all the lies u fed me, and all the bull shit i dealt wit,
and now i see all the truth im seeing,
and all da bull shit hes helping me threw and not causing,
im falling for him so hard its insane,
and you.. everything will be ok.
i thought it was just u and me,
but i see now that your the one that i let inside,
and then i had to get rid of,
it was good,
and i see,
that i will be all that this real guy wants,
i am me, and i thought that was all i needed to be for you,
but it nvr was,
everything will be ok though,
cuz its not u and me no more,
and now i got the guy thats all i want !
cuz when i think of not bein wit him,
its more then when i thought of if u were not around,
cuz now, ill be all he wants me to be ,
and all my life ill be wit him,
to get him threw the day and make everything ok <3

and now as the world keeps spinning,
i keep on running,
running into your arms constantly,
running for your kiss,
running to hear u laugh,
running just to hear you say my name or
just speak a single word,
i will keep on running,
just as i kept on walkin till i found you <3

im facing problems with every day i fight to stay living
in this hell of a life, the problems i face are making
me wanting to run and such a racing pace,
that i wont be able to feel my face,
im dieing here,
and its all cuz the simple things in my life are finally
meaning something to me cuz im sober,
and now im more stressed then i ever thought
was possable in someones life..
im dieing here,
and i dont know how much more of this i can bare.... </3

im falling faster then a rock being thrown off a bridge,
its weird,
cuz as i get older i get more stuck on what i want,
and once i have them its hard to picutre them not here,
but once they are gone for awhile im fine,
the hardest thing for me right now though,
is the fact that one of the guys from my past,
one that made the biggest diff anyone could have made..
just walltzes out on my life,
as if it was nothing,
what kind of child are u ?!
i cant stand looking at myself, knowing what ive done wit u,
knowin the things i fought for you,
knowing the probs that came to me but i stayed in place for you !
and you can sit there and walk off ?
and u say u loved me.... fuck dat.

burn in hell mo'fucka : )

that im going through a hard time,
but that i like where i am at the same time,
i dont want things to change in my life of friends,
but when it comes to family ,
i am finding my heart constantly dieing
the more im around them,
its not that i dont love them.
i doo,
but its that i find myself needing A LOT of time away,
but that they are not willin to do i guess..

my love for you is unnoticed,
my love for you is still un filled,
my love for you is still confusing,
my love for you is still in work,
these reasons be,
my love for you is still in its prosess of becoming
love .

i have this friend, she had black hair, and when she smiles
she truly means it. When she hugs someone she cries
cuz she is smart enough to know that they wont be their forever.
When she has the chance to fall in love, she runs away, cuz
she is startin to notice the trend when it comes to
relationships and falling in love. When she talks she
has a voice like an angel flying higher then god. The thing
about this girl is she does all these things, and yet
i cant do even one..

i really like where i am in my life right now, but i miss
some things, i miss waking up and my friends were not
crying over a guy dumping them, i miss walkin down the halls
and actually wanting to say hi to ppl,
i miss not being home enough to see the tears my family
cry. so in short terms, i just miss when i nvr noticed
the bad things happening around me</3

understand what im tryin to say,
ive made some mistakes and ill prob make more,
thats what happens when u try to go forward.

-classified ♥

ive fallen faster then ever .

im thinking about this cuz i no what i want and i no what i need,
but all this struggle is just gonna make me fall and
we might end up not wit one another </3

i want to love you like know ones loved you before < 3

IM FROM STAR WARS MOTHER FUCKER ! < 3