gosh, bored so i googled myself and nexopia came up. LOVELY

i had the weirdest dream, i cant remember much but we were in a plane
flying in the middle of like the antarctic im not even sure why i was weird
and it was a struggle to stay alive, knowing at any moment our plane could crash,
it was so fucked up.. people died it was messed up..
a weird realization that anything could happen to anyone,
and i thought about the people that i dont talk to
or people i used to be close with and arent anymore it makes me sad knowing
that if they were to die i wouldnt have said a proper goodbye. it would be
so devestating for me. geeze i guess i shouldnt think about it to much
and stop taking things for granite if i make plans keep em not break em
cause for all you know that next week could be yours or there last.
live like there is no tomorrow. <333

everytime i listen to that song, i hope you listen too
and regret everything you did to her.. you dont deserve
anything, you took advantage of my friend, and ill never
forget the pain she got from that, honestly
you should listen to the words and realize your an idiot
i hope your sorry, cause you should be.
nothing you could do could ever change my mind
you took advantage of her already hurting then
ripped her heart out. you cant even justify that!!!

LOVING LIFE! summers practically here, so happy for the sunshine ! <3

KARMA: seems i always have bad karma this time the tables have turned
im so happy with every thing that is going on, i know for school i could have
done better but im growing up lots of room for mistakes. besides
the second time around.. i learned my lesson. OUTREACH next year.
w/ Chloe. defs gunna catch up there !!! best thing is its semestered
and i grad with proper credits and the dogwood.
im most happy with my relationship: its finally been a year.
sometimes we have rough patches but threw it all, its amazing.
yay everything is where i want it to be, its funny how things fall together
You have to go through hell, to make it to heaven!> very true statement.

omg, i cant even wait to go camping this weekend.. its going to be so fun!
hope it doesnt rain! wonder whos all gunna be there. woot
i love to just chill by the camp fire drinking with everyone having fun.
need to induce my tan aswell. =) BETTER BE SUNNY ALL WEEKEND

what goes around comes around.

SO EXCITED FOR SUMMER. =D
staying in Canada but travelling lots.
going for a vaca at shushwap with my mom and jordan
then going to jordans moms house with him,
THEN SEE MY DADDDY,.
NEVER A DULL MOMENT.
gunna be lots of dirtbiking, quading and parasailing in LIKELY, BC =)

We can do what ever we want to the apartment.
lol so excited, no boys just me and mom,.
this will be exciting see how it goes !!! =)

Just so you know: I was never lost, just hiding. -

are they really for real?
some: only as real as the eyelashes they wear..


people say and do things out of anger,
PLUS COMPUTERS DONT STATE: MOOD, MEANING, OR FEELINGS !!!!
all you can do is read, and assume..