Maybe I don't want to deal with this. I know running away from my problems is no way to solve them. But, do I really consider this to be MY problem? I suppose it must partially be mine. It takes two to tango. Yet, at the same time, I know exactly what I want. And the part that frustrates me is when he doesn't. I would be forever grateful if he could. Because seriously, things like this just have a way of hurting more than anything else. I don't care if you need some time away from me. Tell me, and it will be granted, no problem. The part that gets to me is when you hint towards something, as if you're going to hurt my feelings when I ask it of you all the time. Do you NEED space? Do you want it? I don't mind. I understand completely that sometimes people need to just get away. And whenever I need to get away I will responsibly tell you that, instead of just running home, and hiding away. I understand that the anger built up behind this topic is not just your fault. Yet, I have explained this to you before. Does that make me more angry? The fact that I have spoken this aloud to you, and talked about how I cannot stand it. I believe in second chances. So no, this time, I will refrain from being even more furious. But honestly, you cannot just avoid me. Grow some balls please! I am a human being and deserve to be treated as such. I break too yah know! This really does nothing for my confidence. And you are probably unbothered, hanging out with your friends. Fuck you. I shouldn't have to wait to get an explanation. But once again, I'm deciding to give you the benefit of the doubt. But I swear to god, if we last, and you ever pull a stunt like this again... I'm gone. And maybe that will even be the better thing for you. I really have no idea how to deal with this. This shakes me more than you'll ever know. Maybe I am just a little too broken right now for this. But that doesn't mean you can get out of this. That's excuse enough to need time away. But to just run in the opposite direction with no warning? How is that fair to anyone?