunk with you one last time , its all a little fucked up ..i remmber that last song we listened to in the car before i got out , "cyclone" we where dancing like little monkeys like always , it makes me wonder more tho because we went thru your locker a couple days later and we found a drawing of a "cyclone" and it had a semi in it and also a little car , like it so messed up rachie how everything goes togeather if only we saw the signs youd be here today and i wouldnt have to be writing this to you cuz we would probley be with each other right now laughin and bitching about boys. i love you rachie n i hope you are ok up there LOVE LOVE LOVE