I never thought in a million years, if this happened to me again that you would be the one to orchestrate it. Yet here I am, wasting my tears. It's not about the break-up, that's cool. I knew it was coming. Actually, I thought with the way you had been acting recently it would have been me leaving you. The fact that you can't even say it to me yourself.. You can't speak to me at all. Ignoring everything I say.. That's the part that hurts me. After all this time, after knowing me SO well.. THIS is how you chose to end it. Text message with no explanation and no courtesy towards me at all. I regret letting you back into my life. I fell so much harder for you this time... I was so worried in the beginning.. I thought you were going to be so vengeful that you would break my heart just to stick it to me. I hate knowing I'm so much better off without you while I would do anything to be with you right now. My lover and best friend, gone in one quick kick. The worst part is when something good happens to me, and the first person I want to tell is you. If I could have one person to be excited with, it would be your sorry ass. I get to rebuild myself again.. Only this time it is much easier. I have everything in my life that I want minus you. So I'm not starting from nothing this time. I am looking forward to future nights, where I don't cry, or think about you at all. Right now I can't breathe.. You have fully winded me. I hope you feel accomplished.