Sometimes, things that you have are not what you want it to be. You always want something more than you have now. Sometimes you think that your friends are not enough because your getting bored of them. But always be grateful about what you have because sometimes, you just can't go back.
Ditch your friends, then you might not get them back. Just be happy that you have things that other people don't. Life experiances have taught me that when you betray somebody's trust, they wont give you another chance... there are only a few people that will give you another chance.
If you ever have the chance to hold secrets that people have told you, make sure you keep them and don't leak them out to people that can hold it against the person.