Number:
Of times you've been in love? twice.
Of girls you have kissed? Haha 1
Of boys you have kissed? too many.
Of people you would classify as trust your life with type of friends? 1
Of times your name has appeared in a newspaper? None
Of scars on your body? a couple
Of things in your past you regret? A lot.

Do you think you are...?
Pretty? Not really.
Funny? Heck yes
Hot? Of course
Friendly? sometimes.
Ugly? Nah
Loveable? not sure
Caring? Yup to most ppl
Sweet? Chhya

Favorite:
Actor/actress: Robert Pattinson :]
Least favorite day: Monday.
Flower: Daisys
Jello flavor: Watermelon
Jewelry: Bellybutton
Summer/winter: Summer <3

Person who last:
Slept in your bed: Me obvs
Saw you cry: Janel
Sent you an email: Not sure dont check it.

Have you:
Said "I love you" and meant it? Yes :).
Went out in public in PJs? Of course
Kept a secret from everyone? Yup
Been to New York? No..
To California? Nope.

When was your...?
Last cigarette: An hour ago..
Last cry: Yesterday.
Last phone call: Todaay.
Last regret: Friday...
Last shower: Tonight
Last dream: Not sure
Last time being completely happy: Not sure...

What was the...?
Last book you read: ---
Last curse word you uttered: Fuck
Last beverage you drank: Wateer
Last food consumed: Icecream
Last TV show you watched: Hockeey
Last thing in your past you regret? FRIDAY
Last shoes worn: Flats
Last cd played: Mix
Last thing written (not typed): Science work
Last word spoken: I know
Last IM: ?

Girl Confessions

I do wear make up.
I can't help but look in a mirror if I pass by one.
I occasionally sleep naked.
I wear toe nail polish.
I have cried at a movie theater.
I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like.
I love chocolate covered pretzels.
I like getting flowers.
I cant put mascara on without opening my mouth.
I'd do anything for that special guy .
I can get jealous easily.
I love cuddling.
I think Brad Pitt is sexy.
I've gotten a detention.
I've gotten suspended.
I've gotten expelled.
I've wrecked a car.
I love to laugh.
I like rock.
I like death/grind/black metal.
I like rap.
I like techno .
I carry a purse (almost) everywhere.
I carry a bag everywhere.
I'd be lost without my cell phone .
I'd be lost without my mp3/CD player/music in general .
I own/did own a boy band CD.
I don't think football is boring .
I love skater boys.
I love athletic guys.
I love punk guys.
I love bad boys.
I love emo guys.
I love gothic guys.
I love guys that are just themselves.
I like guys with long hair.
I think guys are confusing.
I've been called a tease .
I've been called a bad influence.
I think lip gloss is better then lipstick.
I can't leave the house without makeup.
I can dance.
I play video games, even when there are other people around.
I say that my friends are the best, and they're important to me .
I want to be with a certain someone right now.
I drink way too much.
I smoke way too much.
I have a tattoo
I have been to more than 5 concerts.
I am a hopeless romantic.
I do love someone .
I have been heart broken.
I still love him .
I am self-conscious.
I love to have a girls night.

You dont understand how many times i look at this picture.. It makes me miss you soo much, i know its blury and all but i kinda do wish u never broke up with me
but then again im happpy you did, you hurt me so many times that i dont understand how i stayed with you.. But you did make me happy.. until it all came crashing down.. i wish i could have told you that you hurt me so bad and ripped my heart out when u said you didnt have feelings for me anymore... i gave you so many chances.. and you couldnt even give me one... i wanna say i hate you but i cant.. and it would be a lie.. cause i do still have strong feelings for you.. and i just wish i could forget about you... i wish i never met you at that blazers game... ill miss you... :'(

You know your a cool guy when you. hit and kick girls in the ribs...:(
like fuck you buddy, im not gunna let 2 cracked ribs and 3 bruised ones
ruin my spring break.

I love it when i finally have a boyfriend, and he treats me like
complete shit and thinks he can walk all over me,
and doesn't see that he hurts me. its pretty damn funny cause you know
i do my best not to get mad at him, but after awhile i get fed up with
all his bullshit. I know he doesn't love me and i dont love him,
but we really like eachother and that why were dating.
So maybe my "boyfriend" should start treating me with a little
more respect, and actually treat me like im his girlfriend.

