A kingdom of night time pleasures. Where the rich and powerful came to play with the young and beautiful creatures of the underworld. The most beautiful of these was the one I loved.
We're creatures of the underworld. We can't afford to love.
Outside things may be tragic, but in here we feel its magic.
When will I begin to live again? One day I'll fly away... leave all this to yesterday. Why live life from dream to dream, and dread the day when dreaming ends.
How could I know... in those last fatal days... that a force darker than jealousy... and stronger than love; had began to take hold...
No Laws. No Limits. One Rule. Never Fall In Love.
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welcome. to my tag line. click me if your up for a good chat. i will talk to anyone, because its great to meet new people. or at least talk to them. "They say im picture perfect. they see whats on the surface, but not whats on my mind." Jeffree Star.Lady Gaga.Britney Spears.Innerpartysystem. COME IN
BASICS
| Height: | 179 cm - 183 cm (5'11" - 6') |
| Weight: | 96 Kg - 100 Kg (211 lbs - 220 lbs) |
| Birthday: | April 29, 1991 |
| Sexual Orientation: | Homosexual |
| Dating: | Single and looking |
| Living Situation: | Living with parents/relatives |
| Location: | Lethbridge, Alberta, Canada |
| Join Date: | 04:06pm | Aug 17, '08 |
| Profile Updated: | 06:22pm | Dec 18, '09 |
| Last Active: | 04:31am | Jan 07, '11 |
INTERESTS
| Reading Material: | Fiction, Fantasy, Graphic novels, Humor, Magazines, Newspapers, Mysteries, Myths and Legends, Non-fiction, Poetry, Romance |
| Movies: | Action, Classic, Comedy, Documentaries, Drama, Foreign, Historical dramas, Horror, Independent, Musicals, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction, Spy/Political Thrillers, Tearjerkers, Teen |
| Art: | Acting, Doodling, Drawing, Film/Video Making, Journal Writing, Photography, Song Writing, Visiting Museums, Writing |
| Animals/Pets: | Dogs, Horses |
| Entertainment and Celebrities: | Celebrity Gossip, Movies, Music |
| Video Games: | First person shooter, Fighting, Puzzles, Racing, Role Playing, Simulations, Strategy |
| Lifestyle/Fashion: | Fashion, Fashion Design, Hairstyles, Clothing, Fragrances |
| Cars: | Classics |
| Music: | Alternative, Classic Rock, Classical, Death Metal, Electronica, Emo, Funk, Garage, Goth, Happy Hardcore, Hardcore, Hip-Hop, Indie, Industrial, Metal, New Wave, Pop, Punk, Rock, Soul, Techno, World, Acoustic, Rave, Salsa |
| Sports: | Badminton |
| Activities: | Cooking, Current Affairs, Drinking, Listening to music, Partying, Reading, Shopping, Traveling, Volunteering |
| Outdoor: | Going to the beach, Exploring, Sightseeing, Traveling |
| Computers: | Apple, Chatrooms/IRC, E-mail, Surfing the net |
UNTITLED
ABOUT ME
hello...to anyone who actually reads these. lol. im Ben and i live in a small town which is super shitty for life haha but i suppose i will survive. i love to write, most of my writing is emo and done in a sad, or angry mood, perhaps a poets flaw. oh well, i dont really enjoy talking about myself and i dont really have anything else to say. but if you want to learn more about me, or if you just want to talk to me, feel free, im always open (and at the present am looking for a relationship, you know like the ones you see in the movie <3 lol), and there is no reason to be scared lol. so peace fer now, until you talk to me that is haah byee.
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I was the boy who skipped gym class because he was afraid of what people would do to him
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the boy who was forced to take his own life for comeing out of the shadows.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the boy who gave up on his dreams because he's bisexual
I am the boy who closed himself in because his dad took away his right to privacy.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the boy who faked sick because i was scared to see what was written on my locker today
I am the father who tried to kill his son because he was gay
I am the boy who never knew what it was like to have his own life.
I am the boy who helped visciously attack his gay friend, because he didn't want his other friends to know that he had been seeing him.
I am the boy who's afraid to look another boy in the eyes, because of what he might think.
I am the boy who killed himself in the school bathroom because he lost all his friends
I am the girl who became the schoolwhore because i like girls too.
I am the girl who noone understands.
I am the boy who gave up on life because i never really knew what it was like to have one
I am the boy who hid himself away, afraid of what others would do or say
I am the boy who no one understands.
Repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong
Picture This:
You are a heterosexual person living in a homosexual world.
You get up in the morning and get ready to go to school.
Downstairs your two mothers are preparing your breakfast.
There are two men holding hands on the cover of the magazine laying on the table, on the radio the announcer is talking about the latest scandal:
“A female celebrity is going out with, can you believe it, a male celebrity?!”
As you step into the school, you hear people laughing and saying things like,
“That’s so straight.”
Friends of yours are talking to you about how last weekend they were hanging out with the cutest same-sex person.
You want desperately to talk about the person of the oppostie sex that you met, but are too afraid of ridicule.
Going to one of your classes, you’re bumped into so hard you drop all your books as the voices of your peers ring with things like,
“Fuc*ing hetero!”
This just shows you a glimpse of what it’s like in the day of a homosexual. If you think homophobia is wrong, copy this into your profile
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I was the boy who skipped gym class because he was afraid of what people would do to him
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the boy who was forced to take his own life for comeing out of the shadows.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the boy who gave up on his dreams because he's bisexual
I am the boy who closed himself in because his dad took away his right to privacy.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the boy who faked sick because i was scared to see what was written on my locker today
I am the father who tried to kill his son because he was gay
I am the boy who never knew what it was like to have his own life.
I am the boy who helped visciously attack his gay friend, because he didn't want his other friends to know that he had been seeing him.
I am the boy who's afraid to look another boy in the eyes, because of what he might think.
I am the boy who killed himself in the school bathroom because he lost all his friends
I am the girl who became the schoolwhore because i like girls too.
I am the girl who noone understands.
I am the boy who gave up on life because i never really knew what it was like to have one
I am the boy who hid himself away, afraid of what others would do or say
I am the boy who no one understands.
Repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong
Picture This:
You are a heterosexual person living in a homosexual world.
You get up in the morning and get ready to go to school.
Downstairs your two mothers are preparing your breakfast.
There are two men holding hands on the cover of the magazine laying on the table, on the radio the announcer is talking about the latest scandal:
“A female celebrity is going out with, can you believe it, a male celebrity?!”
As you step into the school, you hear people laughing and saying things like,
“That’s so straight.”
Friends of yours are talking to you about how last weekend they were hanging out with the cutest same-sex person.
You want desperately to talk about the person of the oppostie sex that you met, but are too afraid of ridicule.
Going to one of your classes, you’re bumped into so hard you drop all your books as the voices of your peers ring with things like,
“Fuc*ing hetero!”
This just shows you a glimpse of what it’s like in the day of a homosexual. If you think homophobia is wrong, copy this into your profile
LATEST BLOG ENTRY
09:40pm | Aug 21, '08 | Comments(1)
hearts will break and
tears will flow
and i just wanted
you to know...
i think im done
i think ill quit
im done spending life
in this black pit.
tears will flow
and i just wanted
you to know...
i think im done
i think ill quit
im done spending life
in this black pit.