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Jesica Malisa Luangphixay[/center]





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Jesica Luangphixay, 13, died from what is believed to be meningitis Thursday.
Meningitis suspected in girl`s death
Canadian Press
Thursday, May 20, 2004
SURREY, B.C. - Meningitis may have killed a popular Grade 8 student, health officials said Thursday.
The 13-year-old girl was rushed to hospital early Thursday and school officials were told that morning she`d died. "She was well (Wednesday), she was in school," said Helen Carkner, spokeswoman for the Fraser Health Authority. "It`s really tragic." The signs point to a meningococcal infection, said Carkner, but the cause ofdeath was not confirmed Thursday evening. Health officials were working to identify people who were in close contact with the girl and might have shared saliva. "There is no indication that anyone else is ill at this point," said Carkner. Students at North Surrey secondary were told during a school assembly of the girl`s sudden death and given letters to show their parents. There were no plans to close the school. "There was a school dance planned and that`s been cancelled, not so much out of a health concern but more out of the sadness of the situation," said Carkner. Counsellors were available to speak with grieving students and teachers."The girl was very popular, an honour roll student," Doug Strachan, a spokesman for the Surrey school district, told Global BC.
© Canadian Press 2004

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"When we stop crying we havnt forgotten you...your in our hearts n not far from ourminds " stay gold ....I'll never forget every grd 3 wednesday wen me u basra n fro would go 2 ur house n grab as much food as we could carri in our lil arms n bring it down into ur basment sweet wen no one lived there...it was our lil parties...after eating wed always go into ur backyard n play there 4 a bit usually goin into the pipes to c how far we could get in the dark...u were always at the front cuz u werent scared of the spiters...but the 1 day ill never forget is wen u told me u wanted to b a model...i went into ur room wit fro n basra n u model everythin u could think of till we had to leave...that was wen i realized ud b the next best model...as i knoe now u would have been the next paris hilton...but better =)....december...rememberin ur birthday wen u took a bunch of us to the fleetwood dance..i saw this realli cute guy n i didnt ahve the courage to ask him to dance....i remember u leanen over to me n whisperen "do it...i knoe u can...ill go first wit that guy over there n just do wat i do"....that night was the best...i met a great guy n i had more confidence in myself because of u...u help me so much with everything...actually i remember u always tellen me to wear makeup n i promised u wen i got to highschool that everything would change...i guess i wasnt readi for the biggest change...
[06.24]i visited ur grave the other day....theres lots of flowers there...everyone misses u so much...wen i bought the flowers for u the ladi at the table asked "so whos the lucky ladi that gets these flowers" wen i turned my head n she saw the tear in my eye she stood there wonderin wat was wrong...she asked again who they were 4 n i told her..."im visiting my friend whos well she died 32days ago" i grabbed my flowers n went to the front desk to pay...as i walked away she called me back n handed me to LiLies...."i hope ur ok" she said....i smiled n thankd her for the flowers...as i walked away i could c a picture of the lady in my mind n then i realized there was a tear streaming down her cheek...right then i truely believe this has changed more then just ur friends family aquaintences lives...but ppl knoen how hert we r about loosen u...that changes there thoughts to....i stood over ur grave goin through every pictures n memorie that contained u....
[06.25]todai i was at my momies school worken...after school the grd 7's were in the gym dancen to the graduation song...i stood there n watched them dance....they reminded me so much of our grad...the song got to me n i started to cry..."friends for eva" that made me walk away i couldnt lissen to it nemore...rememberin u makes me sad mad happi and all different emotions i dont knoe wat to do...one of the things that went through my mind was wen amy lovas came up to me almost in tears "brittany...jesie..jesica...shes dead" i looked at her like she was crazy i stood there for a second everyone looken at me "witch jesie? Luangphixay? no no no amy shut up thats not true...shes fine i saw her yesterday...shes fine..." i ran off wit hot tears streaming down my face...i looked for jillian hopen she was wit her friends laughin because notin had happend n this was just some joke...but it wasnt i ran through the sky bridge n wen i stepped into center court i saw jililan in tears i stopped in my stepps n almost fell to the ground...i ran up to her n gave her a hug...i didnt want to let go...i wish this was some big dream but this was life....
[07.29]...todai i was siten at my computer lissenin to music (1st lady-missing you) n i was worken on my web site for u...n i remembered somtin that made me smile...grd 6...it was at the begining of lunch n a bunch of us were runin into the school u werent in ne hurray so u were walken...i turned around to c were u were n i turned just in time to c a bird shit on u...u screamed soo loud!! it had gotten on ur gorgous hair...u were furious but at the same time laughin hustaricly...we ran so fast into the school n got u into the girls bathroom...u told us to leave so we didnt make a huge comotion...u n fro ran to fros house n brought back shampoo n u washed ur hair in the SINK! thank god it was a sunny day n ur hair dried fast...everythin u taught me...every memory u gave me...nethin about u makes me happi i miss u so much girl....but i guess this proves a bird shiten on u isnt good luck =( i wish it was....
[05.07.05]well its almsot been a year since you left us baby. i dont think nething has ever been so hard for me to go through. im not scared to do nething because i knoe that nothing can hurt as much as loosing a friend can hurt. i was in church and i looked up at the roof. the window at the top with the cross looking in brought in so much light. i could just see you standing beside the cross and waving at me. i never realised how fast it takes me to start to cry. within seconds i was in the back of the room crying till the end of the survice. its hard. like i dont think anyone could understand the whole in my breath everytime i breath in. and i dont think nenoe could understand how hard it is to stop crying once i think of u. and i dont think anyone will understand how lonly i feel without having you close to me. your far away and yet i feel liek ur always right beside me. this feeling of los and regret fills my body and it feels like the soal of my friend, great friend, jesica luangphixay is inside me and trying to help me go through with my life.
07.01.05"i thought my life was over without you. cuz u left me here to face all my fears" this is for my friend. my girl. my angel. Jesica Malisa Luangphixay was born on December 28th 1990. she first went to school at serpentine hights elem. were she met numerus amount of friends. including me. we were friends, great friends at that. we had memories that implant my mind and run through over and over like a movie. the days we went to her house. the days we were together at recess and lunch. the days practicing hamlet in our grade three classroom. the days we walked towards the stage in step with the graduation song. we went through elementry together as great friends. but the highschool scene was just to much. through the summer we met knew friends and started to hang out less. even though our friendship was still bonded through our memories our lives started to seperate. around the beggining of school i decided to call you. we talked for about an hour before you had to leave. that was just about the last day we talked deeply. yes we saw eachother in the halls and yes we talked once in a while. but not until may 20th did i realize how much u really ment to me. so a disease took you away from me and all i can do is sit here and let the tears role down my face as i think of you? it just isnt right. it was sapost to be a great friendship. a forever friendship. but it still is. 9 years of great friends. we have our bumps in the road like everyone else. just unfortinitly at the end of our path together. there was a cliff. ill jump with you. but ill never let go of ur hand. i plan on landing and being okay. because theres an angel holding me up. helping my fly. my gaurdian angel. my friend forever. jesica i miss you dearly.-yours truely[/font]

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by Brittany Walker (;blondie*)