sometimes you get it right the first time,
and it defines the rest of your life...

Theres always something more to burn.

was said to me.
because i never forgave you.
i wish i could've seen that years sooner.
I'm so sorry.

I miss us.

and somewhere in this bitterness I heard,
"It's always been your fault"
and it has,

-cats still say meow.

Why am I so obviously insane?
Maybe its because the one good thing I had to hold onto, was ripped away from me like a gun from a perp. Or maybe its because I try to do the right thing, and end up stonned waiting for a way home...
Honestly though, I think its because I choose to be. Because in that moment where people see you, or dont, in that moment where you aren't in the right head space, or in none at all, in that moment, you are doing exactly what you want to be doing. and because in that time, i forget about you. i forget about us. and i forget about how when i said that i loved you. you told me you were hungry. fuck.

Music.

And I'd kill for just 1.

Its over
and I know I wont regret saying
Now I know, I never have to see
99% of you
ever
again.

By keeping it broad, you are leaving it open ended, for
either, if not both
to pick
ourselves
if it is in fact what we are thinking.
when in reality, we are both
thinking, the wrong thing
which would mean
im currently thinking the right thing,
which means,
maybe, were both just playing your fucked up little games.

Why not find out
We both know I have been.
what about you?

The price of Love hit the roof today;
as many learned that
there really are some things
money just
wont
fucking
buy

I wouldn't do something like that I never did to you either
You really dont know me any more. And I dont know you
Maybe people lied, just like you did to me
Maybe you should think about things a little more But yur too blonde

You have nothing to regret.
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