Courtney;Bestfriendedx^{Hunter&Alyssa};Dating<3;WSS;Hockey;Paintballing;Dirtbiking;&Drinking^<3


I gave you everything i had, i just wanted us to work out.. more then that i needed you to love me again. I never wanted to just be a memory i wanted to be the one you made memories with i wanted to share everything with you. I should have stayed away from loving you from needing you now i got a broken heart how could you do that to me? How could you let me hurt so bad? I gave you my all, you were the best of me. Dont you know i miss you bad? At the end of everyday i think of you, how we used to be, it hurts not to hear your voice, see your smile and not feel your touch. I hope you miss me when you hear our favourite song, how we used to dance in the moonlight. When she is holding you know that its killing me, let my memory be the reason that you cant sleep and everytime you feel her touch i hope that its not enough and that i touched your heart so deeply you cant believe you let me go cause i love you yes i need you.















































02/02/10 <333

JANUARY 2009
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?: Not really no.
3. Do you like hot chocolate? Yea.
4. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? No.
5. Do you ski or snowboard?: Niether..use to snowboard..

FEBRUARY 2009
1. Who was your Valentine?: No one.
2. When you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class? Yea :]
3. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not? Uh.. yes?
4. What did you get for valentines?: Dont remember

MARCH 2009
1. Are you Irish?: Nope.
2. Do you wear green every year on St. Patricks Day?: No.
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2009?: I dunno.
4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over? Yup!

APRIL 2009
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?: Noo
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter?: Yup =]
4. Do you celebrate 4/20: Haha for sure.
5. Do you "love" the month of April?: uhm i guess?

MAY 2009
1. What is your favorite flower: i like them all =]
2. Finish the phrase "April showers bring may flowers": uhm i couldnt tell you.
3. Do you celebrate May 24th?: uh?
4. Is May anything special to you?: Not really.

JUNE 2009
1. What did you do for Fathers Day?: Spent time with my dad.
2. Did you do anything fun during this month?: Tons of stuff..
3. Have a favorite baseball team?: Nopee

JULY 2009
1. What did you do on the 1st of July: Went to riverside with my sister and matt and garett.
2. Did you go to the fireworks?: Yup.
3. Do you tan in the day?: Yuup

AUGUST 2009
1. Did you do anything special at the end of your summer? uhm.. i dunno.
2. What was your favorite memory of summer? Camping =]
3. Did you have a sunburn?: Yup
4. Did you go to the pool a lot? i went in mine

SEPTEMBER 2009
1. Do you like september?: Kinda.
2. Do you like fall instead of summer? : Noo
3. Anything special about September to you? Ashley's Birthdaay

OCTOBER 2009
1. What was your last Halloween costume? A Boxer.
2. What is your favorite candy? hmm.. Jolly ranchers
3. What is your favorite thing about this month? Halloween.

NOVEMBER 2009
1. Whose house do you go to for Thanksgiving? Minee
2. What is your favorite thing about November? Nothing.

DECEMBER 2009
1. Do you celebrate Christmas?: Of coursee.
2. What are you thankful for? Alot.
3. Have you ever been kissed under the mistletoe?: Yeaa.
4. Get anything special last year? Yup.
5. What do you want this year? Nothing that i know of..

2009: Wrap Up.
Is 2009 a good year? it wasnt bad..
did 2009 bring any new insights? yup.
Do you think 2010 will top 2009? Hope so..
If you could relive any moment which would you chose? uh, i dunno.

I confess that in 2009 I...
( ) made out in/on a car
(x) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(xx) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
( ) been a stalker
( ) mooned someone
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet ,
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) kissed under mistletoe

SCHOOL
( ) took an honors/advanced class
(x) broke the dress code
(xx) sent to the principal's office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) been in a school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
( ) lied about how old you were
( ) prank called someone

In 2009 I...
[x] broke a promise
[x] fallen in love
[x] lied
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[ ] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up on something/someone important to you
[ ] lost something expensive
[ ] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[ ] made a change in your life
[ ] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] was never home on weekends
[ ] got into a car accident
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had someone close to you die
[ ] had a high cell phone bill
[ ] spent most of your money on food
[x] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach with your best friend
[x] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time.
[x] became closer with a lot of people

With 2009 Coming To an End, Do This and BE HONEST !
1. Have you had your birthday yet? Yea.
2. Kissed two people in the same night? Nope.
3. Pulled an all nighter? :Yup.
4. Puked at all? : Yeea.
5. Went Camping? Yup.
6. Bought something(s)? : yea
7. Met someone special? : yeea.
8. Been out of the country? yea
9. What are you thinking about right now? Him...

1.) Hugged someone? : Yea.
2.) Slept in someone elses bed? : yes
3.) Got a job? :nopee
4.) Loaned out money? : nope
5.) Gotten in a car accident? : no
6.) Gone over your mobile phone bill? : no
7.) Been sued? : nope.

* Winnipeg was fun except the weather..
* so glad to be home!
* Really dont want to go to school tomorrow..
* Have the worst headache possible...
* I hate planes
* im really bored...
* i can't wait for chirstmas.
* But most of all im excited for Jan 8th!